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  1. J

    21years old and nothing to live for.

    I’m 21 and I’ve been diagnosed with depression for around 12 months now. I was on Sertraline (Zoloft) for approximately 4 months. I eventually stopped taking the tablets because of the side effects I was having. I’ve been socially isolated for 2 and a half years. During that time I’ve only...
  2. J

    feeling so down I cant eat

    I'm sorry if this post seems long or ranty, I just want to be able to put everything in words and maybe receive some advice. For the past few months, I have been having what feels like cycles of uncontrollable crying bouts, about every 4 days and they have been getting worse and worse as time...
  3. AEWDude


    Hey, everyone.i didn't post here first. So thought maybe I should introduce myself. My name is Paul. I'm here to find help and support. I have Depersonalisation disorder, severe anxiety and severe depression. All of which has started only last November. I've always had OCD and mild problems but...
  4. AEWDude

    New member with Depersonalisation disorder. Help.

    Hey, everyone. I have been suffering with Depersonalisation disorder since the back end of last November, so almost a year. Aswell as that I've developed major depression disorder and severe anxiety. I'm completely different to what I used to be like. I'm currently on fluoxetine, which is I...
  5. C

    Why do I have episodes of convulsion when feeling overwhelmed by feeling?

    I’m 19 and I struggle with anxiety and depression but certain changes in life have always affected me very deeply. For instance I always remember having these particular episodes. When I was younger my mum changed my bedroom round and my mum said i had what was called a tantrum but I had this...
  6. R

    I never can relax and be happy.

    I wake up with worrying and go to bed worrying. I can’t take it anymore. I suffer from agoraphobia and social anxiety. I’m mostly inside my house and the only time I go outside is when I take a walk and always feel panic. Because my social anxiety I feel completely isolated and detached from the...
  7. C

    Petrified my boyfriend will commit suicide

    Hi there, thank you for your time. I’m extremely worried about my boyfriend and our relationship. We’ve been together for 4 months now and in that time his depression and anxiety has gotten so much worse no matter how much I try to support him. He says there’s no point in him staying alive and...
  8. Raindance74

    Valium + Wellbutrin (bad idea?)

    Hey everyone. I'm a 44 yr old male who just completed 28 days in rehab for alcoholism/benzo abuse. It was pure hell at first but luckily i was able to find a dr thats helping me taper from the benzos using Valium after cutting me off cold turkey in rehab (i almost went into a full blown sychosis...
  9. J

    Coming off Mirtazapine

    Hi all, I am trying to come off 45mg of Mirtazapine, due to aggression, and warped thoughts. Does anybody know of any drugs that i can take to help me to come off Mirtazapine gradually? I have previously attempted to come off Mirtazapine by going down to 37.5mg of Mirtazapine unfortunately i...
  10. D

    Young woman who’s dealt with bullying my whole life. Who is the issue?

    I want to understand why I always end up attracting drama with people. While people may say I’m the issue, I don’t think I am. I’m very quiet and only speak when spoken to. In HS, middle school, work, college etc, I have been around all types of people. There’s always one person that dislikes me...
  11. K

    Excessive body hair is wearing me down

    Hi, I have excessive body hair everywhere and that isn’t an exaggeration! I have it on my feet, my neck, my chest, my stomach, my back, my chin, sideburns, arms and bottom and it’s very dark and course. This only appeared about 2 years ago and is getting worse and worse. I’ve managed to keep...
  12. O

    understanding mental health

    Good Afternoon people my name is Obie for the sake of anonymity.I am a 26-year-old male who throughout my life has had 3 open-heart surgeries, flatlined 11 times and have epilepsy and asthma and after all that have no mental health issues. Now my Brother who grew up with no medical issues went...
  13. T

    I feel emotionally numb and useless

    Hello. My name is Anthony. Last year I was in an emotionally abusive relationship that left me feeling completely helpless. I was constantly manipulated and put down, but I stayed in the relationship because I was more afraid of being alone then moving forward. I was always doing something wrong...
  14. S

    Looking for people to talk to

    Hi, I’m Em and I suffer from severe anxiety and depression. I’m a student at the moment and feeling like this makes succeeding so hard. It fluctuates as I imagine it does for most but right now it is making living so exhausting. I feel like there is nobody in my life I can talk to and wondered...
  15. C

    I just realized i had severe anxiety

    Not only do i have very bad depression to the point to where it's everyday i wanna kill myself at some point i realized that i actually have bad anxiety. I haven't left my house and been social for almost 2 fucking years. i don't hangout much, i don't have friends anymore. i don't talk to...
  16. T

    My Story

    Hi. I'm a boy and I'm currently 19 years old. I've been shy and quiet my whole life so it takes really long for me to trust people and make friends. I get nervous along with strange people. I remember lying to my friends that I can't come to play mostly just because I wanted to be alone, by...
  17. Nirvana2991

    Verging on breaking point

    God today has been terrible full of paranoia and depression futhermore best of all my family are now being off with me all beaucse of Saturday I cannot help the fact I got sectioned under 136 and having soical services involved I didn't want them involved would anybody know why they are getting...
  18. S

    Almost 40 and self harming

    Anyone else start self harming after the age of 30? I've had diagnosed depression since I was 14 but never harmed myself until I was 38. Now I'm a few months shy of 40 and I can't stop. I see a psychiatrist and therapist. I know why I'm doing it, but I just think I deserve the pain.
  19. C

    i think my depression and isolation made me abusive and apathetic.

    so...a lot friends of have been cutting me off, i've been cutting a lot of people off. a lot ex friends of mine criticize me for being abusive. saying things like "you keep threatening suicide and blowing up my phone" "you're manipulative" "all i wanted to do was be your friend and you just...
  20. C

    I don’t like being painted as an evil person (RANT)

    Okay so like. I’m not gonna lie, I do have some mental issues with my depression. I tend to ruin people’s lives who hurt me. And I searched up “I like ruining people’s lives” on google and a bunch of shit popped up that said how to “avoid hcp, borderlines and narcissists” I don’t like being...