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  1. P

    My story.

    Hello, and thank you for visiting my thread. My story with psychosis began about three years ago, when I started to smoke cannabis. My consumption increased when I broke up with my exgirlfriend of three months. I had cheated on her and I wanted to redeem myself by improving my life and...
  2. S

    fed up of being a pothead

    To start, ive been smoking for 4 years, smoking weed is all i really have to do with my life ive tried college, girlfriends, interests like music and exercise but i just dont care anymore the state of my,mind and family situation right now. i smoke everyday and always alone cos i have no real...
  3. R

    I need to understand whats going on with my emotions lately

    Hey everybody, So i think im going through something really extreme lately and i need to try understand what it is... googled stuff and found this forum. So if you have a few moments to spare, you are welcome to take part in this discussion and give your opinion on the matter- TL;DR - I think...
  4. P

    Run from reality..

    I smoke weed to flesh out reality, not to make a break. I don’t use cannabis because I hate my job or my life. I don’t smoke weed because I can’t pay my bills. I definitely don’t smoke weed to avoid working on my relationship. As a matter of fact, cannabis has done a lot to help my relationship...
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    Wife having anxious disorder for the fear of me smoking again

    I used to smoke for some time. It was generally 1-2 cigarette a day. My wife asked me to quit and i havent smoke since last 11 months. But my wife always have this fear that i will start smoking someday and that she will leave me once i start again. I have spoken to her, entrusted her and...
  6. P

    Tired of getting up everyday

    Why do I feel like giving up? I have depression and I believe I am bipolar too. I take Lexapro and Lamictal daily. Yet I still feel like life isn’t worth it. I’m not suicidal just done. The best way to describe me is like a chameleon, I just want to blend in. I can change my personality...
  7. Z

    Biting nails, desire to chain smoke, involuntary movements

    I recently had a conversation about my future that apparently left me more agitated and pensive than I had initially cared to admit. I've been biting my nails to the point where some areas hurt to the touch, combating a strong urge to chain smoke my way out of despair and experiencing what seem...
  8. Z

    IDK

    Right now im having a tough time I really like this guy but he's broken up with me twice. We're in this sort of toxic relationship where I let him use me and all he talks about is other girls. We're not dating right now but I can't help but feel like I want to date him. I know he is a really bad...
  9. D

    Hypervigilance and gastro issues

    Howdy. I'm dude13. I was abused at the age of 9 by a much older sister. I hold my body partially flexed CONSTANTLY, and it's exhausting, and painful. After 20+ years of Tylenol 3 and 4 I've had part of my colon removed and am left with a paralyzed stomach. Pooping and just feeling building...
  10. B

    Marijuna

    Do you take marijuana? Is it bad for people with psychosis to take it? With me,everything was ok for like 10 months of smoking pot but now I feel paranoid,I have troubles swallowing when i take it,I feel uncomtarable and I think its time for me to stop taking it. What are your expiriences with...
  11. S

    Weed Question

    I just smoked a bowl and have recently lost some weight. Does your body weight effect the amount you smoke or is this some really strong shit? Its medically legal here.
  12. M

    You don't have to serve just anybody, you might just have to serve some body

    You don't have to serve just anybody, you might just have to serve some body You might be working on a home, you may own guns and tanks, you may put out thanks, It might be the devil or your girl, You might get up straight through the tunnel, find paradise on command of death, Maybe work in...
  13. R

    Traumatized by fire

    Hey! I'm glad I found this forum and I hope you guys are doing okay. I'm Rita, I'm 18. I used to be a volunteer firefighter ( used to be because I had a severe knee injury) and I was trained to fight wildfires, with real situations. Until then, I wasn't scared of fire. That was 2 years ago. 1...
  14. Not_Crazy_Yet

    DAMN!

    I just dropped my Bob Marley bong. It shattered into a bazillion little pieces, now I cant smoke any pot. FML.
  15. SBRicketts

    Nymphomania cures

    Listen to the radio on your phone or device, you'll need headphones. Smoke barefoot and wear sandals. Wear a short sleeve shirt.
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    Tattoos, cigs and alcohol

    I do not have a tattoo I do not smoke I do not drink...never had a problem with it but decided back in April not to touch the stuff again. I am committed to my SO and family. But my thoughts are I want a smoke, I want a drink, I have been looking at tattoo ideas (I think I will start...
  17. cpuusage

    Teens who smoke pot at risk for later schizophrenia, psychosis

    Teens who smoke pot at risk for later schizophrenia, psychosis Teens who smoke pot at risk for later schizophrenia, psychosis – Health Advice
  18. J

    Depressed...

    How long it can take until i feel alright? 6 months ago i was hospitalized and before leaving i was told it could take several months until i get better. I must say after these 6 months i am better(i even smoke less), but its far from good. I am very worried about myself. I dont believe i will...
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    nOBOFY LOVED MY LABEL

    NOTHING GOT OFF AS HARD, ACCEPT MY LITERATURE, i am valid, there there is some smoke and drink, you ass hole, you want some persctiption, let me legislate,
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    New here, depressed, attention please

    I picked my mood as psychedelic, because almost every single mood in the list could describe what I am feeling right now as in always, I am in-between euphoria and suffering. I am in a very interesting place of being, I see a wonderful world, but I am not participating. I find unending peace...