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  1. M

    18 traumas and counting

    5 years ago I was diagnosed with complex PTSD. Complex meaning I not only have flashbacks but disassociate on a regular basis for a few hours at a time in which I have no idea what I do. Sometimes i come home with injuries that I can't explain. They have been known to last for up to 6hours and...
  2. J

    Parents don't like me very much...

    Hello, Firstly I apologize if this is in the wrong section, and I ask that any staff member that sees it fit to move it to please do so. I'm a new user to the site and I hope that I'll be able to find help here! It's somewhat of a longer read, so, warning in advance. As the title would...
  3. M

    Brother made mum with cancer feel suicidal

    It’s dominating my mind. Has done for over a year. Mum had cancer twice and I cared for her. Brother didn’t know I was caring as despite being half a mile away he wasn’t interested in seeing her. When he found out I was living with her and nursing her he told me “not to bother”. She died saying...
  4. katya

    Abusers masquerading as victims in a survivor group

    TW: mentions of abuse, etc. Such a long story. (This person isn't a part of this forum; I just need to rant, because this has been building up for a while, and I don't know what to do next.) I'm part of a couple of survivor and mental health groups on Twitter, and there are two people - a...
  5. burt tomato

    Hearing voices.

    One of my old friends was asking what happened to me the last 7 years. I told him I was diagnosed with schiz. I said I hear voices. I just felt stupid and ridiculous. Later on the voices told me it was my imagination which is ironic. I mainly hear voices when I am at home, which is an...
  6. P

    Any cure for treatment resistant depression

    I have been treated for major depression and anxiety amongst other mental health problems. I have been told by nearly every mental health department/worker that I have treatment resistant depression but have either had different medication or told by one psychiatrist—who everyone tries to...
  7. E

    Bottom problems

    My GP has referred me to the colorectal department at the hospital & I will need to have a camera put up my bum, the reason is that for a while I've been having blood in my poo, the GP examined my bum & said that I do not have hemorrhoids; my mental health is so bad & my living conditions are so...
  8. M

    Drove my friend away

    So, today I drove away my only friend who was patient with me. I had one of my episodes and became angry with him about social media. Then I find I can no longer see his Twitter page. I panicked and thought he is angry with me. Then I finally confessed to him that I suffer from BPD. Then I went...
  9. D

    Mandy and I are finished Abuse trigger

    I suspected something was wrong when Peggy went quiet after I noticed bruises on her upper arm. Sobbing she told me of being afraid my marriage to Mandy would end if she told of my wife hitting her. Proof of Mandy's nastiness happened earlier when she kicked our dog for bum-sliding again on our...
  10. R

    Devastated about my friendship with a drug addict

    I’m not sure where to start on this. Every time I try to be assertive with a friend about how I feel and what I need in a friendship. I’m just told I’m being too sensitive and taking things personally. I have a friend who makes plans and never shows up doesn’t even text to say something came up...
  11. Butterfly32

    BT (standing for Blooming Trouble) again

    I had problems with BT from last year, until mid-this year. Due to crackling phone line, disconnected socked they told me to unscrew, blah-de-blah. Wrote letters of complaint, ended up at the Telecommunications Ombudsman. BT's Executive level finally helped me get things rectified. Now...
  12. Q

    Medication??

    Is there anyone on here been medicated with anything to help ease off bpd effects? I've been told it's not possible, but I feel like I need something to help me. Any advice??
  13. G

    Seeking out help for a dear friend

    Hello, I am writing this with my phone very late at night so please forgive me for any spelling mistakes. I'll get straight to the point. A friend of mine suffers from multiple personality disorder, and as someone who isn't very educated on this topic I want to know if what I have been doing (as...
  14. M

    Help

    I’ve had anorexia twice before and think I am relapsing My weight loss has plateaued and it’s really upset me I’m borderline healthy weight/underweight bmi and definitely at one of the lower weights I’ve been in the past I haven’t told anyone, my mother is a nightmare and it’s all really...
  15. write

    Lofepramine supply issues?

    Anyone else found you suddenly without warning, can't get Lofepramine due to supply issues? Ran out yesterday, collected weekly prescription, was told pharmacy had none and go back today. No mention of any issue getting it. Today told there's an issue and can't get it, NOWHERE has ANY. Have to...
  16. T

    Scared of Pregnant Women

    Hi Everyone, I'm new to the forum and I just wanted to see if anyone has advice for the situation I'm in... I have had an irrational fear of pregnant women since I was a teenager. I can't look at them, I cross the street if they are walking towards me, and seeing a pregnant belly makes me...
  17. F

    So hurt

    I'm here for my husband 1st most and me and my family..we have been thru a lot past four years. Hardest part is the not knowing..I have no answers as to really what's wrong with my husband. One thing to do know is something is wrong.he just up and started acting real scary . he started acuseing...
  18. N

    CPN and CMHT Ignoring me/fobbing me off!

    Hi, My title might suggest I’m a bit anxious but things right now are fairly awful. I had a CPN who ended up going off sick for 4 months. During this time I saw another person once, they were rude and critical. So my original CPN returned. I saw her twice. She saw me once, went on annual leave...
  19. M

    It’s over!

    Well it is. No it’s definitely over. Slight problem, I might live for 20 years and haven’t got a clue what to do with myself. Do tell me to do volunteer work, I tried it and everyone told me to fcuk off. In fact the the wife told to fcuk off, Alison my friend of 5 years told me to fcuk off...
  20. S

    Verging On A Breakdown..

    Sighhh Hi everyone, hope everyone's keeping their spirits up as Christmas is coming.. This is going to be a bit of a rant so I apologize is advance. Lately it seems like the world is trying to kill me, now some people hearing that might think "that's a bit overdramatic" if I could tell you all...