deserves

  1. soulsearcher

    i dont know why im still alive

    i want to die and i want to die really badly, i dont understand why god is testing me like this, im a sh*tty person who deserves nothing but death :low:
  2. K

    Why cant i ever be as happy as i appear to be?

    I have had a pretty bad childhood that caused a long string of depression and it kept getting worse from being in an abusive 3 year relationship from 15-18 and loosing all of my friends because of him. When we split i had no one to help me and was very suicidal, i had to pick up the pieces of...
  3. G

    This is Making Me a Monster

    I have become a controlling, obsessive, demanding, paranoid girlfriend and anxiety and insecurity are tearing me apart and ruining one of the best things in my life. I question everything. Every. Single. Thing. Every time he even looks at his phone, I have a panic attack, my anxiety has...
  4. chesterking

    Anders Behring Breivik, Norway murderer, wins human rights case

    Anders Behring Breivik, Norway murderer, wins human rights case - BBC News Anders Behring Breivik, Norway murderer, wins human rights case Breivik had challenged the government over his solitary confinement, which saw him kept alone in his cell for 22 to 23 hours a day, denied contact with...
  5. M

    How do you do it? Why can't I?

    I'm sat here on a chair, on Christmas Day, with my two teddies next to me, at my parents yet all I can think about is the fact I just can't cope with life anymore. It all just goes on and on and on, for months at a time, getting worse as the days go along and each time these "episodes" go on...
  6. dubblemonkey

    the death of another

    ..it immediately feels safe and so what!? to be alive while another dies! ...and people are so self absorbed that a good man can die all alone my friend died and he was a good man ...he deserves to be thought about ...and I will do it
  7. A

    Stop Child Abuse

    Hi there, Today, I am going to share a real life horrible story with you all, so that you should also know how to stop child abuse. There is a family living near my neighborhood, I overheard many times the screams and shouts. I investigated deep down and got to know that the parents (Dad and...
  8. M

    I'm scared I'm not going to still be here when my pdoc gets back from leave..

    I'm scared I'm not going to still be here when my pdoc gets back from leave.. So as the title says I'm scared I'm not going to be alive by the time my pdoc gets back from leave. I'm scared, panicked and suicidal. Any other time he's taken leave I've had this weird loyalty to him that I...
  9. Lissylou

    Suicidal thoughts

    Once again I am back to square one in the abyss of depression. Its been 20yrs and I have tried so many therapies and medications, only to keep taking 6 steps forward and then 7 steps back. I feel so sorry for my 13 year old daughter, she deserves so much more than a mother like me! she has...
  10. megirl

    a&d helpline

    Yesterday i was feeling overwhelmed anxious and agitated. Anyway i rang the alcohol and drug helpline. As i had a bottle of wine saturday night and still feel bad about this well worse as i fell and hit my head and ended up in the ED having to have the laceration dealt with. Anyway the alcohol...
  11. P

    lack of confidence is making online dating really hard.

    Hello... well, I am doing online dating and tbh i just have no confidence. I feel ugly and useless.. and i know that the person deserves better than me. Its horrible feeling like this.. i have tried not to feel this way but its just so hard.
  12. M

    When things are tough-describe how you feel with a sentence...

    Hi all, I have closed the original thread in the chill out cafe and created two "describe how you feel with a sentence" threads. A new one in the chillout cafe and another in experiences. The aim of the chill out cafe has always been for some time out from mental health struggles and a bit...
  13. C

    Has anyone here

    tried 'running away'? If I stay here they will put my door in - my son. I have about a £1000 in my account. Don't know what to do. I want it ALL to end - but the son who WILL kick the door in does not deserve it. He deserves a mum who will be there for him, his partner and their future children
  14. chellbell

    Should i break up with my long suffering partner???

    Hey guys i need some advice! (again) I have been with my partner for almost 5 yrs, she was my best friend for 5yrs before we got together. She has seen the best and the worst of me and has always been there for me no matter what i do or say to her! (i have been damn right evil to her...
  15. bluenomore

    Are you the black sheep in your family?

    I am the primary black sheep, but my eldest sister deserves an honourable mention.
  16. Christopher

    Advice.

    I need to ask some advice of you lot, you're probably the only people who can give it! Before I was diagnosed, I was a bit of a nightmare, as am sure a lot of you can understand. There was one girl who I treated particularly badly - not only the ridiculous promiscuity, but flitting between...