bad thoughts

  1. whiteflags330

    Numb

    I feel numb. Like anything could happen and I don't care. I've been having bad thoughts and isolating myself. I've been posting subtle hints, but I'm sure who I can talk too.
  2. L

    Feeling like you don't deserve what you have

    So I've had this unrelenting thought in my head for a while now and I think it's a major cause of my depression (or vice versa). There's a nagging feeling like nothing good that I have or may have in the future is something I deserve. Anytime I get up from my depression couch and take a breath...
  3. L

    Hello, I'm looking for a place to express my inner struggles.

    Hey. There isn't much interesting about me. I love writing, playing video games, and watching anime. I'm a cynical person and I love cynical humor but I always try not to hurt anyone. Right now things have gotten rough in life and I've slowly felt myself falling back into depression. I'm hoping...
  4. E

    I am an attention seeker and I lie to myself.

    Hello, My name is Ana and I want to know what is wrong with me. I have a lot of harming thoughts that I can't control. I think I fake mental illness to myself, but I didn't self-diagnose. I just constantly tell myself that I might have problems and I exaggerate symptoms to myself. I'm...
  5. T

    Thoughts of murder! Help! *Trigger warning*

    A few weeks ago i had a dream about killing my best friends rapist in various different ways. Now i keep having dreams and fantasies of what it would be like to kill someone. I know it is wrong and i dont want to act upon my thoughts but i am scared that these thoughts could progress into future...
  6. T

    Feeling more depressed as time goes.

    My depression is ruining my life. My doctor has suggested I find a forum to bounce ideas off of. What are some real ways to help my mood that aren't on the Internet? I feel terrible more often than not. My wife is getting her dream job. But I can't muster a happy face for her. I feel helplessly...
  7. A

    what's wrong with me

    Hello, I'm not sure wich forum to post in because I don't know what all is wrong with me,so I figured I'd start here. I don't have the money to see a psychologist now, so I'm down to this to try and vent and figure out what's going on with me. I'm 35 years old and I live with my elderly...
  8. FluffyMuffins230

    Help?

    [I wasn't sure if this should go here, forgive me if it's in the wrong place] This week I've been feeling alright, but I just want to address something with everyone. For awhile now I've been having bad thoughts and I hate it. It's not really the kind of, 'Oh I'm going to hurt myself or commit...