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  1. B

    Can anyone relate?

    Does anyone hear feel shame over self injury scars? I absolutely hate them and go to great lengths to cover them. Very few people know about it and I just wished I never started. Now I am stuck with permanent reminders of past self harm and it really bothers me. I'm scared of getting tattoos...
  2. E

    Hello

    Hello everyone, I've decided to join this forum because I find myself needing a place of support and venting (appropriately). I'm overseas and contact with friends and family is fairly difficult. Even though I have internet, it gets slow and most of the time when I reach out to people, it...
  3. A

    seasonal affective disorder but in reverse

    i was wondering if anyone has heard of this, but the other way around? in sted of being depressed during winter, it's summertime you're depressed? i swear i have this (since i feel really depressed during summertime) but also constantly trying to work out if it has something to do with my...
  4. G

    I don't know what is wrong with me.

    I know I must have some sort of mental illness, but I feel like I don't really fall into any of the direct categories. I sometimes get extremely anxious and feel awful and I have to go sprint until I can't breathe anymore and then collapse in the shower or curse as loud as I possibly can and...
  5. H

    Withdrawal symptoms effexor xr and ocd?

    Been on Effexor XR 150mg for years up until a month ago when I weened off for 2 weeks (each week half the previous dose), then completely off the drug. That is by doctor advise. I never really suffered from OCD, though did have a really minor OCD symptoms. I started taking the drug for...
  6. B

    when you find your school bully is STILL badmouthing you to this day

    found on facebook that the kids who didnt like me back in school (we are talking at least seven years now) are still saying unkind things about me on old school photos about how Im a dosser, a ****head, a perv and all sorts of vulgar remarks and having a laugh amongst themselves. One of them...
  7. P

    Anyone?

    So im having these really huge problem with my intrusive thoughts. they get me so distressed and when I try to be positive on what I was before these thoughts came and how I wanna get back to it my mind tells me that what If you're just forcing it now what if you're not like that anymore and...
  8. LoneKnight

    no one understands

    no one understands me like i can sit there understand them but no one ever understands me im getting tired of it everywhere i go people just look like me since im a real guy i dont like to play the game i like being a nice and real dude for some reason that bothers people like what the fuck am i...
  9. N

    New very lonely member

    I'm new to all this so hope I manage to post this correctly, I feel so alone at the moment have been suffering with mental health for about 21 yrs now. I'm getting to the point I don't know how much more I can take as soon as I think I'm doing ok then bang I'm back where I started again, it take...
  10. K

    I'm going to be 30 and I think I'm having a midlife crisis already....

    I honestly think I'm suffering a midlife crisis even before I'm 30. The main reasons that I think this are I really have nothing to show what I've done in my life, I am stuck living on welfare checks and have no paying job, I dropped out of college, I have no friends, and I can't get anyone to...
  11. M

    ?

    Am I actully mentaly Ill? it's hard to say without a proper diagnosis, I know what I feel and what i've said on here is true... and I self harm quite regularly I also think about death a lot... but sometimes I feel like I dunno that i'm not but I think I am? if you get me. also Is thinking...
  12. T

    Not sure what to do now

    Asked to self discharge as CMHT can't offer me what I need and aren't providing me with support only from duty who know virtually nothing about me (or pretend not to) Anyway was told that discharge not happening and they want me to continue to see them! Why I am not sure as I only see a pdoc...
  13. Pierrot

    Summertime Hiding time

    I love the summer, but I can't really enjoy it, having to cover my scars all the time (arms and legs):redface: Combined with the girlish boy/boyish girl look I have:(, it doesn't make it easy feeling comfortable and relaxed outside during summertime. So I stay inside a lot and when I go outside...
  14. Komedian

    I want to quit a website, but what if people still think I go there?

    I've been trying to quit visiting a certain forum for a while now, and I've considerably decreased the amount of time I've spent there. The probably is when I visit, I noticed a person thought I was still present under a different account, and honestly it kind of bothers me. I messaged him...
  15. T

    I hate myself

    I must do. Why does it bother me so much what a certain few people think of me? It's only a certain few and changes over the years, my GP, a friend of 25yrs (ever since I've known him it's bothered me), and now a member of this forum. It bothers me and bothers me. Eventually I question any...
  16. G

    why does alcohol bother me?

    Hello all- Sorry if this is in the wrong section. I have something that bothers me and has for some time now. Growing up my parents never really drank, we never had alcohol in our house, actually i cant remember them ever drinking. As i got older i remember seeing like maybe a wine bottle or a...
  17. J

    Does anybody else feel like this...?

    Ok so im a carer and also apparently a partner only my girlfriend dissociates so i might as well be alone. I try really hard to understand, ive attended groups, searched for information and even drawn up charts so she can moniter and recognise changes in her behaviour and modify it...