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goosegirl

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Utterly fed up of this now. Its hurting others and they dont understand I'm truly not worth it
 
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Hiya Goosegirl

I think the person who is hurting most is you. I know others worry a lot about us, especially when we self harm, but the best way to help that situation is to talk about it in a saafer environment and see if anything can be done. Do you want to talk about it? xxx
 
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Hi

Hello don't know exactly where your at pls listen I first s/h when I was 12 then started again after a breakdown age 23 my arm and leg are very badly scarred (looks like I've been in a accident) every bloody scar reminds me of the past badtimes haven't s/h for a year or so pls contact me if u need to bt don't give in Wx
 
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I don't know. My friend is so worried but shes got too much on her plate she shouldnt have to put up with this its all so stupid.
 
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Its not so stupid when its affecting you this way, can you try some distraction techniques - I havne;t s/h'd for a while now and I still look at the scars and feel terrible - always there to remind us what we did and its so hard. Please try to keep yourself safe. Have you tried any of the help that it says in the self harm forum - have you read the STICKY http://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/showthread.php?635-How-to-help-a-person-who-self-harms!

I hope you are going to be o.k
(((hugs)))
KS
 
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Yeah have read it all but doesn't seem to be helping. Just feel so weak and useless. Keep talking about it but feel worse when I have and am pulling away from the one person that cares (physically but shes amazing and just grabs me for a hug). Feel so full of tears but the only time I could cry about it was a few nights ago when I had a bit of a breakdown and couldnt stop, the most I can cry is a few tears. I just feel like I'm breaking inside and I don't know what I am going to do.
 
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Babe im sending my love big time.
Stay strong darling !
If the forum is helping then keep going with the threads well all be here.

All here for you babes . Stay safe and strong .xx Hold on tight
 
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Thankyou everyone, I just don't know what to do I really am not coping with it all. I don't know how long the brave face can last for.
 
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Have you been to your doctor and talked to him/her about this? Perhaps they could arrange somewhere where you can talk about your feelings more safely? I think you may need a little more help than trying to manage this yourself. xxx