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  1. N

    Boiling with anger

    So last week i discover i am pregnant, i tell my partner not to tell anyone yet as its early. So he announces it to all his family and the next morning i am having a threatened miscarriage. I am severely aggitated and angry does not come close im raging when i have severe sickness and need to...
  2. L

    Hello

    Hello everyone, i'm new here so this is my little introduction. I'm sociophobe and i'm afraid of people. And i have no friends in the real life. So i hope to find some new people to talk with. Doesn't matter about what. Want to get rid of my fears. I'm from Minnesota, S.Paul. Thanks
  3. 79Dave

    Really struggling

    Been going through a tough bout of depression. All I can think about is just ending it. Nothing seems to matter and I don't really care. Sorry for being so negative.
  4. H

    Im just looking for some advice, im running out of patience/fight

    Hi everyone, My names Joe, I am a 25yo male and ive had depression for roughly 11 years. Ive been taking Venlafaxine 150mg daily for about 4 months and had basic counselling, which was bullshit. I don't particularly know what im looking to write here, as it will probably just spill out as I...
  5. M

    Not sure where to start

    I can function normally most of the time, but I know something's wrong. I'm going into college in the the coming year, and I just don't feel like I can manage it if I stay how I am. Between the time of being in my last years of elementary and the first two years of high school, I was bullied a...
  6. givethemhell

    how to communicate normally?

    this may be silly but i'm genuinely asking. i was raised not to question anything and learned that i wasn't allowed to say no or be angry. i tried living my life this way and it was not healthy, at least i think so. any time someone would bully me, i'd be nice to them. any time someone said...
  7. S

    I Don't Know What To Do Or How To Feel.

    Hello everyone my name is Nathaniel and I'm 19 from Louisiana and I can't take it anymore. I'm tired of watching everyone else in a relationship and I'm stuck alone and depressed. I want to be in a real relationship and not in just some fling. I have very high standards, but I think I'll never...
  8. Fairy Lucretia

    want to die in my sleep

    something has changed tonight i feel nothing im literally ready to go it doesn't matter if i don't see mummy again nothingness is okay im ready
  9. A

    Just a matter of time

    It's just a matter of time now. I am tired of fighting. I am tired of having to ask for help. It's not fair on you guys. I told my hubby what my urge was and he asked what I can do to help myself. Told me to phone people for support. I debated talking to staff when I returned but I just...
  10. S

    suicide

    Suicide is the best option for me, i don't like myself and i can't enjoy my life going forward. I can no longer live with the consequences of my actions, it makes me so sad to think this is my life, but it doesn't matter how sad i am, my life will never get better.
  11. S

    Work Anxiety

    I absolutely dread going to work, I have a panic arrack almost every day, cry myself to sleep or cry before I drag myself out of the house. No matter how hard I try I can't stop thinking that I will do something wrong. Can anyone help?
  12. M

    I keep telling myself I will never be happy no matter what.

    Hello, For a year now, I have been in a state which I still cannot identify nor comprehend, I'm in a mix of frustration, sadness and anger, I also imagine terrible senarios (some kind of Harm OCD), I keep obesessing about people I hold grudges on and associate them with everything around me...
  13. cpuusage

    Gurdjieff & The Fourth Way

    Gurdjieff & The Fourth Way i find Gurdjieff & Ouspensky interesting, & have been looking into their work more again recently. i do have some of their books. The following are some resources of theirs that i came across recently that some people may find of interest. People can also do a basic...
  14. R

    Feeling depressed and suicidal

    I can't cope anymore. Im 20 just finished university. Pretty much think I've failed my course and My dad has bowel cancer he's in hospital. We're then also being evicted from our place, money is tight and I have severe anxiety. My ex boyfriend is also threatening me with pictures. I don't know...
  15. M

    How feelings are the only things that make things and situations matter to us

    How feelings are the only things that make things and situations matter to us I am going to post yet another example of how feelings are the only things that make our lives matter and things/situations matter to us. Imagine someone who could never feel sad about the people who were always dying...
  16. C

    I am selff destructive

    I know what I am doing but I still can't help it. I'm in and out of a and e with overdoses ,can't cooperate with the crisis team or any one else for that matter and have the urge to date random strangers for sex. Fucked up or what? I just know whatever the labels I am very unhappy and struggling...
  17. sahasrara

    head is slowly cracking in to pieces, not long before it shatters

    That's how I feel Just waiting as my head cracks more and more. Eventually it will give. It will probably break me. Almost looking forward to the fall out, maybe I'll eventually get my suicide successfully done. Maybe I'll be sectioned. I can feel it building inside me. Partner will be home in...
  18. D

    Identifying please

    Hi! I have this strange anxiety where I googled and I cannot find anyone being like me. I want to seek professional helps but I cannot do so right now. So i just want to know first what I am going through. Here is what happen with me... I have been with my boyfriend for around 2 years and we...
  19. D

    Identify my anxiety

    Hi! I have this strange anxiety where I googled and I cannot find anyone being like me. I want to seek professional helps but I cannot do so right now. So i just want to know first what I am going through. Here is what happen with me... I have been with my boyfriend for around 2 years and we...
  20. A

    suicidal thoughts

    I feel completely alone in this world, I got no friends. I lost them all, some times I lay in bed and feel like suicide is the only option.My mom loves me, but my step dad doesn't understand mental illness. And I guess no one really understands it. I have no one to turn to when I feel...
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