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  1. Poopy Doll

    So much for Love Thy Neighbor

    We took the dogs for a run in the park and then left them in the car while we made a pit stop in the store. IT WAS NIGHT. It was not hot. Some dumb young woman came up to me and said, "I almost broke your window. You left the dogs in the car without cracking the windows." She even had them make...
  2. D

    Good days and bad days

    This week has been difficult, sometimes I wondered if my job is worth it or my life is worth it. My staff has seen a different side ever since some people left the company and I realised that I was bullied but didn’t realise until they were gone. Ever since they are gone, I seemed happier and...
  3. M

    Hello

    Has anyone ever had yeast infection like symptoms while diagnosed with schizophrenia? I do. My primary care doctor said it was a psychiatric problem. It goes away sometimes when I'm at the store but it's just all really difficult. When I isolate myself it returns.
  4. M

    Schizophrenia

    Has anyone ever had yeast infection like symptoms while diagnosed with schizophrenia? I do. My primary care doctor said it was a psychiatric problem. It goes away sometimes when I'm at the store but it's just all really difficult. When I isolate myself it returns.
  5. M

    Drank from bottle with no safety seal- ease my fears?

    I got a bottle of cough syrup from the store and I noticed it didn't have an outer or inner safety seal. I took one serving and then started to worry that maybe I shouldn't have. I called the store and they said it definitely should have had one and that it might have been returned and...
  6. F

    Hearing voices or just behavior issues?

    I apologize for the long post but I felt it was necessary to give as much info as possible. I've been dealing with the Mental health system for 10 years with no real help for my daughter. She is now 24 yrs old and won't talk to her doctors, workers or even myself. So I can only assume she is...
  7. valleygirl

    War In My Mind

    Today after my practicum I drove to the grocery store to buy quinoa. That's all I needed to get, but I wandered around the store, looking at all the candy in the bulk bins, the chocolate bars and potato chips. I managed to get out of the store with only my quinoa, but in my head all I could...
  8. Mark_01

    Are You Crazy?

    Do you think you are crazy? Do other people think you are crazy? So many people have acted like and have said I am crazy. At work, they wouldn't let me do certain jobs, even though I thought I could do them. They would always say we should let someone else do it. Some people would be very...
  9. S

    Let me paint a picture: A brief one of daily life here

    1Hr of living here::doh2: Got dressed stepped out the front door to go to the shops. Two young youths who live to my right next door eye balling through the window watching trying to unnerve me from a distance. The mother all smiling. The locals all having opinions. One or two of their people...
  10. Kerome

    The four layers of consciousness

    The Buddha taught that consciousness is always continuing, like a stream of water. Consciousness has four layers. The four layers of consciousness are mind consciousness, sense consciousness, store consciousness, and manas. Mind consciousness is the first kind of consciousness. It uses up most...
  11. D

    Its really hard for me to keep friends.

    Its very hard for me to keep friends. Im not exactly sure why but i wont deny that i am probably guilty in the matter. I use to be close with this guy, we became really awesome friends but suddenly it seems like he doesn't care too much about our friendship. Mostly i believe its because im...
  12. F

    Dismissed from my dead-end job due to MHI

    I originally posted in the BPD forum but think this may be more appropriate. http://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/thread81782.html Yesterday it seems I was dismissed from my job after I left the store on Tuesday morning after reading an e-mail, which triggered me. I had a panic attack and my...
  13. F

    How have you helped employers understand your condition? Possibly being dismissed due to BPD.

    How have you helped employers understand your condition? Possibly being dismissed due to BPD. I posted here a couple of days ago: http://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/thread81686.html#post835404 The following morning I came to work and read an e-mail to the store from my manager saying he...
  14. F

    Feelings of suicide replaced by relief and inner strength - a somewhat positive story

    Feelings of suicide replaced by relief and inner strength - a somewhat positive story My manager has consistently been absolutely unpleasant to me despite my telling him I have BPD - it seems to have gone through one ear and out the other. I'm the only employee on a contract so the other...
  15. S

    Questions regarding PPD (Paranoid Personality Disorder).

    I haven't really had a chance to get all the tests done for this, first time i did a test, the doctor ended up letting me go 'cause she found out i had relapsed (i'm a recovering benzo addict), she got really cold towards me after she found out. Second time was with a therapist and i told him i...
  16. M

    Adventures of Eating Disordered Food Selection

    Adventures of Eating Disordered Food Shopping Since I've fallen back into this cycle of starving myself, I've had a horrible time selecting things that are ok to consume. I spend forever in the store reading all of the labels, deciding if the calories, fat, carbs are all low enough. I came...
  17. prairiechick

    Resistance To Leaving My Apartment

    I have a week of holidays from work right now, and need to get things done--namely, get my income tax filed. I always take it to a place that does it for me, at a pretty high cost, but then I usually get a tax refund, so it evens out in the end. But I also have to get other records from the...
  18. D

    Anyone have a fear of working?

    Yeah it's hard to really get anywhere in this world when you have a fear of holding down a job. I have been struggling with social and generalized anxiety since I was shot out of the womb and have managed to get a hold on it to a moderate degree. However, I have a serious fear of customer...
  19. prairiechick

    Self-destructive behaviour

    I went out of control when I went to the store to get toilet paper and bus tickets, and I scarfed down a bag of Cheetos, a blueberry fritter, and 20 Timbits from Tim Hortons, and now I am paying for it with a stomach ache. I also took 4 laxative pills to compensate for all the food. I seem to...
  20. unwell

    What are you going to do today to improve your life?

    I'm going to get up, take a shower, go for a ride and stop at the art store for supplies. Maybe buy some film for my camera too.