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22 years old guy from Brazil about to give up.

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SDMF98

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Hi!

I suffer from depression, anxiety and ocd.

My depression just got a lot worse 3 days ago and i'm losing all my hope. I can't eat, can't enjoy anything, think i'm a piece of shit, the only people who cares about me are my parents and one friend. I'm so depressed that i don't want to talk to them anymore.

This forum is my last hope.
 
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HollyR

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Don't give up whatever you do.

You are loved, you are good enough, you are a fighter and you deserve to be happy. Depression and anxiety are such an awful combination and I completely understand that it would be easier to just give up, to just not talk to anyone or do anything, but it's not trust me. I've been in this position one too many times. Last year I tried to end it all, and it was the worst decision I ever made, I felt 10 times worse than I did before I did it. You are not a piece of shit I promise. You are worth so much more than you think, and you do not deserve to feel this way. Talk to your parents, talk to your friend, because believe it or not they care about you, and would hate to hear that you are this upset and feeling so lost. Even if you cannot talk to your parents, please talk to a helpline, they are so good and really help you to see the bright side of things.

Do not forget. You ARE worth it.
:hug5:
 
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SDMF98

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Don't give up whatever you do.

You are loved, you are good enough, you are a fighter and you deserve to be happy. Depression and anxiety are such an awful combination and I completely understand that it would be easier to just give up, to just not talk to anyone or do anything, but it's not trust me. I've been in this position one too many times. Last year I tried to end it all, and it was the worst decision I ever made, I felt 10 times worse than I did before I did it. You are not a piece of shit I promise. You are worth so much more than you think, and you do not deserve to feel this way. Talk to your parents, talk to your friend, because believe it or not they care about you, and would hate to hear that you are this upset and feeling so lost. Even if you cannot talk to your parents, please talk to a helpline, they are so good and really help you to see the bright side of things.

Do not forget. You ARE worth it.
:hug5:
Thanks for trying to help...

I hope i can find more people who cares about others in this forum because in the real world i Just can't.
 
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Have you ever travelled? Its good for the soul.

Like yourself and try and let others in.

We're not all hateful beasts 😊
 
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SDMF98

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Have you ever travelled? Its good for the soul.

Like yourself and try and let others in.

We're not all hateful beasts 😊
Yes, i used to travel a lot when i wasn't depressed.

But how can i do that now If i can't even leave my bed?

I'm not saying that everybody is bad but sometimes is very hard because i'm very shy!

Who the hell wants to be friends with a shy and quiet Guy? Girls are even worse, most of them like the way i look (not bragging, btw i have very low self esteem) and try to approach me but as soon as they find out that i'm shy and insecure they just discard me.

Life just sucks and i'm not "only" dealing with depression i have bad ocd and anxiety too =\

But thanks for beeing friendly and trying to help me!
 
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Not_here

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Yes, i used to travel a lot when i wasn't depressed.
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There's your answer mate. Nail on head, shit i need to travel too! 😭

F**k i wish i was 22 xx

get out there mate! Anywhere! Just go? Move, travel, freedom!

Go forth 👊


But remember, when you finished travelling... you will be depressed.. i can't help you then... lol
 
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HollyR

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Thanks for trying to help...

I hope i can find more people who cares about others in this forum because in the real world i Just can't.
You're welcome, I know it's hard but hold on and be strong, it does get better x
 
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Hi,
I'm so sorry your struggling, I hope the increase in meds helps.
Here if you want to talk.
Many of us have felt like you do, many of us improve.
Please don't give up.
Take care
 
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CrazyExBoyfriend

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So sorry you’re feeling like this. It sounds like agony. You WILL start to feel better- hold on to that. You feel like you’re a piece of shit & you can’t control how you feel, but you’re not. Even if you’d done something really awful (I’m assuming you haven’t but even if you had) you’re more than that. Thinking of you & hoping this passes soon.
 
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Stevensk

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Please don’t give up. You can do this.

sending thoughts, prayers and courage all the way from the U.K.


Hi!

I suffer from depression, anxiety and ocd.

My depression just got a lot worse 3 days ago and i'm losing all my hope. I can't eat, can't enjoy anything, think i'm a piece of shit, the only people who cares about me are my parents and one friend. I'm so depressed that i don't want to talk to them anymore.

This forum is my last hope.
 
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