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  1. F

    Whats wrong with me

    I keep putting off calling my landlord so that they can send a repairman out. I keep putting it off. I don't know if its the thought that they are spying on me when they come round and reporting back with the news that my flat is a tip. I use to be very house proud. Since being diagnosed that...
  2. T

    What have you done that your proud of yourself fo

    Giving up drinking Making friends Fighting my way through dark days What are you,proud of yourself for?
  3. T

    I am proud of myself because.................

    I quit smoking:dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::yuck::yuck::dance::dance::yuck::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance::dance: Why are you proud of yourself?
  4. cpuusage

    International #Emerging Proud Launch Event: Exploring The Wisdom Of Falling...

    International #Emerging Proud Launch Event: Exploring The Wisdom Of Falling... International #Emerging Proud Launch Event: Exploring The Wisdom Of Falling Apart: Rethinking Madness from Stigma to Transformation Tickets, Fri, 12 May 2017 at 09:30 | Eventbrite
  5. E

    all day my people dream of blood, fear, and sex... corrupt me, make me

    here is the copper, the hunk that trolls your "good room", My secret hide out for fanasty.I Have your ring as frodo, I dump my shit in the toilet, your private idaho and discipline, I can guess you went bad some WAY, tell me I am the devil, tell me I was the first born, tell me now how bent I...
  6. cpuusage

    #Emerging Proud! #Coming out of the Spiritual Closet

    " #EmergingProud Millions of people around the world are waking up to an expanded level of consciousness. International '#Emerging Proud' day aims to raise awareness of spiritual experiences – to normalize them. To tackle the stigma, change the psychiatric and media portrayal of these...
  7. A

    I have a goal

    So I bought Concert and VIP tickets to my favorite band of all time, Black Veil Brides. Not only will this be my first time seeing them perform live, but it will be my first time meeting them. I can't even explain how excited I am. My goal, is to stay clean for them. July 7th will be my one year...
  8. ScaredCat

    Advice needed

    I need to decide whether to discharge myself from CMHT. I just wondered if anyone had any constructive advice to give me. I dont find them very helpful but are they better than nothing? Does anyone know what their role is supposed to be because I find when I have asked for help in the past they...
  9. I

    Question about self mutilation?

    Hello, I am just recently diagnosed BPD and was wondering about self injury. I have been harming myself for 12 years and have had many suicide attempts. My therapist said that i do not fit that exact criteria for self injury/suicidal tendencies of bpd because of a few reason: -I have not hurt...
  10. I

    I think I'm obsessed with my mental health diagnoses.

    I think when I'm becoming unwell I get more and more obsessed with my actual diagnoses too the point I'm reading everything I can on bipolar disorder, sometimes days at a time and I start daydreaming on ways I can become more ill. Is that weird. I love my diagnoses and am very proud of them, it...
  11. D

    Day 2 no purging

    I had posted a bit last week saying I was suffering with an eating disorder and wanted to stop....anyhow I could not do it and kept at it for the week. All suddenly yesterday it was 4pm and I realised I had eaten all my meals and not purged and not binged. I didn't plan it, it just hapoened. I...
  12. mami5

    Have started again!!!

    As my title says......I've started again. Not proud of myself at the moment .. :cry2:
  13. BillFish

    My book new title and cover

    Added a different title to my book and new cover, called it "Good Proud Monkey", take a look if you want. Some of the formatting isn't perfect , but it's readable,going to leave it published this time and see what happens. Good Proud Monkey War On Schizophrenia by Gregg Stevens (eBook) -...
  14. Living dead

    Not wanting to get better?

    I have a knowledge and understanding of all my problems, but I just can't want to change anything significant about myself.I want to be prettier, smarter, wealthier, etc. and I know it wouldn't help me.I know exactly what would, but I simply refuse it because it's not what I want to be and...
  15. G

    Helpful Productive Ways of Being

    Examples of ideas and experiences that might help others: I started a blog and I try to update it often, this one is a coping blog. Going within and seeing views from many different angles and sides. Finding supportive people who understand you not judge you, that goes for professionals and...
  16. P

    Realised I finally screwed it all up!

    Hi Everyone, I am new on this web site and really need some help and support. My story is my own doing and please do not judge me. I will give some background, when I was growing up my older brother was always the centre of attention, always the successful one who made my parents proud. I...
  17. P

    Finally realise I messed up and lost it all.

    Hi Everyone, I am new on this web site and really need some help and support. My story is my own doing and please do not judge me. I will give some background, when I was growing up my older brother was always the centre of attention, always the successful one who made my parents proud. I...
  18. Angels_Fire

    Update

    I went to my CBT appointment today because I couldn't cancel it. I had loads of seizures and auras Wednesday and yesterday because I was so nervous. Anyway... I was ready to go in and refuse to let him trigger me but he asked how I was and I told him and he said "it was wrong of me to rush you...
  19. K

    i really need some help

    okay well if you looked at me you wouldnt ever think i had an eating disorder. Im 5'4, 148lbs and all my fat is on my stomach. It started when i began a weightloss programme. They worked amazingly well, i lost 21lbs and felt fab. However when i finished them at 9st 9lbs i went crazy and gained...
  20. NicoretteGummed

    Swimming Pool//Leisure Centre Men's Changing Rooms!!!

    Just recently I've started to go swimming more; usually two or three times a week. The main reason I go is to lose weight. I've got a body I'm just not currently happy or proud with. Yet when your in the Men's changing rooms it seems men young and old are sticking their proud appendage in my...