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    Could it be PTSD?

    Hi all I am new to this board. Here is a quick background. I do have BPD and this year has been very traumatic. I have a form of Hypermobility and 14 years on (I'm 28) I am still waiting for an official diagnosis. This year there have been major physical changes I've jumped from having 1...
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    Hoping im not alone

    So Hi everyone First time on this forum .. I find my diagnosed OCD very hard to talk about but here goes Ever since I was child round 10 i would get stuck on my body... as in swallowing.. breathing... blinking .. how often making me hyper aware this grow to pains ... like if i get a...
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    Newbie needing support

    Morning all, Newbie here. I am in my early 40s and have suffered with depression since my mid 20s which was triggered by a relationship break up. I got through that period of deep depression eventually, and have had lower bouts on and off since. Fast forward to 2017, and it’s back with...
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    Recurring Acid Reflux

    For almost a month, I’ve had acid reflux every week for about 5 days. When it goes away, of course, I’m starved. Unable to eat a lot while I’m in pain. I eat a salad or sandwich or bananas... and bamb! Acid reflux back. Well, it hit again yesterday and i spent the night tossing turning and...
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    Life in General

    I don't even know where to start.. I'm diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and I am currently on many medications including mood stabilizers, antidepressants, antipsychotics and anti-anxiety medication. I have a spinal condition Scheuermanns Disease which puts me in pain a lot of the...
  6. nickybow86

    Off topic !! Fractured leg help ?

    Hey guys . I know this ia off topic but id love some input .. I fell 2 weeks ago on some water spilled on a bar floor. I hurt my leg and had to get an x-ray on my fibula bone done in a&e but it showed nothing. A week later I went back to my own doctor still in bad pain and had another x-ray done...
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    Looking for feedback

    I apologize in advance for making a post like this. This may upset people, which is the thing I try most in life to avoid. But I am so desperate; I have exhausted so many resources already and I am in unbearable pain. I am firing this off as a last resort – nothing else has worked and I am...
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    What to think of when in pain to reduce pain?.

    Hi, What can you think of when in pain to reduce pain?. Thanks.
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    Relationship break up

    Hi guys, I'm new here. I've been coming to terms with my diagnosis and what it means to me for around a year now and have kept my guard up in terms of getting close to people for obvious reasons for around 7 or 8 years now. I opened up to someone around 6 months ago and he's amazing, and...
  10. Not_Crazy_Yet

    I just want to die peacefully

    I know I'll have to tiptoe around due to forum guidelines. I just want to go. My future looks bleak. I live in poverty, I have food but I cant afford my favorite drink. Soda. I'll continue to live in poverty. My benefits case has been open over 2 years now. My attorney says it may be another 2...
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    Hey everyone this is my first post so I may ramble on a bit so please excuse me if I bore you all a bit. Where do I start? I was diagnosed with BPD in 2013 I was lucky enough to qualify for DBT fast forward to 2016-2017 this is when my life fell apart. I also have fibromyalgia and Hypermobility...
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    horribly depressed again , too down , too much pain

    got myself into a bad state again .... thoughts whirling around my mind.... i've missed out on so much in life, i'm scared of the future what if i cannot cope , what if it's stil hard after therapy , why am i always mising out , how do i eventually get a relationship, i guess its me kind of...
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    My mom is very sick how do i deal with it?

    My mom has been sick for a while. She thinks she has cancer but the doctors cannot find anything they havent scanned her lungs yet.. Because of the pain she's desperate so she got into a treatment in a house with other patients...everyone says shes depressed badly but her and i think it's...
  14. Zardos

    I Wish I Was Dead

    I just feel so ill.. Both mentally and physically.. i feel sick and I'm hungry but i can't eat... i can't do anything.. Pills don't help.. Managed to get back to bed this morning but all it brought me was a nightmare.. i got wrapped up in the quilt and it became part of the nightmare as i was...
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    it hurts too much , its relentless , why am i being punished in this life ?

    it hurts too much , its relentless , why am i being punished in this life ? it never stops , i am sick of hurting , sick of being in pain , tired of living a lie , tired of having to hurt in this life , fed up of this house i live in , fed up of being isolated , fed up of myself and sister...
  16. Not_Crazy_Yet


    Anyone taken gabapentin? I was prescribed it for mood and alcohol cravings some time ago. It is also for nerve pain which is why I'm asking. I have severe nerve pain and have for some time. I get tingling in my hands legs and feet. Also on my right hip I have an area where I have no feeling but...
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    life isn't worth living , why am i even alive

    i'm currently in my bedroom crying my eyes out , i see no purpose to a life with so much pain , all i have felt since waking up is pain , upset , emptiness and misery .. i tried doing yoga , it didn't make me feel much better, i am currently crying my eye's out , i don't see the point , i cant...
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    it's too painful and unfair, can't do pain no more

    every day i am in some sort of pain , pain from this mental illness pain from my life pain from being lonely this isnt' living my older sister gets so much of what she wants all of the time i get nothing year in year out rubbsh rubbish rubbish and more rubbish no friends to see noone else to...
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    Suicidal diary entry

    This past month has been ridiculous. I have let my irrational emotions get the better of me. I have allowed the irrational fear of getting in trouble for not paying rent to get the better of me, I have continued to ignore the situation. I have continued to let the irrational fear of my boss put...
  20. Pinkshrimp


    Hi. I'm here looking for support while I go through this dark time. Just knowing I'm not alone helps. Im 49, female and have had depression on and off throughout my life but it's now come back with a vengeance and bought anxiety to the party. I have autoimmune diseases. Graves, in remission...