unhappy

  1. F

    Anyone else missing a dead relative?

    My Mum died in 1997 from Breast cancer. My Dad in 1999 from Lung cancer. I miss them so much. I don't know why I'm still getting upset all these years later. Life is cruel. :low:
  2. H

    Am I crazy?

    So I've been diagnosed with Bpd and I was on meds for a while but I stopped and I thought I was doing better. I try to be more mindful before I react to negative emotions. Anyway a few weeks ago I asked my brother if I can have some stuff delivered to his place and he basically said no because...
  3. P

    New here

    Hi, not sure if this is the right part of the forum as I’m new to this but I just wanted to write a little about how I’m feeling. I’m 21 and male, from the UK. For a long time I’ve felt different but it wasn’t until recent months that I’ve hit some kind of low. I graduated from university in...
  4. qwerty1234

    Intense anxiety

    This is so frustrating 'I shouldn't be this upset' 'I am very upset' I email with several friends daily including some people I know less well than others, and I get so anxious waiting for their reply.
  5. V

    My girlfiriend's violent meltdowns

    I have a really hard time with this... I love my girlfriend dearly. She's this cutie who I can't get enough of when she's really doing well mentally. But sometimes she gets really bad. The other night, I got upset at her, and the best of us get upset, but I feel really guilty about it because...
  6. C

    My depressed partner is pushing me away - need support

    My partner of three years has just broken up with me. The problem is, we’ve moved to his home country from mine where we were both living and I have no support network here at all. We haven’t even been here two months and he’s called it quits. We’ve been planning this move for over a year...
  7. C

    Daydreams about deceased father

    Hello, I lost my dad January second of this year to cancer. I was his care giver for about three months and the months before that were really rough also. Lately I haven’t been able too sleep and I find myself thinking about him in his last days unconsciously. Of course causing me too get...
  8. C

    My First Class Degree of Uncertainty

    University was the best three years of my life - cliche I know, but it's true! I had the best group of friends - some of which are now my closest! I did really well at uni, I had never done design before and i absolutely LOVED it, I enjoyed every single second. When the time came to leaving...
  9. F

    Upset stomach

    Two weeks ago i pretty much had a breakdown, couldnt function at all etc. I have makor health anxiety and have been put on olanzapine and fluoxetine. My worry at the moment is bowel cancer. I wake up every morning and about 5 mins later i get loose stools. Doesnt matter what time i wake up...
  10. F

    Postnatal with eating depression

    Stupid as it sounds but don’t know what, where, who to turn to ... I have a 5month son who is my world I can’t fault him he’s amazing! But yet I feel so unhappy. I have battled through pregnancy silently with my fears of gaining so much weight and now months after birth I felt like the fight...
  11. H

    you ever feel worried about things you know are false?

    You ever hear something from somebody and you know it's not true but you can't seem to convince yourself? I went to a concert and it was great but I was upset because I didn't gete noticed as much as I had wanted. I told my friends. About a month later, (today) they told me i make everything...
  12. spoon-racoon

    online harassment

    someone started harassing me on the mood tracking app I use and the blocking feature isn't working. I've been regularly logging my mood on that app for over 2 years and I don't feel comfortable posting there anymore. It was my safe space and had such a welcoming community and I'm honestly...
  13. P

    thoughts and comment from dr about volunteering- upset by this.

    Hello I didn't really know where to start. I feel like i am "stable" but anything can tip be right over. That is a huge contradiction, I know but I just don't even know what is going on in my head. I had a routine appointment with my dr today and she was ssaying how she was concerned as I had...
  14. Fairy Lucretia

    so upset ,please tell me what is wrong with me?

    maddie's t shirt just came ,i was so proud and pleased with it ,i wanted to show my nextdoor neighbour i called her and she came out and then went back in without looking or talking to me she has been off with me for a while ,since my cat winston died she has basically ignored me i saw her...
  15. J

    Girl From My Past Wants To Date But I Upset Her Twice

    This girl I used to see first in a theatre group I attended in 2010 and secondly at a centre I used to visit late 2014 wants to date me after finding her again on this autistic dating site. I however keep misunderstand her and have upset her 2 time now first was Tuesday night again again...
  16. Poopy Doll

    Being a landlady

    I am renting out a room, so that makes me a landlady. I rented it to a 43 year old woman with a steady job. Now her daughter and the daughters baby are staying with her. I can hear the baby crying, babbling, etc. I told them the daughter and baby cannot stay, cannot live here. They tell me she...
  17. T

    How to express emotions like a person

    Hello, pretty new here, and hope im not in the wrong place. I'm having some trouble with a repeated issue in my relationships with people. I avoided people for most of my life, for reasons im not getting into right now. For whatever reason, I have learned its better to not express emotions. Hide...
  18. D

    Just need some friendship advice

    I’ve had some relationships in my life go sour lately and I’m not entirely sure what to do. I have one friend who’s often upset or hurt when I try to joke around with her. I don’t ever mean to upset her but somehow I do and it makes me feel awful. She won’t always tell me either sometimes she’ll...
  19. D

    Hello, I’m new...

    ... and I’ve never used a forum before. I’ve been feeling, down I guess? About life. I’ve had some friends kinda duck out on me so that kicks up a bunch of anxieties. This was a late night decision but I’m hoping just talking to someone without worrying that I’m going to upset them will help a...
  20. S

    BPD - rant - frustration.

    Warning - not the happiest post, a little frustrated. What kind of sick joke is BPD?? I went through a trauma as a child, the kind of trauma no one person should have to experience, never-mind a child of 9, for several years. Is it any wonder that I shut down and as a direct consequence didn't...