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      Strong dreams, things about waking up in a house full of flies, not pleasant. But under the increased medication (nothing beyond the original increase from 2 mg to 4 mg of orap) no further voices or symptoms, over the last two weeks or so.
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      A break away in England with my mother was very pleasant, it seemed to have lightened the load and put me in a different energetic space.

      Recently I have been reading Carlos Castaneda's The Art of Dreaming, and it seems to have some interesting parallels with my experience and my voices. My voices once told me they wanted to turn me into a 'dreamer', and according to Castaneda his Yaqui Indian teacher was teaching him the art of dreaming, the second attention. Honestly I'm not sure if I would be suited to this, some of the requirements like constant guarding of the attention might be beyond me, I'm a rather sleepy and gentle and slightly lazy person. But I feel compelled to inform myself.

      The Castaneda book is available online as a PDF, if you do a google search for it.
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      It's been completely silent since my second-last post. So that's a good two months. Also no tactile hallucinations. The higher dose of meds seems to have had a positive effect, I think.

      I still recommend the 'body of light' meditation, and also Anne Chasson's toe-tapping exercises.
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      Continuing complete silence on the voices front. My psychiatrist says it's the "medication supporting me", I'm not so certain but hey, it is a good thing so I am not complaining. Coming up to four months now.

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      Silence, but anxiety and some odd mind-spaces while going out for a walk. It was strange, like I went a long way away and was surrounded by strangeness. It was not altogether pleasant. I've been stressed the last few weeks, have not slept as well, it's been more difficult.

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      When I woke up in the middle of the night it was like I was being visited by something very silent and very soft. I remember having this sensation before but it is very rare... once a year or every two years it comes back. It reminds me of my grandmother, she was a lovely lady, passed on about a year ago.
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