perfect

  1. Zadkiel

    Less than a human?

    Have you ever felt that you're just not enough? That your sole existence is only validated by other people's approvation at anything? You hear from a lot of people "don't overdo yourself, just do the best you can" all the time. But then, those same people come to you and, with an entirely...
  2. C

    hello everyone

    my name Sandra, 33 years old from germany. I am lesbian and married with a woman. i am here to exchange with others. I have searched for an english forum because people in Germany know each other and I can be more anonymous here. My english is not perfect, i learning this language i hope you...
  3. chibidevil

    Abusive father with depression, how do I make things better

    Hello, sorry if this is a repetitive subject. I'm 22 and stuck living at home with a chronic illness. All in all, it could be worse. Depression runs in the family, my father and I have it. I used to be really close with my dad but through the recent years he's depending on alcohol and drugs...
  4. M

    Need advice with OCD partner please

    Hi all, Thanks for reading. I have a partner with OCD (medicated) and undergoing therapy. It is very severe and he cannot function with day to day life and often has intrusive thoughts. I've been helping him and supporting him through this for years now. He is suspected to have a type of...
  5. A

    Intense fear of rejection and not being liked

    I feel as if I have always had this, but it has gotten worse over the years because of growing desirability of being liked by everyone and this fear that someone will think me as anything other than perfect. I just want to be perfect and it's killing me. When someone looks at me, I'm scared I'm...
  6. Square Pearl

    Shopping, coffee, sugar and other treats

    I am curious whether others are doing the same. I treat myself all of the time. I reward myself for getting through half an hour by having a coffee pod or a treat of some kind. I spend quite a lot of time browsing sites looking for things I can buy to make me or my home look nicer. It is as...
  7. S

    I'm terrible at being an adult.

    I'm 22 years old and I'm just terrible at being an adult. I feel like I'll never understand the world. I'm an embarrassment to be around. This is why I don't really believe I'm human. I'm like a demon or something that just needs help all the time. Everyone else seems so perfect and they all...
  8. T

    Arsey people

    I have quite strong instincts about people. I know when I will like someone or not when I meet them. This is helpful to me. Because I never feel disappointed when someone is unkind because I think, we'll I always knew you were like that. So I am not surprised. At the moment I am seeing...
  9. Tired Daisy

    I'm sorry for offending anybody on here

    I've been doing some thinking. Its hard for me because I'm just a crappy person in general, I'm my own worse enemy at the best of times and I'm sorry if I have offend anybody on here, the offenses have not been intentional. Sometimes I post without thinking and some people have been mean to me...
  10. Zoscia

    Born again

    If my illness is actually my being born again, does that mean i will not be ill again? If i am born again, does that mean i was very bad before i became ill? Why are other people not born again also? Why were they so perfect and i was not? They do not believe in God, so why have they not been...
  11. S

    Being Judged By The Way You Look

    Sorry but I had to get this off my chest I really get sick of people who judge others on the way they look, they should have a long hard look in the mirror and they will see that they are NOT perfect. In fact they are flawed, they may not be as ugly as me on the outside but they sure as hell...
  12. E

    Paranoia - Advice very welcome

    First of all, apologies if this post is in the wrong thread. I have a bad case of paranoia and I'm not sure how to shift it. First things first, in the past I have been on anti-depressant, I have self harmed and I have been to see a counsellor (not that it did me any good). Basically I've been...
  13. S

    Don't get why even users of antipsychotics like to push them so much

    Just don't get it. I even start thinking do these people really have schizophrenia. I fail to see the turn around these drugs give a person. I'd like to see alternative approaches, yes they won't be perfect but hey this is far from perfect. I'm sure I could have been taught to live with my...
  14. P

    The wolves taught me how to be perfect.

    With their dumb shit that is. Their stupid ideas and desires. Their reasonings. Their goals. It's everything i need to know to be perfect. They are everything not to be and do and why not to. Nessecary info id say. It's why there are two tiers here. One gives it to the other and they...
  15. E

    Well I was confused, quicklyput me on chemic

    some body said psychosis and depression and I stood up. Call me a wanker. Kick me solidly out of the library because the people there to help me hung up on book as rulers. If I am written I must be a character. Push aside, my desire, make you perfect solution. I must what they tell me to take...
  16. S

    Kind words

    Hi, I am a mom of one and love my child unconditionally. We play and have fun all day and these are my best times. I was diagnosed with PND after birth and have been on Anti-depressants until 2 months ago. Anxiety and Depression is looming over me and it's slowly returning, each day feeling a...
  17. C

    So confused I'm a 20 Yr old F With bpd

    I have borderline personality disorder and have been diagnosed for a year. It took so long to finally get a diagnosis after me and my mum battling for so long, I have a past of rape from when I was 16 until 18 and I also had a son at 14 that got taken off me when I was 17. when they finally...
  18. M

    Need Advice PLEASE

    Hello! I am new to this forum. I honestly have never written anything in regards to this but I feel like I've "cried wolf" too many times and feel as if maybe those who are dealing with the same things can help me/understand me. So I am 26 years old, job, good life, married with baby on way...
  19. B

    Feel Like I'm Slowly Losing My Grip On My Mental Health

    I have been with my wife for 29 years and I do love her dearly but I believe that for the most part she is the reason why I feel the way that I do. Now I know that I am not perfect and I have done things to cause her stress but I am getting to the point where I am going to lose my grip on...
  20. N

    Do you have a "perfect person"/imaginary friend?

    There are quite a few people on here that have said they understand the way I think so hoping others can relate to this too! When I was a kid I had kind-of imaginary friends. I didn't play with them and talk to them externally, I don't think, although sometimes I would speak their stories out...