memories

  1. A

    is this considered emotional abuse? also, unwanted/intrusive memories?

    i'm going to try and keep this short. i have anxiety and and eating disorder. i'm in treatment and so we've been digging deep in our pasts and stuff to try and see why we are the way we are, so we can get proper help. i feel like this wouldnt be considered emotional abuse bc it just seems like...
  2. T

    A Confusing Mix

    I don't know how to exactly describe this, and I don't know what to expect from posting this but here it is: I realized I've been experiencing dissociation since middle school, when I feel my depression had really started. But it's middle school, you know? Everyone was going through it...
  3. K

    Lingering psychosis symptoms

    I have been taking lamotrigine to treat bipolar disorder for a while now and it has helped tremendously. Before this, I went through delusions where I suddenly developed fake memories of people I know in reality and believed I could communicate telepathically through those memories. Despite...
  4. J

    If only I could...

    I only wish I had the power and faith to heal all of us who suffer from these horrible conditions. I pray daily for people with mental heath problems in hope that they can over come them in one way, or another. Nobody should have to suffer from mental problems. There is enough going on and...
  5. S

    Affected by deaths in the media

    Today the body of singer Scott Hutchison was found. He was very young, and he committed suicide. His story reminded me very much of my suicide attempts, simply walking away from things with the intention of never coming back. It’s bringing back bad memories for me. It reminds me of when Chris...
  6. C

    Unsure

    Throughout my whole life, I've felt a disconnect. Firstly towards my family, now as I looking back on my chilldhood I only have memories of other family members basically insulting and mocking me (this wasn't a cosntant, but occured quite frequently at least from memory). As I got older, I felt...
  7. Mr.NiceGuy

    Ghosts have no living brain to make thought

    I asked my voices or the ghosts or whatever if they think they have no memories to make thoughts because they have no living brain. They think it sounds about right.
  8. H

    Teeth and bulimia

    I’m in my mid twenties now but when I was 12-19 I was binging and purging around 5-10 times a day..it still crosses my mind and I occasionally do purge if I eat too much.. every time I look in the mirror and see my teeth all the memories come flooding back :( I wish there was a reverse button...
  9. N

    Police record

    Hello all, Years ago when I was very poorly I done something stupid and I was taken into cusody. I was allowed out on bail to then go court. Anyway I was prosecuted and have a police record. My employers are asking for my police record due to the job I do. I am embarrassed of my police...
  10. Not_Crazy_Yet

    Unsure: What is REAL anyway

    Been a strange sort of a few days. More visuals, more voices, tactiles as well. Was shaken awake yesterday and the bed was still rocking when I awoke. The only way that could have been possible is if I was having another seizure, but I haven't had one in some time at least not to my knowledge. I...
  11. M

    Do you remember what your voices say?

    Are you able to keep them as memories? I mean do they become memories because I've been wondering...we hear noise and sound everyday and forget most of them. But I seem to remember some of the topics that the voices keep mentioning.
  12. J

    What's the point

    I'm new to the forum. Feeling extremely low and have been told talking helps.(although it hasn't yet). My life feels so empty. I'm struggling to find my place. Have a broken heart that hurts so much and a mind that can't turn off the memories, to the point that it's driving me mad. I can't...
  13. M

    Memories

    Can someone tell me what it means & why I get new memories flash up in my head ?
  14. Katebug

    Paranoia and feeling distant...

    Hello, this is my first post ever so i'm sorry if anything is a mess in advanced. I've been really struggling for the last 4-5 years and the last 2 have just been hell. I've been bullied all my life, most of which happen when I was 5-15 (Ive had some really terrible stuff done physically and...
  15. J

    Can't cope with the noise in my head...HELP PLEASE!!!

    I'm really struggling to cope with the noise in my head. My GP said that it comes under the diagnosis of "hearing voices" even though it's not actually voices as such. I get really vivid memories of things I want to forget and for some reason the memories of seem far worse than the actual...
  16. F

    Forgotten memories?

    I ended up in prison last year and was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Impulsive Personality Disorder and Depersonalisation and Derealisation Syndrome. I went through a lot of therapy and saw five psychiatrists in the space of a year. I left prison in February and was referred to...
  17. cpuusage

    Bad memories & bad anxiety

    i have the same stuff go round & round in my head - the same memories of being in severe psychosis & what happened around it all, especially from the first episode. It was 27 years ago but feels like yesterday. i also get this almost constant very bad anxiety. It's obviously something...
  18. Coyote

    Can anyone relate to any of this?

    (Content warning: mention of abuse, dissociation?) Hello, I am not sure which category this would have been best posted under... Which is why I went with the more general board, I hope it's okay. This is something that's extremely hard for me to talk about as I've been scared/ashamed of this...
  19. A

    Poor memory go on to dementia?

    Are people with poor memories more likely to develop dementia?
  20. S

    Little insight into me, one of my episodes

    My post from another forum: I've had that on 1 episode of 5 and when I relapse the memories stick with me. I wasn't so much a super solider but had been selected to take mind altering drugs. The drugs effected people depending on their personality, you turned into what would be described as an...