bordeline personality

  1. M

    BPD or PTSD?

    I am 33 yo female mother of 3 and am scared to hell because last week psychiatrist who saw me gave me 7 diagnosis which led me to COMPLETE breakdown. I told him my 20 year old history of mental issues but I dont have most of them any more. As 5-6 yo kid I suffered emotional abuse - my dad which...
  2. Lottielove89

    Looking to make friends with bpd

    Hi, I’m new here. My whole life I’ve felt alone, like home isn’t really home for me. I was diagnosed with bpd a few years ago along with suffering with anxiety, depression and ocd since 11 years old. I’m now 29 and am bored of feeling alone, I have people, family, but no one really gets me...
  3. F

    How to help my boyfriend with BPD feel loved?

    Hey! First time poster here, so sorry if the formatting is weird or I’m not doing a kind of forum-tradition. To start off, I do not have BPD, my boyfriend does. I love him very, very much, and want him to be aware of this. However, he struggles to believe it, and we are both searching for a way...
  4. A

    My take on my own BPD experiances

    Hi all I am new here and just wanted to post a link to my facebook page. I have created it to show my perspective of BPD and how it affects me. Comments and feedback are more than welcome. If I can help someone or bring a better understanding to BPD then that would be awesome. Thanks for reading...
  5. melonino

    Any BPD / General Mental Health artists or illustrators here?

    Hi, I was wondering if there's anyone where who dedicates their time to draw or illustrate about their mental illness, I'm genuinly interested, since as I work full time as a graphic designer and illustrator. Because of that, part of my bpd therapy is drawing about my feelings or my mental state...
  6. CherryBlack

    Hey, I'm New.

    Hey, I'm a twenty-two-year-old girl from Canada (you can call me Cherry or CherryBlack if you wish) and, well, I'm trying my best. I've always struggled with mental health, even as a kid. I'm not really sure if it's hereditary or if it's environmental or if it's some weird mixture of both. My...
  7. N

    I'm losing my wife and kids! HELP!

    I have been married for 4 and a half years. I adopted my wife's two boys. I lied on the initial date about my life, my history, etc. I continued to lie throughout our marriage of telling "tall tales". I'm EXTREMELY jealous of her history to where I can't even deal with with herreminiscing around...
  8. E

    Telling a teacher that your mental health is getting in the way

    How can you tell a teacher that your mental health is getting in the way of your studies without implicitly saying so or looking like you're looking for special treatment? I'm a university student and I have failed two of my mid-terms. One terribly so, and I want to ask her if there's a way I...
  9. D

    If you think I deserve it, may you help me?

    Hi all, I am 24 years old, male. Architecture student. And I have been suffering for more than 3 years. I have been diagnosed with so many illnesses that I was confused in which forum I should post this thread. But it is mainly connected with depression so let it be depression. Some of these...
  10. M

    Not wanting to be okay/ Fear of recovery

    I find it hard to describe what I've been feeling recently and taking about it makes me feel really ashamed - but I can't tolerate being okay. I was diagnosed with BPD a few months ago and August and September were two of the most difficult months of my life, with me feeling depressed, empty and...
  11. L

    How likely is that a second episode will happen?

    Can a woman, my sister, who had only one schizophrenic episode due to marijuana abuse (early 20s) accompained by a suicide attempt and diagnose of bipolar when discharged from psychiatric hospital, lead a normal life without any treatment AT ALL since? She suffed childhood traumas, today 35...
  12. T

    BPD new here and having a tough time

    Mom passed last month .. feeling rough bout that as I’d not spoke to her for nearly two months prior to her emergency hospital admnittance. Also just had an explosive wknd where I have verbally attacked and lost 3 friends in one evening .. struggle to hold onto people .. feeling fragile drinking...
  13. S

    Identity and frequent name changes - HELP

    Hi, I'm just wanting to express something with regards to identity. I've legally changed my name around 8 times - I've lost count in all honesty! I am estranged from my family due to narcissistic abuse, and lately I've been feeling this sort of itch to change my name again. I am desperately...
  14. L

    Do I have BPD?

    I'm not sure if this is the correct place to post this, I sincerely apologize if not. I need some guidance to find out what the hell is wrong with me. I don't understand. I can't go see a doctor or even a therapist due to my social anxiety. It would bother me far too much, so I am hoping this...
  15. alegi

    Questioning BPD

    I've been questioning if I have BPD, as I meet the criteria for being diagnosed and have been noticing my rapid mood swings and turmoil in relationships. I know it's not bipolar disorder because of the length of my mood swings (shorter in comparison) and I have been extremely panicked over...
  16. S

    Why have I been diagnosed with BPD?

    I have recently changed psychiatrists and have suddenly been given a new diagnosis. Previously, I had a diagnosis of depression, social anxiety and an eating disorder. Also self harming tendencies and low self esteem. Since moving to a new psych, he has 'connected the dots' and come up with...
  17. BlueBerry

    I think I have BPD?

    Hey all! :clap: I've been a creepy lurker on these forums for a good few 3 or 4 months now ever since I started to feel like I had some mental issues. I always used to feel like I had some kind of depression ever since I was about 16 or so (I'm 23 now), but I never sought any help for it...
  18. S

    BPD, Heroin and suicide sonata

    The initial withdrawal symptoms are starting to dissipate, the physical elements, sweating ,nausea and restlessness. I still have headaches, muscle aches and trouble sleeping, but overall I have no desire to use again just to forgo any more symptoms, I am resolute in being clean for at least two...
  19. C

    tired of fighting this

    So done with this, i wake up in the morning with the most optimistic attitude. I can either sink or swim, and of course when you open your eyes, you chose swim. But somewhere along the day i seem to remember its not the way i choose to fucking look at things, approach things, because if i had a...