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  1. L

    Unwilling to live & too coward to die

    I began feeling depressed at the age of 15. However, I would not have identified what I felt back then as depression and in no way it is comparable to how I feel now at the age of 19. Presently, my life is reduced to video games, large amounts of marijuana and pills. Through these 3 I manage to...
  2. K

    Hi, my name is Jordan and I have an anxiety disorder.

    I'm 29 years old. Medical student and had my first panic attack one week ago while smoking weed. I don't use weed usually, I just smoke with one friend that lives kms away from where I spend most of my year. Let's say that I join him into it every 3 or 4 months. Well, thing is I smoked and a...
  3. T

    Boyfriend Possible Schizophrenia

    So I began dating my friend/coworker about a month ago. He has always had a crush on me since he began working with me six months ago. Everything was great. Our chemistry was amazing. We had a beautiful connection. We even jumped ahead and began saying “let’s go elope”. Literally one day, out of...
  4. A

    Have I had undiagnosed psychosis for years?

    This lasted about 7 years, thereabouts, so I will be summarising the events as much as much as possible. And these will be in a random order as I have no idea where one started and the other ended. I look back on it now and it feels like a dream, like it wasn’t real. It’s crazy. Year 7 (age...
  5. K

    I think I have a depression.

    After watching a video with prof. Sapolsky from Stanford about a depression, an unfortunate realization came to me. First thing first, I began to analyze if it is really so as it seems. And I think it is. Not just because of the symptoms (I even began to have a mood swings), but because of this...
  6. S

    more info about voices and "weird unexplainable stuff"...

    I created a page on f...book with the title 'Targeted individuals and psychotronics'. If someone wants to join it's there. If someone is interested in creating something out of f...book - so it's available to everyone without registering there, let me know. One of such post is here; how one...
  7. Not_Crazy_Yet

    A break from meds

    Over the past few months I haven't been... Adhering.. let's say to my treatment plan as well as my care team would like. Before I was approved for and began receiving disability benefits i had to survive by selling my blood plasma, which requires that you aren't heavily medicated. So I may or...
  8. W

    I could use some help with my daughter

    Hi. I'm new here and just kind of desperate for help. My daughter who has recently been diagnosed with both severe Social Anxiety Disorder, and severe General Anxiety Disorder lives in our basement with her husband and four children. They have lived in our home since 2013, right after my wife...
  9. D

    Irrational fear that I've impregnated a girl

    I'm scared I got a girl pregnant. I hung out with this girl in January, we went out and drank then we were going to go our own way but before we wemt our separate ways she invited me into her car to talk a while longer and long story short we began to mess around a bit. She began to give me oral...
  10. P

    domino effect as my life falls apart

    This will be long. Iv suffered depression for 32 years im 45. I live on my own but my 2 kids spend weekends with me. I have no other family. I am dyslexic and developed adhd as a child. Abused by the school . Violent Alcholic parent. Trouble with police etc etc etc 8 years ago i had a breakdown...
  11. A

    Help me

    Hi everyone, I never thought I'd end up writing in a depression and anxiety forum so here goes. I first noticed my anxiety around 6 months ago, I would get a log of arm and leg pain/tension and would feel really uptight.. after lots of googling and researching I found I was anxious and suffering...
  12. B

    is it me?

    Hi everyone, this is my first time posting so this may be a bit long winded as i havent had anyone to talk to about my issues in a long while. I have been battling depression for the past 3 years on and off but mostly on. In 2013 we were blessed with beautifull identical twin daughters, after...
  13. S

    I quit my job

    Hi, I am new to this forum, looking for some help/advice really. At 27 years of age I have struggled with my mental health for many years. It probably all started when I was around 10 when my parents separated. Growing up I felt as though I had a fairly normal childhood despite my parents...
  14. L

    Confused!

    Hi, I'm new to all this and could really benefit from some advice! I'll give you a quick run down of my situation and see what you think! I was with my boyfriend for nearly seven years, during which time I often felt he had some sort of mental health issues. However, the last six months have...
  15. B

    Fixation

    Hi all. I need some help. I know this sounds really lame, but I've become fixated with a woman at work. The really odd thing is that I don't Want a romantic relationship with her I just want to be the sort of friends that can go out for coffee etc. Besides, both of us are in stable...
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    Violent Intrusive Thoughts

    I registered here for one reason. It's to inquire into an issue that I can't cope with alone, it seems, despite grounded reasoning I can't seem to completely overcome these thoughts. I'll begin an intro. I've been D/x'd with OCD for more than 10 years. I've experienced numerous symptoms from...
  17. B

    Really bad fall out with best friend due to depression, don't know what to do

    Really bad fall out with best friend due to depression, don't know what to do I began having dark and unpleasant feelings about myself last November and it began through me feeling inferior to everyone else. This then lead to me thinking my friends were getting sick and tired of my depression...
  18. B

    Should I go to a GP?

    Just posting this because I am at a loss and I don’t understand. Had a bad time last night and got very panicky and anxious, I spoke to my boyfriend about it and he said I should go to a GP or talk to someone, so sorry if this is really long winded but it has been building up in my head for a...
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    Third dimensional explanations of the source dimension.

    This is how strange the source dimension is. Nothing comes into being there, the opposite of our dimension where everything comes into being. Conscious entities live there. Were they born, no, were they created, no, did they begin, nope. As a third dimensional entity i cannot see it. How...
  20. A

    COLLEGE BURNOUT DEPRESSION. Please help :(

    Hello, I am looking for any help I can get right now. For the past 6 months I have been really depressed and I have lost motivation for all aspects of my life. I am a college student, and for the past three years I have been putting so much stress on myself to get good grades. By that, I mean...