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    Choo choo!

    Here comes the train! That's basically me, every single morning. Now I am (probably) not bipolar, or at least never diagnosed. I did some research and it's in a lot of ways not the same as what I am experiencing, yet in a lot of ways it is. I'm here to gather some knowledge and advice on how...
  2. Deadheading

    Runaway train arriving into this station

    If you've ever seen the 1985 movie Runaway Train, you'll probably recognize my avatar. It's taken from that movie. And I do feel like a runaway train, deadheading at full speed on a dead end track. I joined this forum because I think I have borderline personality disorder and I've run out of...
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    Don't no what to do

    I've lived with my family for 5 years now with my partner her 2 kids I have taken on which I love and my little boy we had together. She took me away on a family holiday of 14 all of her family and decided to break up with me 2 days in. She said she has known for weeks she doesn't love me and...
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    Hi when I simply want to leave the house to go somewhere on my own where I'm not meeting anyone or going to work I feel terrified incase I see someone I know.For example I hate going roumd here incase I see someone I know however in order to get to another town and get the train I feel so...
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    Finding Support, getting off of the Brain Train.

    I am 28 years old, I live in London and by all external signals have a good quality of life. I have a well paid job, I have a healthy bank balance, I am not physically unwell and have a partner of 3 years who wants me for me. Unfortunately I am depressed. I have had persistent depressive...
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    Disabled bus pass and train pass

    I already have a disabled persons bus pass as I am considered a risk driving due to meds which I am very thankful for, because money is very tight now. However, I have just found out that a support group that could help me is another town and the only way to make the journey is by train. My...
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    Am i being unreasonable?

    Hi I am so desperate for a job I applied for a nursery in another town cost 7.40 to get there the job Is 2 mornings a week and from the train station its a. Hours walk or on top of train fair is 3 pounds bus ticket .i thought this was too much for 2 mornings a week am I right? Thankyou
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    feel let down

    The man I was going to see on Friday texted me to say he can only see me Fri night as he's working and got family thing sat I dint even know whether to go anymore but I've already brought train ticket maybe could just go for day instead of stay over and be used
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    PTSD 'should be viewed as a systemic disorder'

    Written by Honor Whiteman April 3 2017 PTSD 'should be viewed as a systemic disorder' - Medical News Today The closest I came to a PTSD experience was in relation to a train journey taking a child my wife and I were looking after back to her mother. When we got to the end station it was hard...
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    The Hobo Ethical Code of 1889: 15 Rules for Living a Self-Reliant, Honest & Compassionate Life

    The Hobo Ethical Code of 1889: 15 Rules for Living a Self-Reliant, Honest & Compassionate Life The Hobo Ethical Code of 1889: 15 Rules for Living a Self-Reliant, Honest & Compassionate Life | Open Culture The Hobo Ethical Code 1. Decide your own life; don’t let another person run or rule...
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    How does one clean up their reputation? (I need a fresh start)

    There are things I wish people in my town didn't know about me. Like I have mental illnesses, and take medication. That I use to train and spar in martial arts because I am still injured and can't train anymore because of it. I have been made fun of and talked about here. People have even...
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    HIV ANXIETY - Imagining things

    Hi, on 29th October, I went for dinner with a male friend. We shared two pints of beer and a mojito. On top of that i had two jagerbombs (with red bull). We were eating heavily. I had carbonara pasta and side dishes. I remembered many things clearly. We left the place and walked back to the...
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    All alone can't do this anymore

    Hi I'm 23 I'm all alone I have no friends a so called bf who really ain't one he never wants to see me always makes exscuses why he is busy and it really hurts cause I loved him I hate my job the area I live in I really can't do this any more every weekend at least once a week I go off on the...
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    Thursday group may/likely to be a no no

    Saw rehab team . Venue for Thursday group is changing. Currently it's at the local mind centre, 5 minutes away, but they are changing it because they think Mind haven't welcomed them with open arms-especially the new manager there. New venue is going to be Basildon, which is way out of my...
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    Not a good day today!

    Feeling really low, had and an episode of self harming to relieve my anxiety! Feel like i am on a train wreck!:panic:
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    I assaulted a stranger when schizophrenic

    I need to ask you guys this. Years ago, when I was schizophrenic, I was being told by my voices (God speaks to me) that someone on a train I was travelling on was a satanist. I truly believed it. I truly believed he was a satanist. I swear on the Holy Bible on that. God (my voices) told me to...
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    im not safe ive got to go get help

    Im on the bus then the train to my mums.i cant tell her how messed up i feel.I spoke to my cpn and he wants to see me 2moro.but i said theres no point.he aint going to change how im feeling.so ive got away from danger for today and maybe tomorow.Im so angry and thats starting to scare me.As you...
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    Mental Anguish of others a major trigger?

    Today, I was on the train, and there were no seats. There was this old(er) woman stood with me in the section inbetween the carriages. She was clearly very anxious and unsettled and kept looking around the corner to look at the seating situation and crouching down and leaning against her...
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    Bi-polar, no worries no one believes you anyway?....!

    No one **** cares or belives it anyway so dont worry your self about anything? Dont ask me why I said that. But and here is the thing, I seen the Rizzle Kicks on the train (no joke of a lie) honest to good ness just like that looked up and seen the bona fide real no joke Rizzle Kicks! Course...
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    What do I do?

    I have just slept for 14 hours after not sleeping much for a week. I had a traumatic day yesterday. Went to my doctor as I was feeling out of control. They said they were contacting the crisis team to talk to me. Then they said they'd rang social services about my 5 children. I left the doctors...