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  1. valleygirl

    More and more depressed

    Depression is just getting worse and worse. I keep forgetting to call the pharmacy to get my prescriptions filled - I have been diagnosed with Bipolar 2 with mainly depressive episodes, BPD, anxiety, and PTSD. I missed my last appointment with my psychiatrist because I thought it was booked...
  2. T

    Medication and seasons

    I am seeking advice from others with seasonal bipolar or depression who take a mood stabilizer, or anyone with knowledge about this. Do you have dosage changes as the season changes? I am not doing well and am bridesmaid in December which i need to be well for. This Autumn has knocked me to...
  3. Z

    Is this Health OCD or is this a real concern?

    So a few years ago we had these GPI weights that melted. They dripped on the floor of our gym and some stains were left on the floor in our garage after we set them there. This black sticky tar stuff also got on one of our broom handles. When we threw them out i got some on my hands and it was...
  4. speckles

    endless unbearable minutes

    Each minute feels unbearable a never ending hamster wheel I wonder what if I had made different choices responded better. How does someone go from a first class degree and working with young people to total disintegration sleeping in a corner of an empty bedroom on the floor not be not having...
  5. K

    Help! Spiritual transformation?

    Am I the only one who feels like they are moving (spiritually) when they are not (physically)? For example, I am sitting on the floor but when I think about doing something I can feel it! If I imagine doing the dishes, I can feel water, bubbles, and dishes all while sitting on the living room...
  6. I

    Sigh

    Well, the answer as to whether I needed to up the mood stabilizer has been definitively answered tonight. I'm down in the dumps, so frustrated that I'm nearly ready to cry, not looking forward to work tomorrow, and I had to ask my manager for a pep talk to make it through the night. I'm...
  7. G

    Shopping centre

    Didn't hear continuous voices in weeks , but today on the way to the shopping centre they started. , telling me my mother was gona crash the car and we were both gona die and started laughing , I was then in the centre and suddenly they started again but this time was more then one voice they...
  8. L

    My dad...a "short" rant and plea for help

    Hi. I'm new to this message board. I signed up because I have mental health problems. But then I found "The Dementia Forum." I'm so glad you have this forum because my dad, who is turning 70 (or 69) this month was diagnosed with Dementia NOS about a year ago. He formally retired from...
  9. threebinds

    defecation/urination, dancing (anyone else?) share psychotic oddities

    Around 1 year ago I was in such an extreme paranoid state that I defecated/urinated myself. I went mad and messed myself and shrunk to the floor. the folowing days I was sectioned I also knew a young woman who was taken in to the psych ward because she was dancing, the doctors said the dancing...
  10. Reach

    Winter

    Doesn't it absolutely suck. I counted each day until the bleak midwinter, and now and counting the days out of this sucky season. I wake up and my mood is on the bedroom floor, i'm brighter between 11:30am and just after it gets dark, and the evening i spend with my head between my knees, not...
  11. N

    Sometimes i feel so ashamed

    I just had a little cry on my way home from work in the car. I am well enough to be at work thanks to the lithium and then solian, i am well, but i am not happy. I am not happy because i keep having memories intruding into my day and they floor me. They wind me, and it is all i can manage to put...
  12. S

    Hello all, I'm new here as well...

    Hello all, Firstly thanks to all admin and staff for a forum such as this, and I should have joined months ago. I have however been looking in pretty much everyday since that dreaded brown ESA50 form fell on my floor !!. I did join another forum that just deals with benefits, and did not focus...
  13. M

    In need of a hug!

    Just wish I could stop feeling the way I do. Dh is working crazy hours at the moment and little miss didn't settle until 9 pm she's only 2 !!! I've got an appointment with my pdoc in the morning. Last session I just sat on the floor in a corner of the room! I'm not sure why, but somehow it...
  14. S

    what is this lunacy??? just hit me how absurd this is

    Get this for odd and inappropriate behaviour- so knowing that my assessment is near I've almost been acting out worse than usual. I've been depressed these past few weeks but with off the scale energy levels. When I'm like this I barely talk because when I do it sounds like I'm a really annoying...
  15. P

    bad day. my dad is an arrogant twat.

    today im having an off day .. only came downstairs about an hour and a half ago and was feeling terrible and then my dad had a go at me because "i chucked the paper on the floor" ... it was on the seat and i chucked it on the floor cause i couldnt put it anywhere else .. he then proceeds with...
  16. Lolli_Liability

    Just been writing - Willl i ever be good enough ? ED based.

    She throws back the heavy covers and forces herself from the depths of her matress . Placing her bare feet on the ice cold floor she straightens her arched back and drags her feet as she begins to move across the floor. Finding the mirror she stares at the ground attempting to find the ability...
  17. M

    blood sacrifice **TRIGGER WARNING**

    Ok. I know this is odd. It happens every year. I KNOW its because of my past. I just don't know exactly what took place in my past. I know we have drank blood before. I DONT know if it was a persons or an animals. I am currently craving blood. Its not just a craving. I feel driven to seek out a...
  18. prairiechick

    Totally Freaking Out! This Can't Be Happening!

    Somebody in my apartment has bedbugs! These little bugs are sooooooooo hard to get rid of and I have a dread of them entering my suite! I am a terribly messy person, if I get bedbugs, oh God, I can just imagine. I'm already really struggling to get my place all tidied, but my bedroom still is...
  19. Lolli_Liability

    Bipolar poem . Being Bipolar

    Todays the day ill reach the sky. through the clouds, ill learn to fly. Todays the day ill meet the floor. crashing down, cant take no more. Todays the day ill buy you all a gift then l fly through the sky like a swift Todays the day ill sit on the floor. tears rolling cannot take no more Todays...
  20. S

    Gonna call for help tomorrow

    I've popped on to post, but my head hurts & i can't think what I want to say. Could someone tell me to eat something proper, coz I keep telling myself, but I don't appear to be listening. I tried in the shop to convince myself to buy & eat something rich & yummy, but the idiot won the argument...