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  1. K

    Terrible health anxiety

    I’ve been having bad anxiety for a month now. I’m 20 years old female. This all started when I was at a store with my friend. Suddenly I felt my left side going ”numb”. It wasn’t like real numbness. I did still feel my legs etc. They just felt weird. My while leg left weird, my left cheek and my...
  2. M

    Travelling Australia, Cannot make decisions.. feeling depressed

    I flew out to Australia back in September. When I arrived, I met a bunch of new friends and we decided to travel together. We reached brisbane from Sydney and decided to stop there in October. After a few months, I was myself for the two months from October to December. My friends were away...
  3. C

    Girlfriend finally left, couldn't take my episodes

    My girlfriend of 1 year left me, after trying to take care of me despite my episodes, she understood and tried to help whenever she could despite her having BPD, but she had enough and left, this has all happened with my past relationships and friendships, they couldn't take it and left.. I...
  4. R

    My Diagnosis / Feeling alone.

    Suffered with dissociation on and off for 10 years severely. Diagnosis in October 2018 with BPD recently went through a period of hearing voices / shut off from society feel no emotional connection to friends and family (I want to I just can't.) I feel as though I don't have a soul? I hate...
  5. N

    Possible diagnosis

    I have been told a few times now that I may have BPD. Manifesting itself in irrational behavior, mood swings, lies, etc. I always tend to have some level of extreme anxiety and it only gets worse with stress situations. Most recently, I lied to my boyfriend of a couple months about my profession...
  6. J

    Hullo there

    Hello, I was actually a member of this forum about 5 years ago, but I was quite mad then and can't remember my username or details at all, which is probably just as well as I don't want to read what I might have written, and I left in a fit of paranoia. I wanted to mention that to be honest, I...
  7. R

    Hey y'all

    Hello. I've tried forums before with little luck. It's probably because I am completely not capable of following through with anything. I've been trying to function with mental illness for as long as I can remember. I won't go too deep into my story, I don't think anyone has time for that...
  8. H

    my ex is back in town and im depressed

    i was going out with this guy months ago, he had to leave for New York as an exchange student but didn't end things with me before he left, so i was left thinking he would come back 6 months later and we would get back together. for about 5 months i daydreamed about the day he would come back...
  9. R

    memories of the start of care in the community why i'm an old gammon

    i first entered the mental health system at the age of 19 40yrs ago, it was the start of care in the community, as instigated by thatcher. a lot on the left didn't approve i was on this estate at one point the caretaker was a labour party member and unite union member, he would say every time...
  10. H

    Learn a new language

    When I was in hospital they told me that hearing voices involved a problem with the speech and language parts of the brain Brocas and Wernickes Areas, the left temple and around the left ear. These areas deal with how we acquire language and how we arrange our thoughts. Language is said to be...
  11. O

    Struggling with depression after losing my wife, my mother, business

    Hello Everyone, I now need to reach out and get some support as I have been struggling for a long time with depression and is not getting much better. Basically the love of my wife whom I have given up everything for left me and found someone else a few weeks after my mother died. My mother was...
  12. S

    Trauma based mind control, has this happened to any one else

    Before world wide mind control on behaviour, trauma based mind control was used in schools, it happened to me, after just reading about it, I came to that conclusion, mine was a special school, unfortunately the psychologist would of known about my birth and I was used for reasearch to come up...
  13. T

    Allow me to introduce myself my name is...

    Every time I write that it makes me think of and sing a particular Jay-Z song, I think that’s why I write it. Anyhow, my name is Tom but your welcome to call me Tommy. I’m a 47 year old male who believes he has been struggling with depression for more than half the time I’ve been walking the...
  14. L

    Struggling with life and my mind

    I am really struggling with day to day life. I have everything I ever wanted married the man that loves me and I love him. kids who I adore and love and just want to protect. As much as I got everything I want I struggle with my moods I don't want talk anyone I like to be alone. If wasn't for...
  15. H

    Help, my ex partner shows BPD traits

    My ex contacted me last night and today after a couple of days of her blocking me. She told me that I destroyed her and cause her pain; I am the reason she feels depressed and like crap; she made the mistake of trying to please me when she should’ve been focusing on herself. I know some of my...
  16. W

    Feel Myself Slipping Today

    I've been feeling a bit on and off recently. I have a work situation that has made me anxious, which along with a load of other factors have trigger my depression and I can feel myself slipping today. I have been out of work for about 2.5 months now, I'm pretty good at my job, but just can't...
  17. C

    He left the day I was diagnosed

    And now I can't cope. 2 attempts yesterday. Tired of people telling me there's people to talk too. Don't want to talk Just want it to end.
  18. A

    Systematic chemical violence

    Has anyone else been victim of systematic chemical violence? I even left my original country because of it! The biggest reason for the hatred for the country I left behind is deliberate bombardment by antipsychotics (Diagnose ADHD), cannabis (I told on 2004 for the ADHD-therapist that it causes...
  19. W

    Adoption n feeling lost

    I feel at 52 I should have got a grip on my situation but I'm just getting worse. I was adopted by my grandparents told at 7 that my birth mother was who I thought was my sister. My dad/grandad died when I was 8 and since then life has just been existing. I was neglected after my dad died as my...
  20. J

    Hallucinations I'm dying?

    Hi there, I'm not long out of inpatient care due to PTSD, BPD, depression and anxiety. I've discharged myself from the service entirely because they were so, so awful and I didn't feel believed. I'm 26 and live with my Mum and I'm not sure whether what I'm currently experiencing is...
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