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  1. N

    I destroyed the best thing in my life

    My Girlfriend of only 2 months broke up with me 5 weeks ago. And it has wreaked havoc on my life. I am 23 years old and a student in his final year at university. I have been depressed all my life and I don't really have any happy memories in my life except for when i met her. When I met her I...
  2. W

    Is this how depression feels?

    I have struggled with this almost my whole life. I feel like I cannot go anywhere or do anything or interact with anyone with out everyone doing a million stupid things and ruining my day. Take today for example: It started with me calling my health insurance company. All their systems are down...
  3. letmein

    not safe

    says it all really... can't fake it any more. I am ready to quit. not stupid enough to act. but i am scared.
  4. J

    Schizophrenia Is A Marker For Bad Genes ...

    Which is complete nonsense. (Just something I read a while ago.) What's the most stupid thing you have heard about having your condition/illness?
  5. T

    I'm panicking.

    I don't know what to do, i feel like i'm dead even though i'm alive, couple of days ago i started worrying about never find a love or dating (I'm young) and thatbi might be cursed. I know it sounds stupid, and i know it is stupid, but that simple thought has ruined my life (in less than a...
  6. I

    such a terrible day

    I accidentally must have turned. Fridge off at work yesterday we had to.thriw everything away o feel so stupid hate mysel really beating myself up over it
  7. B

    Waking up... then pissed

    There’s a reason I don’t speak with family. Because they get on my nerves. I’ve gone a couple months of not speaking and just checked in .. only to be met with stupid crap! About their kids... stupid crap. Then them analyzing me as to what my issues are. Ummm, I have a psychiatrists...
  8. N

    I hate myself. things have become too wrong and too broken and I don't have anyone to turn to. No one!

    I hate myself. things have become too wrong and too broken and I don't have anyone to turn to. No one! Hi I don't know if this is appropriate or relevant for this part of the forum because I don't feel I have just one problem. In fact that's part of the problem. If I had just one affliction...
  9. A

    How do I allow myself to cope?

    This may be a stupid question, but how do I allow myself to cope? I've had a prolonged period of suicidality. Don't get me wrong, I still think about it, but it's not quite as intense as it was. (I hope I'm not jinxing things). I'm doing ok at the moment. Just ok, nothing more. I'm...
  10. W

    Just some itty-bitty thoughts that wander in and out no matter what (might be triggering)

    Just some itty-bitty thoughts that wander in and out no matter what (might be triggering) Have fun reading, I hope you can get through this without a map wow you're getting old, omg your prime was in your 20's because your ex friend said so ok hurry up you have things to do, omg you're...
  11. L

    just make it stop :(

    Ouch it hurts!!! Stupid head hurts and no one understands!!! These lies of me being stupid and ugly and I can't do anything. And I'll always struggle are overwhelming. Getting progressively worse.
  12. Fairy Lucretia

    nobody wants me

    totally unlovable thick stupid bitch is me i feel like i shouldn't be here yet i feel i want to be im a twat
  13. C

    Feeling better today...having weird thoughts though (nothing bad)

    :( I still feel like I am making this up in my head. Are these urges real? Why do I get them? Are they just going to go away like the other things I have obsessed about, then dropped once I got tired of them? They feel different, they come without warning. I don't know what is real anymore. I am...
  14. S

    How can I allow myself to enjoy myself?

    How can I allow myself to enjoy myself? I quit/ abandoned my job which was the most stupid mistake. It was very stupid and very irresponsible but my anxiety was sky high and I just wanted relief which never came of course. I'm not asking for sympathy for that. I've been without work one month...
  15. B

    Re-living past rape Trigger warning

    Previously i was married. I was 14 the first time i vividly remembered being raped. Before then i have flashes,pain, broken memories. I know, i know it happened before. I have had these stupid mood swings for too long. Since pre-pubescence. I know, i can't prove. But i remember.
  16. maggiecraft

    Quit school again over my social anxiety

    I hate this disease so much ... i has to quit school for a second time because I couldn’t handle public speaking or the teacher criticizing me. (Massage therapy ) ... I shut down when she starts to focus on me and then I forget everything I know and I can’t think of anything else but how...
  17. Mark_01

    Angry Voices

    I hear angry voices all the time accusing me of being stupid and worthless. Their anger is filled with hate. Have heard them most of my life. Long ago, I use to wander the hills alone and listen to the voices whisper to me, it was pleasant, was not afraid. I dared not tell my psychiatrist, as...
  18. Poopy Doll

    Nurse Practitioner

    Today I met the nurse practitioner who has been assigned to take over from my psychiatrist, whom I did NOT wish to leave but the clinic has given him other work. So I have to listen to stupid questions like do you hear things, do you see things, do you sleep, do you eat. And stupid advice like...
  19. T

    started a training course for new job

    i havent worked in a couple of years, ive been isolated and i feel like i dont know how to be a real human. i feel alienated from everyone at this course i feel like an outsider its only been one day people have already made little groups and i just dont know what im doing i dont know how to...
  20. letmein

    not in a good place

    been a rough couple of days. I can't cope with whats going on, I'm expected to do more and I can't do it. not sure which way to turn. can't switch my head off.......... dark thoughts , not stupid enough to act on them just don't enjoy my own head.:scratch:
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