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  1. R

    Dissociation or Drugged? Who knows.

    Hi there, I am new here and not sure where to start. I am a survivor of sexual, mental, and physical abuse along with a number of other things that people consider "traumatic." I don’t really feel any sort of emotion regarding any of it. I guess I am just "numb." However, there is something...
  2. S

    am i awake? tw

    No idea if this is the right forum to post in, but since things shifted after I experienced a traumatic event then I guess it might be the most appropriate. I'm not sure anything is real. I can't connect with anything... my feelings, other people, my surroundings. It feels less solid than a...
  3. 1

    I’m exhausted

    Hi. I’m new to this and I needed to get this out. I hope someone can relate to how I feel. I’ve been struggling with my mental health for the last five years. All through my teens I’ve experienced suicidal thoughts. I have a great life. I have a good job, a boyfriend, a loving and supportive...
  4. Daniilove25

    What's wrong with me?

    I have been dealing with anxiety and depression for years now but have only been on medications for roughly a year, I see a psychiatrist every 3 months but I don't trust him and I'm not comfortable talking to him at all, after telling him none of my medications felt like they were working I got...
  5. C

    female, intrusive thoughts of sexual assault

    i’m a 20 year old female who has been sexually aroused by sexual assault since i was around 8 years old and saw my first rape video on the internet. i have been sexually assaulted before but this has been going on since before that happened. over the years the thoughts have been growing more...
  6. P

    what happens if your sectioned

    hi what happens if your sectioned i have serious issues with being giving pills never been sectioned before but the way my life is right now its a matter of time i think. i would never wanna hurt any nurses but if i was forced medication i would really kick off and i have serious violent...
  7. H

    repressed memories of sexual assault?

    TRIGGER WARNING, MAYBE TMI? Hello, my name is Han and I was hoping maybe someone could help me. I don't remember my life from ages 4-8, but rather snippets as if someone has cut out a crude jig saw puzzle filled with my memories. I don't remember any visits with my father, even though I know...
  8. C

    Anxiety becoming debilitating

    Hi all, Just need to thrash all of this out, because my anxiety is becoming so overwhelming I feel as though I'm losing sight of myself and unable to keep a balance. If I'm honest, I have always had issues with anxiety and maintaining a healthy level of self esteem. My self esteem often goes...
  9. X

    Right and wrong is a delusion based on common human values. I'm not suffering from a psychosis; I just have uncommon values.

    Right and wrong is a delusion based on common human values. I'm not suffering from a psychosis; I just have uncommon values. Recently I was admitted to a mental health facility by local police. The doctors there asked me basic questions pertaining to my personal values. They kept demanding a...
  10. 1

    Should I "get over it"? Is that even possible? *trigger-warning*

    Should I "get over it"? Is that even possible? *trigger-warning* Hey community..First of all..I’m not a native speaker. I’m from Switzerland and I somehow feel more comfortable with writing my story in English because..it feels like it didn’t happen to ME but to someone else. It started when I...
  11. E

    Don't know if this is the right forum to post. I saw a rape video by accident when I was like 12 years old and it still affects me with intrusive thou

    Don't know if this is the right forum to post. I saw a rape video by accident when I was like 12 years old and it still affects me with intrusive thoughts. Need help... This may seem like a minor problem compare to what people here have experienced but this is still major problem for me. At...
  12. M

    Did my ex boyfriend rape me?

    My ex and I last had sex about 8 months ago.. which started out as consensual sex. I agreed to it. And then after about 20 second or so.. asked him to stop (I had recently - 2 weeks previous to this - had a c-section to deliver our baby) and after 20 seconds , realised it was far too painful to...
  13. Q

    Can you advise please, or read this? Thursday 19th jan 2017.

    Hi, I'm sure if I'm posting this in the right place. If not please accept my apologies. I dated an ex for only 4 months. The situation, we were at my apartment, I was drinking a lot but felt safe with him because i had love for him. He had a couple of beers. I stupidly took a zopiclone tablet...
  14. Nikita

    ****TRIGGER WARNING RAPE****Man Raped on Psychiatric ward by another patient!

    ****TRIGGER WARNING RAPE****Man Raped on Psychiatric ward by another patient! Man 'raped on psychiatric ward' says NHS staff failed to protect him - Mirror Online
  15. M

    Depressed, suicidal. *trigger warning* (rape)

    Hello all. This is my first post here. Trying to cut a long story short. I'm 25. I'm a single mother to an 8 month old daughter. My partner upped and left when I was pregnant. My mother is disabled so needs constant help every day. She can hardly walk or move very much so I have to help her...
  16. Tired Daisy

    What do you do if your falsely accused of rape?

    I'm sorry but this really pisses me off... Ok so some woman that I had a date with said she'd claim rape if I don't stay with her. I haven't had sex with her but I received oral from her. I told her from the start that I didn't want a relationship with her. She gave me oral out of her own will...
  17. B

    Dealing with my roommates rape by my friend

    Sorry I decided to delete the thread because I didn't feel like I explained things well.
  18. cpuusage

    What is Required of a Human Incarnation?

    What is Required of a Human Incarnation? - Ram Dass - Ram Dass
  19. A

    My life is a wreck and I want to die

    Hello, I'm 20 years old in three days and planning my next suicide attempt. I have been depressed for years. It started when I was 14. I was always bullied a lot in school and had little friends. An older boy began to talk to me and I began to trust him and believed he cared for me, before he...
  20. E

    moving on from rape with anxiety

    I would like to apologise in advance, as some of what I may say will repeat from my introductory post. I have a history of sexual, emotional, and physical abuse; anorexia, and bulimia. I currently am diagnosed with Generalised Anxiety, Panic Disorder, OCD , social Anxiety , EDNOS; and...