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  1. B

    Hello

    Hi I'm a 65 year old lady who has pretty much given up hope right now. Tired of fighting everyday just to survive for another day. Not sure why I'm still bothering. Just need to know I'm not alone
  2. B

    What do you do for stomach pain?

    Ive had stomach pain for over 12 hours now, which i never get, i just woke up with stomach pain and its been bothering me all day, but it does feel like its getting better.
  3. S

    mental madness

    so just been to my doctor to ask to see a psychiatrist for a possible diagnosis and it didn't go well. he said that not only did he feel that I have no psychological disorder but that he also didn't feel that I had depression. :scratch: I've attempted suicide, I take medication, I have had break...
  4. A

    Anxiety, OCD, overthinking.. Or nothing?

    Ever since I was in high school I would double.. Well okay more than double check what I did in class to make sure I had no homework. Throughout the day I would go through each class, even if it was a class we never have homework in, and say to myself "okay 1st period.. Just read that book, no...
  5. H

    No where else to turn

    I don't really know where to start, it's taken me 3 day to work the nerve to post. I'm a 37 year old mother of 4. I've never been diagnosed with depression, but have been pretty sure it's what I suffer from for a long time now. I've always had my UP's and downs but the past six months have been...
  6. B

    I'm going to be jailed if this doesn't stop getting this bad.

    The police aren't watching me or anything, but my anger gets so terrible sometimes that it takes every little bit of willpower that's left in me when I black out in anger to keep from physically assaulting my own family. Specifically, my mother. I've posted about this before, but I'll say it...
  7. C

    I failed myself again

    Part of the reason I lost my children is that I am a self harmer, I have been a self harmer for almost 40 years but it seems suddenly this is a problem even though my children didn't know I was a self harmer. I managed to stop myself from self harming for well over 4 weeks in the hopes of...
  8. P

    Dealing with "ocd and signs" Please read.

    Hi guys, it's been a while since I've posted on here but I felt like talking about a topic I have been having a lot of trouble with and maybe some of you might also. I've been dealing with ocd for almost 8 months now which includes a topic like hocd, and honestly it had gotten better but...
  9. M

    Completely lost.

    I'm not sure what to do anymore. :( I'm so confused and lost. I'm so depressed that all I can do is just lay in bed, drowned in my thoughts. And no matter how hard I convince myself to do something else, I just can't. I feel so aggressive and distressed at the same time. I'm having these...
  10. MagicJay

    Suffering with unpleasant dreams/nightmares

    So I'm still finding it hard to sleep and for the last few weeks I don't want say nightmare because to other people they may seem stupid but very unpleasant dreams for me. I'm still trying to get over my ex, we split up 5 months ago but she is what my dreams are based around, this is the part...
  11. S

    Constantly pushing

    I am in a relationship with a girl. Who is absolutely amazing. She's gorgeous and her personality is unbelievable. But my self doubt is pushing her away. I constantly make her feel like she's in the wrong when she's not. I accuse her of things I know she isn't doing. And now she wants me to...
  12. M

    Won't accept help

    I have got a wound on my stomach I was having thre district nurse come out and dress it but I have stopped that now because I don't want to be accused of bothering them or wasting their time or them saying I don't need them you can do it yourself that's why I have cancelled them and that's why I...
  13. K

    I've started talking to another person online....

    And honestly I am terrified that this person will stop talking to me after two weeks as usual and I will continue being alone for my entire life. I know that I can't continue living my life this way any more but every single time I meet someone and form some sort of relationship with them, they...
  14. M

    Depression

    I am seeing my psychiatrist this week I don't know why I am bothering to go he has already decided about me that I am self destructive and attention seeking my psychiatrist and my mental health could have the meeting without me I reckon I have gotten worse over the last six months but I won't...
  15. moyet

    clocks going forward sent me into a spin

    Has anyone else struggled with the clocks going forward today? I've felt all rushed and anxious as the day's gone on. I've nowhere to be and no deadlines but it's now 8.30pm and I'm all agitated. It's getting worse as the day goes on. I mean What the hell?! Can I not handle the simplest of...
  16. J

    Hi there

    My name's Josh. I'm looking for help but I'm extremely nervous about it at the same time. I have a series of problems that have made me into a person that I know isn't right. I'm confused almost all the time. If I'm bothering anybody on here then please let me know... I do want to talk...
  17. Unique1

    Is it me or is it them .....

    I had a bad episode of depression around 18 months ago. Since then I have cut a lot of people out of my life, I fear they will judge or ridicule me, or try to bully me into the 'snap out of it' thing..I am aware that due to my feelings I can be over sensitive to situations. The thing is I...
  18. W

    What's next...

    I've suffered with aniexty and depression for quite a while now and about a year ago I finally asked for help that didn't involve the medication I was already taken. I've since had three assessments at a local mental health hospital and they have decided they won't be offering me any help. I...
  19. anouska

    I just want to walk away

    I've no problem with my own family (partner & kids) it's just that I feel that I need space. Space on my own. Every noise is bothering me and my mind won't stop racing right now. Things went wrong over Christmas, it's to do with my brother but it's brought back a lot of memories because...
  20. P

    frustration.. rant.

    since my Nana's death my uncle (he lived with my nana) has been in a deep depression. He was put on AD's straight away by the doctor which i completely disagree with as he is grieving therefore there is a reason for his sadness. anyways, that is just my opinion. the thing that is bothering me is...