jealous

  1. L

    anyone from ireland

    hello forum ive come to the conclusion that my panic disorder has ruined my life,,i feel the loneliest,scared, odd one out kind of bloke,,i dont deserve any of this and i look at other bloke s,,who get on with life with the love of their life,job,car and everything going for them,,i wont lie im...
  2. Fairy Lucretia

    so jealous

    of my only real life friend i know that its not true the grass is always greener but she has everything i want and i have nothing :low:
  3. C

    I've failed

    I don't know what to do anymore. There's so many things wrong and I can't fix them. My ex wants to get back together again. It would the forth time in 7 years. I'm afraid we can't change for each other. I'm always gonna be jealous of her. I'm not sure it I can trust her. We've both lied to each...
  4. chess

    so confused...

    I like my manager. But I'm not sure if I like like her (not in a sexual way cause I'm asexual) or if its just my bpd being my bpd. But I get jealous whenever other people talk to her or laugh and joke with her and I feel really awkward being around her... Does this sound like bpd being a bitch...
  5. subvertedeye

    How many psychiatrists have mental health problems themselves?

    I read a report a long time ago that said many psychiatrists have or have had mental health problems. I remember being assessed by one psych when I was anorexic and being really jealous because she was like a skeleton herself. If you were to diagnose your psychiatrist with a label, what would...
  6. tiltawhirl

    vent

    I am not outgoing. I have 2 very close friends. David, my partner for about 5 years & the other is an ex-bf. We dated 5 years, broke up, no contact for 2 years, then a decade of close and meaningful friendship. Well, my friend Arty just got a new girlfriend and she insists he cut all ties with...
  7. K

    Mum in denial, depressed since the 80s, gotten worse in last decade

    Hi, I'm the eldest of 4 children, and we are all struggling to cope with helping our mum. She won't accept that she needs help for her irrational, aggressive and suicidal behaviour. She is hung up on my father and how he doesn't pay her any attention, but it's a vicious cycle. He is sick of her...
  8. Zetsumei

    I can't stop obsessing

    So in uni me and my best friend ended up fooling around and it was all good but one day i hurt her and for a while after it was awkward and through i lost the friendship completely. years later we are still friends if not slightly diminished but now i've got a new problem i still have strong...
  9. Lincoln1990

    I'm jealous...

    I'm jealous of all of the people who die. I should have done it last night. I was close enough. How fucked up am I?
  10. K

    I still feel guilty about why I SI....

    I was SI regularly for a year and a half in an unusual way. To keep within the rules in this section, let's just say I cannot be left alone with certain implements when distressed. Anyway the reason I did it still haunts me even after 10 years it happened. Basically in high school, I was pretty...
  11. Reach

    They have a family and i don't. Transference pain.

    This is embarrassing but i need to write it here. I get so sad frequently that i don't have a family. I didn't have a dad or a close family, and so i often think of my old psychiatrist and counsellor, both of whom i was close to and were men, and i feel so sad that i didnt have a dad as warm and...
  12. Lincoln1990

    Screwed up

    I'm so screwed up. I'm jealous of people who have killed themselves. How screwed up am I?
  13. T

    Why am I feeling this way now?

    Today Ive been feeling off more than usual, today I thought/ wish it could happen, about that it would be cool just to die for a little while then come back to life I would do that just to take a break. Then I thought about again why am I alive? whats the point of living? Facebook I think is...
  14. L

    I think I found my soulmate.

    I'm in love with a woman that has behavior personality disorder. The relationship has been going on for almost six years. It's come to the point where I can't take her suspicions, jealousy and accusations anymore. What can I do to help her? Is there any cure? I know this issue has been...
  15. bert tomato

    Kids love me, what can I say?

    I find that I get smiles and waves from kids - I work in a shop as a sales assistant. I take it as a big compliment. I try my best - am honest to them, sometimes have a laugh - smile etc.. .,..but people get jealous, they like to twist things etc.. I am not naive - I know people will try to...
  16. F

    When will it be enough?

    I hit another goal weight today. I feel awful, though. I am starting to become depressed, my energy is so low. I keep repeating 105 105 105 in my head thinking that at some point it will sink in and I'll feel like I've accomplished something. Truth is, I actually don't know how to stop. What...
  17. T

    ED and other people's weight loss :-(

    I feel like such a b***h but I can't deal with this which makes me a horrid person. Despite me being anorexic and having lost eight stone which has left me seriously ill physically and mentally, it's so hard to see a friend who's just had gastric surgery about a week ago text me her weight loss...
  18. FootedPJs

    depression and jealousy

    Do they go hand-in-hand? I'm doing all I can to combat the depression.. but how do I fight the jealousy? I get jealous over EVERYTHING! For instance, my bf commented on some girls status on fb. Nothing bad. Not flirting. Just a comment. I got jealous. And I get jealous over other ppl in general...
  19. N

    I can't define my disorder

    I have been researching and I'm having difficulty defining myself. If u can relate or recognized the symptoms pls educate me and give me answers. Here it goes .... I am highly tempered....and its getting worse I have no patients for anything now. I used to tolerate the little things that bugged...
  20. prairiechick

    "My Mood"

    How about: melancholic spaced out numb bewildered confused despairing gloomy jealous fearful Anyone else have additions to the list?
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