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nikki
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hi im new here this is my first thread i hope i don't bore you all lol.
here is a little about me...
* im 20 years old
* i don't currently recieve any councilling of any kind
* i have been diagnosed with depression and (so ive been told) im in a totaly negative state of mind and there is no way of reversing the damage done.
this year has been particularly tough and it's not going to get better.
i guess i will start by explaining that my family is a close knit family we are all close all the way out to the great aunty's and uncle's.
there has been 4 deaths in my family since the new year which i do think im handiling resonabily well considering
i was made redundant from my work almost a month ago and i loved working there, i haven't got back into work as there isn't any jobs.
im struggling at college and i really dont think im going to pass the course as it ends in just 3 weeks and i have alot to catch up on (it isn't written work it's all practical).
finally my great aunty has lung cancer, i found out last year but it's getting worse it has spread to her brain and through her body and i think that i wont be able to handle it when she does go, i sank into a deep depressive state years ago when my grandad died and when my great gran died i found it hard to get back on my feet again, it was like i fell into a dark hole that i couldn't climb out of.
i lost contact with my family and friends when i lost my grandad and im terrified that it will happen again and with all that has already happened this year i don't think i can cope
please can you give me any advice on how to deal with everything when the worst happens.


here is a little about me...
* im 20 years old
* i don't currently recieve any councilling of any kind
* i have been diagnosed with depression and (so ive been told) im in a totaly negative state of mind and there is no way of reversing the damage done.
this year has been particularly tough and it's not going to get better.
i guess i will start by explaining that my family is a close knit family we are all close all the way out to the great aunty's and uncle's.
there has been 4 deaths in my family since the new year which i do think im handiling resonabily well considering
i was made redundant from my work almost a month ago and i loved working there, i haven't got back into work as there isn't any jobs.
im struggling at college and i really dont think im going to pass the course as it ends in just 3 weeks and i have alot to catch up on (it isn't written work it's all practical).
finally my great aunty has lung cancer, i found out last year but it's getting worse it has spread to her brain and through her body and i think that i wont be able to handle it when she does go, i sank into a deep depressive state years ago when my grandad died and when my great gran died i found it hard to get back on my feet again, it was like i fell into a dark hole that i couldn't climb out of.
i lost contact with my family and friends when i lost my grandad and im terrified that it will happen again and with all that has already happened this year i don't think i can cope
please can you give me any advice on how to deal with everything when the worst happens.


