- Apr 6, 2019
Im 34. I live alone and decided after years of going from one guy to another and feeling numb even with sex id give counselling a try. I do have low self esteem ill admit and still want to lose weight and have some food issues but doesnt everyone??? I told her I been purging for almost 10 years now. Not every day though and mostly at weekends. I lost a lot of weight before that from restricting and was clost to an eating disorder but I pulled myself back in time. Although now I feel like im in control of purging and sometimes fasting that i decide to do. However when i told her i believed i didnt have an eating disorder her eyerbrows shot up and she couldnt believe i said that. Am i crazy? I dont believe Im ill.