
Blooming
Well-known member
I am crying, not silent, but like a river spreading all over ... It is extremely heavy to cope with all the isolation in this corona time. I know I'm not the only one, but this day it is me who cannot cope, who need online support.
I'm trying and trying, really clever, what else is there to do, .... So one day one cannot take it anymore ...
So it is for me today, I know that when this crying has calmed down, I will look into my toolbox and continue the cleverness and try to survive, but how long will it last?
I needed to tell somewhere in hope of support ...
(I have a therapist to call if needed. My medication works well, but they are not supposed to cure loneliness or other trouble. I do not want advice, just human support that it is OK to have a day out of control).
I'm trying and trying, really clever, what else is there to do, .... So one day one cannot take it anymore ...
So it is for me today, I know that when this crying has calmed down, I will look into my toolbox and continue the cleverness and try to survive, but how long will it last?
I needed to tell somewhere in hope of support ...
(I have a therapist to call if needed. My medication works well, but they are not supposed to cure loneliness or other trouble. I do not want advice, just human support that it is OK to have a day out of control).
