1. Fairy Lucretia

    I don't know how to articulate my emotions

    so i hurt myself instead x
  2. O


    I looked this up and I think it’s what’s wrong with me. They say I have overactive imagination or that I have bipolar disorder, but the meds don’t work. I was about eight when it Started, fits of mania followed by long depressive slumps, and inbetween, the voices. One tells me to hurt myself...
  3. N

    I need fixing

    I have a beautiful wife of one week , I love her very very much, yet on our honeymoon I stared at other women and young women at that , I am not interested in them nor do I get arrowsed in any way , it is so disgusting and disrespectful , I have made myself sick thinking about what I have done ...
  4. F

    people judge me just because i have schizophrenia

    Hi im 19 years old and last year i was diagnosed with schizophrenia. Im feeling really sad right now because everytime i tell people i have schizophrenia they dont want to talk to me anymore. they think im a dangerous psychopath that will hurt them. i have never hurt anyone and i have never been...
  5. H

    Hi all

    Hi ive been reading some of your stories and its made me a weak fraud of a person.....i think im just too lazy to be bothered with life maybe its just 2 much like hard work staying alive...being alive is hard work......felt like that since i was 9 or 10...if there was a button...
  6. Lolli_Liability

    To some of the greatest friends old and new

    I'm sending my love to all of you for everything you have ever done I thought coming back in here would save me once again but I cannot do this I'm sorry to let you all down let again . I do it to often. But I very much need to die . I hurt to much and I'm to alone .
  7. R

    I'm tired

    i'm just literally tired of everything. I'm tire of being hurt by the people i love and value the most. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of getting hurt. I'm tired of having no control over the pain that's killing me inside. I'm tired and i just want to have a control on how i feel. It doesn't...
  8. valleygirl

    I don't know what to do

    So I've been really exhausted lately - I work full time at a daycare, and I haven't taken holidays in quite awhile because I can't afford to take time off. Now my mom is offering to take me to a really nice place right by the ocean for the weekend - if I can get Friday off. Now, you may think...
  9. Roo1983

    I can’t stand feeling like this

    Today is another bad day.Ive woken up feeling anxious,alone and feeling like I have no one to talk to.I can’t stand feeling like this!Ive pushed the only person away I loved because I can’t promise him forever.I have issues after a toxic relationship and I can’t get over the hurt it’s caused...
  10. J

    Help please i know i have bpd

    Hi I am 31 father of three, recently I have lost my partner, I know I have bpd but the doctor keeps saying its depression and give me anti-depressants, my partner was amazing and an amazing mother to two beautiful boys, she has put up with me pushing her away, having no respect, doing things to...
  11. F

    Am I in psychosis ?

    I've been hearing voices for a long time now. The voices became hostile about 8 months ago. They are telling to hurt/kill people because the DWP and the security services are planning to kill off all the long term sick and disabled people on behalf of the government. They can't do it up front...
  12. B

    i don't understand...

    This is how the pain starts: I think I meet my soul mate, they turn out to break my heart, but I am never at fault, although, I constantly break it off and start again. I can't seem to think straight when someone I'm interested in my presence shows me attention. I never think about...
  13. K

    Painful scar

    I self harm quite regularly and I've never had a scar hurt before, I injured myself about 5 months ago, it had to be steri stripped and glued, it healed ok but the scar is really painful, I've done it since then and had to have stitches and those scars don't hurt at all. Does anyone else...
  14. shaky

    In the psych hospital

    I've not posted lately cause I am in the psychiatric hospital. It's crap in here. The only good thing you can say about it is that it's difficult to hurt myself in here.(I was brought in because of uncontrollable self harm)
  15. Q

    Venting and Cataloging - Just wanted to post this somewhere and I am tired of trying to physically journal

    Venting and Cataloging - Just wanted to post this somewhere and I am tired of trying to physically journal Well let's see I am: Hearing Voices that just say my name. That's it. I am terrified to try and talk to them. Usually I just yell at them in my head to leave me alone and ignore them...
  16. L


    Wow they have really done one fucking over. I was banned of a social media site for feeling suicidal. They obviously don't know people with depression, EUPD fear abandoment and rejection, that people with EUPD will kill them selves because of this. This has deffinetly not got peoples welfare in...
  17. Midnight.Panda

    My Mother's Words From 5 Years Ago Still Hurt Me Today

    Hi everyone, I am going back home very soon, so I wanted to get this off my chest and maybe get some advice. To give a brief background behind this, I have always had a distant relationship with my parents. I think a big reason for this is because they are busy with work or doing something...
  18. G

    Being the stronger person

    Hey members sorry I haven’t been here much lately been really busy. This will be short because I’m writing it from my mobile phone. I had a thought. I have seen a lot of disturbing instances of people fighting online and in person. In all reality if you accept your faults you automatically come...
  19. M

    Intense suicidal thoughts

    This is a long one sorry guys I'm 25 and my life has been a nightmare, truly living hell and there's not a day that goes by where I don't think about suicide. I have had good times in my life however they are very short lived. I'm gonna start from my childhood up until now, I've posted in...
  20. Fairy Lucretia

    i feel sad

    and soon i will be without a CPN and i can't stress my aunt out so i will just have to keep it all locked inside and hurt myself :low: