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  1. K


    I have been suffering from anxiety since I was about 11 or 12. This started when my parents split up. On and off throughout my life my anxiety has come back and then gone away. I am currently 24; I moved away from home at 20 and got married to the man of my dreams. for the first year everything...
  2. N

    Tricked Since Birth

    Since the moment I was born i have been lied too. I was made to belive that eating was normal, made to belive that sight sound and smell were normal senses that everyone has. 40 years later I now realise the truth that everything is alive including vegetables and wood and fabric EVERYTHING...
  3. Fairy Lucretia

    i miss mummy ,especially at christmas

    i wish she was here ,she didn't deserve to die like she did she was only 70 ,she should still be here with me :low:
  4. M

    Thought i was fine, but i am not

    Hello i had a dark year after my mother died, i had a few months of feeling good i thought i was in the clear but i ended up self harming and now im back in a place i cant get out, i have not seen my friends in almost a year and i dont know what to do anymore, im too scared too seek help and im...
  5. I

    Afraid I am going to die

    Hello everybody. Sorry to bother you with a story that I am sure you have heard before but this is all I can think about. A few days ago in the morning, when I was barely awake, a thought poped into my head that said I was going to die in four months. Now, I know this sounds like anxiety but I...
  6. S

    Am I being bullied?

    Hi, I think I am being bullied (I always had a gut feeling I din't feel comfortable within the group)...I started an antenatal group (privately NCT) as there were no NHS once going on due to a maternity move to another hospital. I felt ok on the course that we did, there wasn’t much time one to...
  7. I

    I don’t care if I die

    I want to die. if the opportunity came for me to die I wouldn’t fight it. I’d be happy that I would be dead.
  8. soulsearcher

    anyone else had enough of BPD?

    ive had enough with it, its just messing me up big time, i want to die, i so want to die :(
  9. soulsearcher

    i dont know why im still alive

    i want to die and i want to die really badly, i dont understand why god is testing me like this, im a sh*tty person who deserves nothing but death :low:
  10. vanish

    Yesterday's forgotten hero

    So yesterday while I was home alone with the animals all day, I harmed myself. I haven't done anything like that since I don't know when! I am not proud of what I did and while my method of harming is pretty much invisible to those who don't know what they are looking for (so I went undetected)...
  11. Lolli_Liability

    To some of the greatest friends old and new

    I'm sending my love to all of you for everything you have ever done I thought coming back in here would save me once again but I cannot do this I'm sorry to let you all down let again . I do it to often. But I very much need to die . I hurt to much and I'm to alone .
  12. E

    Hello, just registered

    I have been struggling with depression all my life. I'm in my middle age now. I found this site when I Googled, "I want to die but I don't want to commit suicide."
  13. K

    Probably going to kill myself

    I know this seems like a cry for attention but really its not. My 17 year old son committed suicide in june and since then, my life has spiralled out of control. I don't have a job and my partner is stressed at the whole supporting me thing. I thought I'd turned a corner last week and signed up...
  14. S

    Losing it

    :low: I'm just not coping. I hate this BPD and I hate my life. I'm in good physical health, I'm comfortable where money is concerned, I have a home and a good job but right now, I just want to die. My long-term partner is making life difficult, I'm terrified of failing at work (although I've...
  15. D

    im all genders and all sexualities

    somebody help! I want to die and i dont know what i indentify as
  16. M

    why does no one care that I self-harm/want to commit suicide

    so I've only signed up to this site to get my question answered so sorry if this breaks your rules or something. basically i'm depressed, have anxiety and have been suicidal for the best part of 9 months nowish i think? anyway, it was all bottled up for ages and then i just started telling my...
  17. Fairy Lucretia

    im leaving here permanently

    im leaving life something is very very wrong this used to be my home but i feel so apart from everyone soon i will be on my own i decided my birthday but i don't know if i can wait that long to die DON'T EMAIL OR MESSAGE ME ANYONE i love some of you still ,especially letmein and parayana...
  18. Fairy Lucretia

    It's time

    want to die
  19. B

    I think I may have OCD? Not sure. Help!

    I’ve been dealing with this for a few months, but I can’t help but actually ask about it. A lot of things I do, and decisions I make are based off of if I don’t pick this thing instead of that or if I don’t do this, then something bad will happen. My dog will die, my mom will die, my brother...
  20. L

    pretty sure I need help

    I should die.