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    How do I deal with this depression when I can't seek anyone's help?

    Hello everyone. This my is my first post and I jumped right to writing this after reading some basic rules so sorry if I'm doing something wrong. Also sorry if this post is long, I just need to vent this out. I literally have no one to talk to about this. (Note: I'm only asking for...
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    Does anyone else feel like they can't do anything?

    Does anyone else feel like they've come to a dead end, like there's nothing else to live on/off of. I'm currently on leave from my job because I was hospitalized for the fifth time a month ago. I have intensive outpatient program three days a week which is not nearly as much time that I would...
  3. R

    What is wrong with me?

    Hi, I'm new to this am looking for some high level advice. i routinely replay bad experiences / memories in my mind, causing me to become extremely worked up and angry. These thoughts literally make my lips moves making it appear that i'm speaking to myself (which, I sort of am). when it's...
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    schizophrenia

    ive had schizophrenia a long time now and its getting worse... its such a struggle sometimes and wanted to see if I could get some advice its so serious sometimes I find it hard to talk to people about it. ive literally just joined the forum because ive been getting worse. don't really know what...
  5. vanish

    Wonderland's lacklustre adventures

    After recently disappearing down the rabbit hole again into psychosis almost causing a hospital admission for violent hallucinations (violent towards myself rather than anyone else), I feel somewhat flat now. I don't know what it is that is causing this feeling, but I have literally zero energy...
  6. Zardos

    I Literally Can't Walk

    The last couple of days I've woken up to rock hard calves... They're swollen, hard and painful... But usually they ease over the course of the day.. But today the right one has remained frozen.. I limp.. Literally limp.. How am I supposed to go to the shop like this ? What the hell is this ...
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    BPD

    Hi I’m new here and struggling a bit as i have a new bf and the emotion I’m feeling for him is so intense, i love him so much that it really depresses me to be away from him, I literally want to be with him every second of every day but I can’t 😭😫
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    I can't take the pain of existance anymore.

    I can't take the pain of existance anymore. EVERY single person I have EVER cared about has abandoned me. I will NEVER find any new friends. My ONLY dream in life is dead. I have literally nothing to live for.
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    everything is going against me in my life. i feel like commiting suicide. help?

    everything is going against me in my life. i feel like commiting suicide. help? idk how but these days nothing is going right in my life. it feels like everything is going against me and it pretty much ruins me mentally. i feel helpless and bedridden. whenever i try to feel better, theres just...
  10. MissAwkward

    Seeking help/tips.

    So, lately my life is being overwhelming and I'm making myself get back to the doctors for further help. (Every time I've tried to seek help in the past, I've either thought myself out of it or never went back. But I feel like I'm literally stuck in a bubble that I can't get out of.) First...
  11. R

    Hearing voices and a housing/relationship issues

    I've been dealing with Paranoid Schizophrenia for years now and nothing ever seems to get any easier or better. I'm having relationship problems and also housing issues which I have applied to the local council to help me with social housing which if I get will ease my money problems. I'm...
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    mood is uncontrolable

    So yeah, I am really struggling with my mood right now. I am having a shit time at the moment with lack of support and a good friend who has ignored me for months. I have messaged every so often and I have just realised it's ever since I told her about my BPD that she didn't bother replying...
  13. X

    I’m so scared!

    I’m literally so scared of my own mind, no matter what I do I cannot over ride the bad thoughts, they just don’t go away. I cry all the time and I’m always so upset, I’m so down I’m literally at rock bottom. I have lost all my confidence and my go and I just don’t want to be around anyone. My...
  14. N

    Lonely, Scared, Confused

    Hi, I was depressed and needed to talk to someone or at least find others that could understand how I feel. My whole world is literally upside down now. I don't know where or if I tell my situation but at least I can say how I feel. Thank you.
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    I don't know why I feel so sad

    It's hard to express how I feel, everyday feels like a constant battle with myself and I don't know why. I have a job, a roof over my head, a beautiful fiancée and a great family. But everyday I feel like crying or like I'm going around in circles and I'm not ever progressing even though I am. I...
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    Just so much abuse

    Hi everyone, I'm not really sure where to begin. I've been abused for pretty much my whole life. First by a family member and bullies at school and then by boyfriends as I got older. It's only just stopped. And now that I'm in a good place I'm realising that I have no idea how to come to terms...
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    Brain fog / band around brain

    I have had a constant band feeling around my brain for more then four years. It literally feels like my brain isn't getting enough oxygen or blood. It's literally so strange everyday I wake up and don't feel there all day. It's not painful, but I guess the closest feeling to being stoned or...
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    DrJeckle MrHyde

    For the past four years I have been escalating behaviour that I used to excuse as youthful spontaneity. What I mean is sexual conquest of inappropriate partners. The latest has been an affair with my common laws sister. I manipulated the events that led to this happening with precision and...
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    Am I disgusting?

    People always say that love finds you, you need to love yourself before someone can love you etc etc. But how am I supposed to love myself when literally no one ever shows interest in me? My last boyfriend was when I was 16, I turn 22 in two months. Since then no one has even tried flirting with...
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    Suicide the only option

    Please help. I don't know how to possibly go on. In April 2016 I had a break up, lost my partner of 4 years. Due to circumstances growing up, I had cut my mother out of my life since she has narcissistic personality disorder and is an alcoholic, she had interfered in my relationships ally life...
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