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  1. Fairy Lucretia

    is it possible

    that demons working through people are trying t kill me and maddie
  2. soulsearcher

    Does any else keep getting paranoid?

    any else keep getting paranoid? i keep thinking that someone is out to get me and want to kill me the paranoia is getting worse day by day
  3. S

    Help. Voices want me to kill myself.

    I have been suffering from 2 male voices since I was 16 (now 57) and over the last 11 years things have been pretty bad. They were commending me to stop my medication and to attack people(not that it is in my nature to do that but it is distressing all the same having to ignore them) I stopped...
  4. soulsearcher

    finding it hard getting over stuff thats happened in the past

    hey peeps im ive been struggling for many years to get over stuff that has happened years ago but im failing and the more i think about it all the more i want to kill myself, its just like a vicious cycle so how do i overcome it and get over it?
  5. Lolli_Liability

    I want to kill myself

    I haven't posted in here for a very long time and I apologize all for just dispearing . I've had some stuff go on and I've been in an out of hospital. But here I am once again covered in SH and wanting very much to kill myself. It's all I can think about I'm fucking lost and broken and so alone...
  6. L


    I'm heartbroken. I feel like I have been abandonded and now I want to kill myself. I'm scared for my welfare, I don't feel safe
  7. A

    Telling my GP about self harming

    I feel I need to talk about my current problem with self harm, its a fairly new thing for me and have convinced myself it will help push me to finally kill myself. I have returned to speaking with a doctor about my mental health but I am worried about what I tell my new GP (recently moved to a...
  8. InfiniteRectangles

    Rambling About Depression and Suicide

    So, this will probably be a rambly, jumbled mess, so kudos to you if you actually get through all of this. I've been feeling very depressed lately. I just recently got out of an abusive relationship and it's hard dealing with the roller coaster of emotions that comes along with that. On one...
  9. C

    I feel my life slipping from my hands... Abuse trigger!

    26. Female. Long post. I am slowly losing control and the will to live. Recently, I have been doing some behaviors and actions that seem to be subconscious. I deleted all my social media, started to wear only one long green dress, laying in the dark, either sleep to much or not enough, not...
  10. E

    Tired of fighting

    I've been fighting to not kill myself for nearly 15 years now. I'm 27. There have been no bad experiences in my life. Every second of every day hurts and the only thing that makes the bad go away is self harming or thinking about self harming/killing myself. It's not ok. I have no friends and a...
  11. B

    How do I know when it has gone to far?

    I am so obssessed with everhthing and everyone and I thinke veryone wants to kill em i swear i will frip[tosmskrson;jgimzn;lefknwaozj fwdo
  12. F

    Am I in psychosis ?

    I've been hearing voices for a long time now. The voices became hostile about 8 months ago. They are telling to hurt/kill people because the DWP and the security services are planning to kill off all the long term sick and disabled people on behalf of the government. They can't do it up front...
  13. R

    Female spirit is going to kill me

    I have in my body three space ghosts and have been diagnosed with schizophrenia but it is really paranormal. The female space ghost abuses me every day, sexually, emotionally and physically. She said she is going to kill my spirit. She crushes human ghost embryos /fetuses up in the ozone layer...
  14. L

    im a terrible person

    half theworld wants me and everyone like me dead, the government is nazis and ive been talking with people like me, people who they want to kill, and today a really bad thing happened and i got upset and angry and i said that since everyone wants us dead we should fight back amd kill the...
  15. Fairy Lucretia

    please kill me

    im going to be left all alone and when my aunt dies i won't cope there is no hope for me x
  16. B

    Suicidal adult sister won't seek help

    My younger sister's been saying she was going to kill herself for about a month now. She's in her early 30s. Last weekend, she took an overdose but thankfully it didn't work and she woke up the next morning. She refused to go to hospital and has said she'd try another method that would...
  17. L

    I want to kill myself

    I’m 25 and have been struggling with my health for eight years, over the past year my health has deteriorated. I can’t leave the house and I have no social life so my mental health has also declined. I now suffer with sever anxiety and depression. All I think about is how I want to kill myself...
  18. Deadheading

    Paranoia and BPD

    Does anyone here diagnosed with BPD experience paranoia? I think my paranoia had intensified two years ago. I don't believe anyone is out to kill me, but I can interpret actions as provocations.
  19. E

    Hi, I have a question if anyone's bored or something

    Okay, so I've had social anxiety and OCD since I was little (I had selective mutism as a young child from anxiety as well), but since the first year of high school I've had some weird feelings and have kind of struggled with wanting to kill myself and hurt others. I just kinda daydream about...
  20. B

    Ready to kill myself

    I can't take the pain of existence anymore. EVERY single person I have EVER cared about has abandoned me. I will NEVER find any new friends. My ONLY dream in life is dead. I have literally nothing to live for.