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  1. S

    I'm really not coping.

    I'm such a mess. I got into a huge argument because I was in a bad mood with everyone and I need a reason for that apparently. I threw a plate up a wall. I walked out and called my friend to see if I can stay over because I can't stand being in that fucking house. My moods have been really...
  2. R

    No will to live anymore

    Hey. I have lost my will to live. For the past 2 years my life has been fucking terrible and it keeps getting worse. Anyone else feel like this?
  3. BorderlineDownunder

    Hostility

    I'm very upset after just getting though an awfully severe bout of SI and now my hostility levels are absolutely through the roof. I fucking hate everyone, just about. Of course I feel unable to express it, ashamed of feeling it, aware its unreasonable and a total overreaction. This has never...
  4. N

    I want to kill myself every night

    Prepare for long whiny rant: Every night, i get so lonely. During the day time, im certainly not happy, but at least its bearable. My anxiety disorder took away my ability to have a job, and my scoliosis already limited what i could do anyways. Im fucking 25, i should be in the prime of my...
  5. P

    Go belgium!

    The belgians are/have made legal the assisted suicide of the mentally ill. Don't know when they did that but it's really nice. Hopefully one day people such as myself will be able to do that because we need it so bad. Wish i was belgian. Great fucking waffles to i hear.
  6. P

    Trapped in this shitty cesspool.

    Earth. The shitty cesspool that it is. Trapped here in this goddamn body. Fucking squirted into this shit and forced to rot and suffer the whole fucking time. What a fucking nightmare. It shouldn't be but it is. What a fucking nightmare. Just a big fucking power hungry money grabbing...
  7. S

    I was doing well.

    Ive been making progress with my therapist and like something switched on for me. I really opened up and realised I am worth something and im the only one that can change and build a better future. I was feeling fucking amazing. Then the bitch from work texts me accusing me of lying and...
  8. G

    Well?

    Been happening me the last few years but the last few months it is getting to much , I can literally feel consciousness outside my head and it is never ending for all eternity just energy expanding expandi expanding , it's actually fucking scary to be honest and I feel like passing out sometimes...
  9. G

    Felling f****** suicidal

    Feel like absolute fucking shit today. Yes I'm coming down off drugs , yes it's my own fault , please don't state the obvious. I'm day dreaming the whole day of different scenarios , and in and out of crying fits. I said I would come on here and say it here because I'm going through a phase...
  10. BorderlineDownunder

    Ive about had it

    with the meanness of people the lack of support the slew of employees dedicated to Mental Health and pulling good wage packets, yet unable to give me One Fucking Answer the MHF which is supposed to be safe but Isnt the SHEER LACK OF SUPPORT OF ANY KIND even from people who are PAID to do it and...
  11. P

    Goddamn i hate this f*****g place.

    I hate the earth. I hate it so much. I'd destroy it all i really would, just put me in front of that fucking button. This place is but a prison for the lifeforms on it. It's a death filled torture chamber and then everything just dies. If we put our minds to it we can destroy it.
  12. P

    So who's gettin it this halloween?

    A special special night i guess. I wonder who's fucking getting it this halloween? Some killed and some tortured. Who makes a good target would you say? What are you guys going for anyway? All that i know is someone is fucking going to get it as usual just as i did. Watch out during...
  13. G

    I hate bpd

    So I had a roller ouster of a day thanks to BPD , by the way just in case Iv never said before I fucking hate you BPD. went into the city , the city where I live is tough as fuck , there is fights , standings , and shootings on a daily basis. It just happens when I'm in the. It's I'm on edge...
  14. Per Ardua Ad Astra

    Disabled Woman Shames Men Who Refused to Move from her Reserved Seat

    Some people are just so fucking selfish and unreasonable - not to say pig fucking arrogant. Check this out: Disabled woman shames train passengers who refused to move from her seat | Metro News A disabled woman reserved a seat for herself and a friend on a train. Two pricks aka businessmen...
  15. S

    Today was awful.

    Had a meeting with all the girls at work and they fucking slammed me. Saying im the problem and I have a bad attitude. My manager has been in for at least 2 months now and says she doesn't understand why they can't get on with me. They've flat out said they arent willing to make an effort and I...
  16. P

    Crazy put downs.

    A woman online earlier was fucking with this guy. Her put down goes something like this "I'm a woman and you don't have me!" Like what is going on in your mind where a person not having you is the shittiest thing to happen? You ever hear that shit? They say it quite a bit don't they. Do...
  17. S

    Out of control

    I feel so out of control. I cant keep up with my own damn emotions. I feel completely out of it.. like im watching someone else control me and I cant do anything to stop it. Today was going alright or so I thought. And then I made a jokey comment about my ex being on tinder and I just got...
  18. S

    Everything sets me off.

    I cant control myself. Fucking everything makes me mad and then I cry because im so angry. The one time I actually want to go out and everyone takes the piss. Times changed, venues changed. I rushed home to get ready and no one could be bothered to actually tell me what was happening and now its...
  19. P

    God is douchebag am i right?

    Total fucking douche really. I hate them so much. Thanks for the mortality you whores. They have existed for eons and eons and have made many universes, dimensions, conscious beings, and worlds. But all i got was earth and this shitty flesh body. The eternal interdimensional beings who...
  20. S

    Im so angry.

    Today has been so fucking stressful. A stylist called in sick and a client kept messing us around then complained she didnt get what she asked for and I flipped the fuck out because I asked her three damn times what she wanted and confirmed it with her. I apparently cant call customers liars...