pain

  1. Fairy Lucretia

    i have no choice-well that is how it feels

    so terrified am i of abandonment the self harming is increasing to dangerous levels i know i can't go into details but it is life threatening manager of MH centre said 'you know what you are doing' yes i do but that doesn't make the emotional pain any easier to avoid doing it so scared of...
  2. letmein

    head hurts

    so much going on my head hurts... i'm sick of pain killers and nothing seems to work for me.... :(
  3. K

    Painful life

    Feel like there is a neon target on my back or least something along the lines of please abuse me. For all of my life it has been nothing but pain and misery I know that is life but not to this level of experience. There is not a pain that I don't think that I have experienced so far, it don't...
  4. letmein

    hows everyone?

    been a struggle again this week, plus i'm in pain and can't settle :( so how you doing?
  5. R

    New Here

    Hi, So lately my mental health has been really bad which is why I have decided to join this forum to hopefully help. I have Severe Fibromyalgia, Chronic Pain, Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, Polycystic Ovary Syndrome, Raynauds, Anxiety, Severe Clinical Depression, Insonmia etc. I have been in a...
  6. B

    I'm feeling cursed lately

    I've always been in relatively good physical health (not perfect, but no major health problems), lately I'm starting to wonder though why I'm suddenly plagued with health problems I've never had before. First I started having problems with my left foot getting really stiff and painful, after...
  7. G

    all new to me

    Hello guys, I'm new on here and thought id like to talk to others in the same boat as me. It feels better knowing I'm not the only one who causes pain or feels in such dire situations. I'm learning‹:scratch:. So take things slow.;)
  8. L

    I’m ready to go:(

    I am literally on the verge of ending this, I don’t understand why I should stick around when all my head is telling me to do is end it, I’m 18 but the hard thing about going along is the pain it will cause my family, I just want them to know I’m happy that it will be over, should I write a...
  9. J

    Acne - Please advice!!!

    Hello everyone. I have been suffering with an awful form of “acne” if that’s what you want to call it. I get recurring boils and carbuncles on my bum consistently. I will share with you everything I have tried to stop these from recurring. I have a dermatologist appointment in September, until...
  10. S

    Depression lifts in the evening

    Hello everyone, I joined this community the other day and made a post in the 'introduce yourself' section. One of the symptoms I mentioned in that post was about getting relief from my depression/anxiety in the evenings. I seem to be at my lowest point when I first wake in the morning, I then...
  11. Z

    I may have no future, but that's actually OK

    It finally occurred to me what my problem is. 80% of success is showing up. I don't show up. I don't suffer defeat, I simply never set foot on the battlefield. And, ultimately, it's because I don't want to. Deep, deep down, I just resent it. Better the pain you know than the pain you don't. The...
  12. Fairy Lucretia

    im ashamed of myself

    when im really struggling or have a lot going on i find it difficult to see other peoples pain i wish i was a better person :low:
  13. K

    Paliperidone palmitate 100mg

    Is giving me hyperprolactinemia and weight gain. Am in pain. Anyone suffered the same?
  14. K

    CTO means i am forced to take Paiperidone

    Got sectioned on 19th April 2018. Was allowed home only with a Community Treatment Order on 25th May 2018. RC put me on Paliperidone Palmitate 100mg. Went back to work on 28th May 2018. I have started to get terrible side effects. My prolactin levels have obviously risen. I spoke to my care...
  15. H

    Just started self harming

    I'm just fed up with feeling so inadequate and useless. I'm 34, living at home, currently unemployed and a failed drug addict. My feelings about all of this, the shame I've brought to myself and the ongoing pain I've caused to my parents. I also have an inability to act as your average human...
  16. B

    Oh Sun (poem about depression)

    Oh Sun Oh sun so mighty, A blood orange Pharos, Basking in all its glory, Take my hand, And guide me through the darkness. The blush of the day fades, Into a lifeless mist and soon The Siberian chill, that burns my skin, Turns me numb. My body, my heart. My heavy, heavy heart, Cannot fathom...
  17. B

    Oh Sun (Poem about depression)

    Oh Sun Oh sun so mighty, A blood orange Pharos, Basking in all its glory, Take my hand, And guide me through the darkness. The blush of the day fades, Into a lifeless mist and soon The Siberian chill, that burns my skin, Turns me numb. My body, my heart. My heavy, heavy heart, Cannot fathom...
  18. G

    Grieving

    I'm a childless man over forty and that first statement never caused me any pain until recently. I've had a difficult life and never had any children. It was never a conscious decision. It's just the way my life worked out. It never bothered me before until recently. I've experienced grief over...
  19. Poppy2014

    It's going to be a long journey: otherwise known as getting back to exercising

    It's going to be a long journey: otherwise known as getting back to exercising I'm going to try and keep a journal of my exercise journey as it made such a positive difference last time I started exercising. I have fibromyalgia, complex pain, a whole host of physical injuries that have...
  20. S

    Heart Pain

    I frequently feeling pain in my heart. Does it relate to any serious heart problem?