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  1. daffy

    Should I tell my CPN

    Hi there have not been on the forum for a long time as I’ve been stable for a number of years but have just kept on browsing. Sorry for the long post. However 18 months ago my lovely partner died from cancer. I was on quetiapine duloxitine and mitazipine and I felt nothing. My body was totally...
  2. L

    Paranoia after venlafaxine withdrawal

    Last July I decided to stop venlafaxine 75mg cold turkey, at the time I wasnt doing very well and decided I needed to do something about it. For the first 2 months of withdrawal it was the usual head rushes brain zaps etc. The last 2 months I have become extremely paranoid especially in my...
  3. J

    I suffer from severe depression HELP!!

    Hi guys I am new to this whole forum malarcy I don't feel like I can go through therapy so a friend recommend this so here I go. I have suffered depression for the last five years in silence I suppose it all started when I lost an ex girlfriend at that time it was only mild( hell u wish I could...
  4. A

    Where to go from here..

    This is my first post, hello to everyone! I'm in a bit of a pickle, I'm wondering if anyone else has been in the same shoes or a similar situation and how they dealt with it. I started my present job around 2 years ago working in a position with computers - I purposely chose this path as I...
  5. C

    Hello, high five from crazychaos!

    Been a lurker for a while, so decided it was time to sign up and say hello! Hellloooooo :hug1:
  6. S

    Alcohol problem

    I'm not an alcoholic as such but I have been drinking every night for years and have become seriously obese because of this. In May I decided enough was enough, cut down the alcohol, got a turbo trainer for my neglected bike and set about loosing weight. I have lost 1.5 stones, lost 10" off my...
  7. Zardos

    A New Approach

    I woke up this morning about 6am to an extreme attack of anxiety... I was freaking out so bad I was seriously considering going to see my Gp... But when 8 o'clock came I decided to go to the shop first... All I got was four bottles of Coke.. I didn't need to buy anything else, the freezer still...
  8. C

    New Here, so I wrote a novel =)

    Hey everyone, here's a bit about me....it's kinda long but I've been holding this in for almost 20 years....so here goes..... I was diagnosed BPD in 2000 while in the military, but once I was discharged, many of the symptoms receded and didn't show themselves for several years, except for the...
  9. B

    I can't take the pain of existance anymore.

    I can't take the pain of existance anymore. EVERY single person I have EVER cared about has abandoned me. I will NEVER find any new friends. My ONLY dream in life is dead. I have literally nothing to live for.
  10. R

    Hello

    My name is Richard, thank you for welcoming me to the forum. I'm a middle-aged (54 to be exact) husband and father and I'm lucky enough to be in a happy, stable home. I actually have very few issues, I'm generally a happy, successful and basically healthy person. I decided to join the forum...
  11. modem

    I am going to commit suicide

    Hey, In a few months from now I will commit my suicide. I decided it quite a few months back. My voices have been up to persecuting and doing threat of tortures to me. The tortures, including physical pain, is real, and they do it. I think in 2017 I have been tortured something like 1time...
  12. Zardos

    OD'ed Today

    I decided last night that i wouldn't go out today.. I'm a bit of an obsessive.. So i have stock piles of everything.. i went to bed early-ish last night.. And woke up early this morning i put the heating on and then went back to bed for half an hour.. To give the flat time to warm up. When i...
  13. N

    My First Post!

    Hello All This is my first post. I am really seeking advice, comments or feedback. Anything really? I have been/was dating my work colleague for six months. He is highly sensitive. Extremely to the point. If you say something or do something even by accident, he will remember it and hold it...
  14. fazza

    Med free as of 1st of october

    Well Thats it I am done. I decided that after the clozapine situation that I went through earlier this year I decided against switching to aripirazole. I am now med free and so far feelingfine although a little irratated at times. My c.p.n is off sick again 6th time this year and i am not...
  15. T

    I'll try to keep this short. :p (Didn't know where to post this)

    Pretty much since 2010 I've been repeating positive phrases in my mind. It started off simply because I had low self esteem, I one day decided to start repeating phrases like "You're good at this," over and over again to see if anything would change. I found that after doing so, I became more...
  16. L

    Do you ever heard Self doubt?

    Did you ever have any self doubt? Have you ever feel that everything you do are mistakes and having a bad impact to other people (even if you don't know them) then you realise that's the only thing you can do in life so you decided to do nothing ever since? If so, did you manage to get out? How...
  17. niedos

    Hello! I hit rock bottom!

    Greetings to all members! I've just decided to create an account here. First things first im not an native english user so my writting can (and its going to) be incorrect and have lots of mistakes and im apologizing for this. I'm 24yo male who lives in Poland. I have problems with myself from...
  18. S

    Love - and sometimes not love

    Feeling a bit insecure here, so i decided to share my story and maybe get some feedback from you guys :) So. I met the woman of my life. We were crazy in love for over a year. Never tried anything like it. I'd say we had this Romeo & Juliet-only-in-books-and-films- kinda love. The first look...
  19. F

    Hello Everyone

    Hello everyone I been on this form for awhile but forgot to remember my screen name and password and decided to get this name. I have serious issues that I need help with.
  20. L

    Hi I'm new here

    Hi everyone I'm new tonight and life has been rather emotionally challenging for a long time . Im a single parent , two of my kids are doing great at university and school, my son has decided in his teenage wisdom to live with his alcoholic abusive father despite my unsuccessful...