honestly

  1. N

    sister

    I have a sister i used to be really close with and shes been totally distant. she knows i have depression and anxiety and she knows i would love more than anything to go out with her one evening so i could have some company and forget about things for a little... well she always has an excuse...
  2. bluekii

    Terrified to go to college because I feel I am too ugly.

    Hi, I'm not an overly active member on here anymore, but I'm honestly not sure what to do anymore. I'm thinking of dropping out of College because I honestly feel so god damn ugly and I am so scared of people seeing me. I feel ashamed and embarrassed and just disgusting. I don't leave my house...
  3. G

    No real direction in life

    I'm 25 yrs old and I haven't started college or looking for a career because I honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life. I honestly have no interest in getting married or even really finding a girlfriend, for one, because I'm really uncomfortable and awkward around women. To be...
  4. skitzofrantik

    Happier times

    :grin: well canny believe it has been a year and a bit since last posting here, the amount that has happened is more than a little surreal and totally tripping my tits out. So started the new year single by march my mum had re wanted contact after over a decade of silence, we are still talking...
  5. H

    Social Profession????

    I'm 3 semesters deep in a program that grades occasionally on mock social interactions and those stress me out to an unsustainable level. The job im studying for involves almost constant minor social interaction. I thought it would get better but it hasn't. Im getting B's and C's in classes...
  6. A

    Inconsistent anxiety?

    I don't really know how to explain this but sometimes I am anxious about something for a few days/weeks/months and then it's almost like I will get over it, only for it to come back up a short time later. For example, I'm moving in a few days and I've been extremely anxious over it but right...
  7. B

    No hope for the future

    I recently came out as transgender FtM and I also have borderline personality disorder, I feel like I can't become who I want to be because all I think about is suicide and have attempted numerous times, but I honestly don't see a future anymore, and that scares me because I want to be who I am...
  8. D

    Hi all, newbie here in need of some help big time :(

    Hi all, new poster here looking for some help/advice. Little background, I am 27 and have been suffering from depression for a while now, I honestly couldn't say when it started. On top if this, for as long as I can remember I have suffered from Insomnia, not so much that I can't sleep. Once...
  9. H

    How did people react to you when you told them about your issues with self harm/suicide?

    How did people react to you when you told them about your issues with self harm/suicide? Hello! I was just wondering if anyone else out there has had the same experience as me when talking about this issue. Those who I have told have always reacted in an almost selfish way; "oh no I wouldn't...
  10. M

    Need help

    How do I start really need advice found a msg on my bf phone to his ex partner 2 years ago saying " don't come in car till dress is shorter and other detail of that " phoned ex and she confirmed who she is married happiy and said that it was nothing ever since them I have honestly never been so...
  11. G

    Working with poor mental health!!!!!

    Hello I've been depressed/anxious, had very bad mental health I've got a note for work I've been signed off. They seem very annoyed at this and irritated by my mental health situation. I'm so worried and very anxious now - please can somebody PLEASE help me and answer honestly please... Can...
  12. T

    I feel so embarrassed for crying infront of my psychiatrist

    I didnt just cry, i really really sobbed. I mean, i had my reasons and it was understandable. But i am really embarrassed with how i must have looked and sounded. People out of the room likely would have heard which makes me feel worse. I rarely cry infront of people, nevermind going on like i...
  13. T

    Feel awful

    Hi, I have BPD. I feel like people may perceive me as manipulative but I'm not sure if I'm doing that at all ? I try to express myself to others so they can understand but in hindsight it could look manipulative ? Am I manipulative and a dangerous sociopath? Because I feel like people view me...
  14. 0

    Why do I feel like this?

    I haven't been on here much it's been a confusing time for me I Haven't been myself recently and I don't know why I wake up in the morning and I can't summon up the will to get up and go to work I can't summon up the will to be happy all I really want to do is curl up in bed and cry. I'm just...
  15. C

    New To This

    I've never been a part of a forum. I'm not even sure how this is really supposed to work. I've struggled with PTSD, depression, and terrible anxiety for years. As long as I can remember really. I have an extremely hard time expressing myself to people. It literally makes my anxiety overwhelming...
  16. P

    I haven't felt happy in a very long time. Someone please help me.

    Hello everyone, I have just registered to this forum and this is the first time that I have ever accessed a mental health support forum. I am honestly really glad that I made this decision and I hope that this may help me in overcoming my mental health problems. I am making this thread because I...
  17. M

    Social anxiety

    Hey everyone my name is Isabel, and honestly I don't even know where to start. Honestly This scares me even to type.... I have had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, I don't know how to get help with this. I have had a really hard life mostly from the men in my family, (also counting...
  18. G

    Hello, finally out of denial

    Hi guys, joined over a year ago, yet, this is my first post. I am 28 years old, if I carry on the way I am, I will end up sad alone and not contented with anything in life, or worse. I have become lazy unmotivated and insecure and angry over my life. my second year of uni starts in 3 weeks, and...
  19. V

    Severe Agoraphobia - I might NEED to leave the house.

    Hiya everyone. I have joined up today. I am having a bit of a horrible time at the moment. I am agoraphobic, so much so that I can't even walk 5 minutes from my front door. I feel dizzy, with blurred vision almost all of the time at the moment. For the past 4 or 5 weeks I have had a thumping...
  20. ThisGirl

    Recovering

    I haven't posted for awhile since having a really horrific, rock bottom weekend not too long ago so sorry to those who have private messaged me. I still don't even feel like talking about what happened but I'm looking at rehabs soon and wanted to give some hope to people in a similar situation...