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  1. S

    I think I’m going to kill myself

    How do I make myself believe it will get better? I felt this way once before and felt better before very quickly going into the same rut. It seems like pain follows you no matter where you go. How do people just let it go? Everyday that goes by feels like torture and the worst part is that it...
  2. B

    Ready to commit suicide

    I'm ready to kill myself. I simply can't take the pain of existance anymore. EVERYONE i have EVER cared about has abandoned me. Nobody even pretends to care about me anymore, not for a single second. I will be alone forever. And I would rather be dead than alone. And my only dream in life is...
  3. T

    What happens when..

    You are told you are severely depressed yet some days don't want help? I find some days difficult and I want to run away and hide forever and just forget life and everything about it, some days even worse
  4. B

    I'm ready to die :(

    EVERYONE I care about abandons me. My final two "friends" in the world finally abandoned me and told me to kill myself. So not only am I alone forever, but my ONLY dream in life is finally dead. I'm ready to die. Goodbye forever.
  5. B

    Ready to commit suicide

    EVERYONE I care about abandons me. My final two "friends" in the world finally abandoned me and told me to kill myself. So not only am I alone forever, but my ONLY dream in life is finally dead. I'm ready to die. Goodbye forever.
  6. B

    Ready to die :(

    I have nothing to live for :( EVERYONE i EVER cared about lied to me and abandoned me :( my ONLY dream will never come true :( I'm ready to die :( Goodbye forever :(
  7. M

    Venlafaxine, attempted suicide, and non diagnosis

    I am so useless. I am a mum of 2 and I try my hardest to keep it together for them. The feeling of unworthiness is overwhelming once they go to bed, then I can let it all out. I am on 375mg venlafaxine. I don't think doctors have prescribed me properly. I was on max dose of sertraline, can't...
  8. M

    I am not allowed here, this link is what I am, you are

    I love you forever I will never leave or forsake you,
  9. Oceankeeping

    Hi new member feeling down

    Hey, facing some big decisions and have been living in fear. Stopped being able to eat and sleep properly due to same. Constant panic, worry and depression. I thought to myself I could not bear to live like this forever as I don’t know when it will get better. Heart breaking bad painful for me.
  10. H

    My dog is old

    I know my dog is going to die soon. He's currently the avg age his breed dies. He has health problems. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I cry until I make myself sick over it already. He's always been my best friend. I have social anxiety and it is really hard for me to connect with people but he...
  11. S

    scared of being alone forever

    ok , so i've been worrying recently about the future and having thoughts of .. what if i am alone forever , i'm not allowed a bf i'm not allowed a relationship , even if i were to somehow find someone i liked .. it wouldn't work and i wouldn't be able to cope with it . a massive fear i think i...
  12. S

    My mum has been gone 5 years today

    It only seem's like yesterday that my mum died. I miss her more and more each day. Forever in my heart. Love you always. Miss you so much. xxx
  13. S

    Do you believe in Heaven and Hell?

    Do you believe that there is an afterlife? What are your thoughts on spirits and ghosts? What do you think about all of this? I just enjoy hearing peoples thoughts on these things. I don't believe in Heaven and Hell. I think there could be a place called 'Heaven' which is really just the...
  14. A

    Valentines special!!!!

    Imagine if every day was a Valentine's Day .... Then I'm pretty sure money would have lost its value forever.
  15. S

    I can't stop crying.

    I expect the worst to happen. I always do. I don't know what to do. Everything feels impossible. I can't think straight anymore. Too depressed to do anything. Just crying all the time. I'm trapped forever.
  16. SirHerman

    Is it not just all fear?

    I know that whenever I feel depressed or anxious and I look closer and try to examine what it is I really feel, I always come to the conclusion that I'm scared. Terrified. I'm afraid of the world, of people, of dying, of living, of being depressed, of being anxious. The list can go on forever...
  17. J

    :/

    5 months on medicine and i feel slighty a little different. I am afraid it could take forever till im alright
  18. J

    Another rant

    I wake up everyday as a blank canvas and I can't seem to paint it. No clue which brush strokes to use. Which colour I should choose. I feel colour blind. Everything is gray and bleak. I only see in black and white. Why can't I experience anything else? Any middle ground at all would be great...
  19. M

    Social anxiety for all my life?

    Hello, I am 18 years old and finished high school this year. Because of my anxiety problems, I never attached to anything emotionally. Especially other people, because I am scared they will leave me and hurt me. So if I just don't trust them, my trust can't be broken. I would say this worked out...
  20. B

    Alone Forever?

    Hi All, This is my first post. I Don't usually post on forums... Yet I read these forums a lot. I feel like I'm going to be alone forever, And i'm not sure if deep down it's actually what I want or If i'm scared of trying to meet someone, be it friends or a relationship. I tend to not take...
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