depressions

  1. A

    Someone being so lonely in this world

    Hi, I am new to this forum. I came here because I feel so lonely each and every day. I suffer from depressions since I was 13 and I am 46 now. You can say I am an expert on the subject though I rather wish I was not.
  2. M

    Hi

    Hi, I´m 33 years old, and suffer from depressions, and had not such a good experience with doctors and the mental health care system of my country, yet. I turned out to be treatement resistant to anti depressants, which is quite heavy to get into people´s minds. I feel socially isolated, and...
  3. pepecat

    "Shoot the Damn Dog' author Sally Brampton dies

    Sally Brampton, journalist and writer, dies aged 60 - BBC News (contains suicide specifics) Of all the 'celebrity' deaths this year, this one has stunned me the most, though actually, I"m not massively surprised. I feel a bit 'hit by a truck' for a few reasons..... I didn't know Sally at all...
  4. S

    I put her to sleep

    She was crying in pain as she didn't like the needle the vet was putting in her arm. She eventually went under and then the final injection, which i didn't see, ended her little life my little baby. Her name was Baby, which is funny, but straight away from the litter she came over to me and lay...
  5. J

    Can anyone relate to disconnected?

    Hello, I am totally new to forums but really wanted to share my feelings to see if anyone can empathise or relate to what I am about to write. I am actually bipolar 1 and my most recent episode has lasted just over a year. I have had hardly any manias but mainly depressions and very psychotic...
  6. J

    Depression - disconnection to everything and everyone.

    Hello, I am totally new to forums but really wanted to share my feelings to see if anyone can empathise or relate to what I am about to write. I am actually bipolar 1 and my most recent episode has lasted just over a year. I have had hardly any manias but mainly depressions and very psychotic...
  7. E

    becoming agoraphobic

    I don't know if it is because I've been off work a while or because I've been so ill or because the world is overwhelming for someond like me. Maybe it's because I've done so many embarrassing things under the influence of mood states. It's probably all of those things. I'm new to this...
  8. S

    Having a bad time

    Haven't been here for a while but my depressions back worse this time my eating disorder and self harm are back know I need help but don't want to admit it what do I do?
  9. Monroe1980

    Moments of clarity

    In your deepest depressions do you ever get sudden moments of clarity? This morning I've felt COMPLETELY without hope. The most lost and hopeless I've felt for a while. As has been happening to me recently, I get this sudden feeling of clarity, a lightness, that everything I am feeling is not...
  10. A

    My Partner is 3 Months In to current bout, Trying to Help my loved one, what would you do?

    My Partner is 3 Months In to current bout, Trying to Help my loved one, what would you do? Hi Folks, Although i don't post on here often, the time i did, i greatly appreciated the help. In fact although it has been tough times, i'm trying to stay strong for my partner and help them through and...
  11. C

    so lonely feel so blue

    hey im having 1 of those days when you just need a hug . feels like i havent had an adult conversation in a life time , dont realy know what to do with mysen. trouble is its times like these that depressions slips back in. just wanna go out socialise be normal. sorry whinging
  12. Jelly

    Trying to be positive but feel dreadful

    I do feel dreadful, but i don't feel as dreadful as i did. I've applied for a full time degree for next September and i think this is what is upsetting me, that i won't be well enough even if i do get a place. I am trying to keep in mind there are still more medications to try and that i can see...
  13. Tropical

    Running on empty, how long does this keep happening for?

    I got out today, spent some time with others, laughed a bit even, ate, looked and listened and talked. I then felt the fuel tank running low and now i am empty- the solution is shut down. I'm now mute, curtains drawn and ear plugs in, fatigued. Does anyone else get like this? I never know if it...
  14. pentagram

    I need help understanding what is and is not OCD

    I saw something happen when I was 19 and I have a memory of what I saw happen nearly forty years ago. I have lived my life for all that time in accordance of that memory. That is, I believed it to be totally true, and it has caused endless depressions. I have just recently last year found out...
  15. C

    How low can the depressions go?

    How low can the depressions take you? Is it normal to feel like the worst person in the world? To convince yourself you're a tearable person etc. I feel like my brain is just remembering all the bad moments in my life. For the first time in my life, instead of being scared of death, I'm inviting it.
  16. L

    Recently diagnosed as a Bipolar II

    Hi everyone.I hope you are all fine and well today.I am 24 years old and i have the less severe form of Bipolar Disorder.I live in the US.Since i was 21, i had been having bouts of crippling depressions.They were so intense and overwhelming that i couldn't get out of bed.I had zero energy or...
  17. L

    :(

    sinking sinking need to drown depressions ass with anti d's
  18. jax

    I feel so lost

    I am struggling so much. I don't know where to turn. I feel so lost and ignored. I feel so sick and no one cares. I started back cutting and I have considered taking an overdose a number of times. I haven't overdosed in about 8-9 years. I just feel that I can't take anymore of this rapid...
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