assaulted

  1. L

    Is it possible to have been assaulted as a child and not remember it?

    I displayed inappropriate behaviors as a child that I don't know the reason for. I was masturbating at 7, obsessed with all things "dirty", and I kept this all to myself except for a friend that I found out years later was assaulted by her father. I'm mostly accusing my mother. I don't remember...
  2. A

    Visit back home was also being back in the area where my fathers friend who sexually assaulted me as a ten year old lived

    Visit back home was also being back in the area where my fathers friend who sexually assaulted me as a ten year old lived I have got back from visiting my parents today. Whilst i was there i was in the area where my fathers friend and wife live/lived (he is dead now) I had a pleasant time all...
  3. A

    Annoyed

    I am angry at my Father who told the man who sexually assaulted me (who was also his friend) how i was doing in my life and what was happening with me. I felt sick every time he told him anything even when i was doing better and had moved away from home when my medication was being reduced as...
  4. A

    I was sexually assaulted then years later the abuser developed Dementia

    I was sexually assaulted then years later the abuser developed Dementia I was sexually assaulted by my fathers friend when we were both visiting his house.He lived with his wife and the assault took place when my father went out of the room to help his wife with something. A (this was my...
  5. A

    Anger

    I feel angry. I need to tell Wendy that her husband sexually assaulted me and how it had affected me to this day as a adult in their mid twenties. Even after he sexually assaulted me presents from them would be sent at Christmas. I couldn't never really accept or respond as you would normally...
  6. P

    Trust Issues

    I feel like giving up on finding someone to have a relationship with. I have found a lot of amazing guys that would have worked out well, but when it got to be serious I choked and ran away. In my mind I justify running away by telling myself that nothing lasts. That people are always ultimately...
  7. The-Tiger-Thief

    Sexual Assault **Trigger Warning**

    I really need to get this off my chest... So, a couple of weeks ago my grandfather had a really bad stroke. It's been a really difficult time for everyone, and unfortunately I managed to get into a pretty bad fight with my only male cousin. All I did was ask him on Facebook for a few photos to...
  8. B

    priority homeseeker, reasonable preference with mental health

    Hey everyone. I have been on the housing list for over a year now. I've started bidding for one bedroom flats. I have been classed as a priority home seeker with reasonable preference. Does the reasonable preference, mean that it will be very rare that i will actually be housed? The council...
  9. RainbowHeartz

    WHY trigger warning

    why did I choose the name Isabella...... judazz was just fine Isabella is too girly.... I don't feel masculine or feminine meh, not like anyone understands don't want to be apart of life anymore so why worry about a stupid name anyways, its just a dumb username. why did I have to be raped or...
  10. M

    Help needed

    Hi, I'm a new member and although i do have a severe anxiety disorder myself i'm posting in the hope of getting some advice re my daughter as our family is floundering. It is quite complex but i'm desperately hoping someone has some advice as to any direction we can take. She used to take...
  11. queenpink

    i was suicidal

    Yesterday i was suicidal and friday after the court case.I was sexually assaulted last year and the case was on friday.He got off because they said i could have hallucinated the attack...i didnt!!!!They didnt convict him because of my mental heal health.Im fuming.fuck the justice system.He...
  12. S

    Excluded from school

    Watching this program on BBC3 about children excluded from school and this place called the Bridge is the only place that will take them. The attitude and behaviour of the staff is disrespectul and demeaning. They speak to the children like shit. What's worse is their physical behaviour -...
  13. N

    Do you think I should take suspend my studies?

    During the summer I was drugged and sexually assaulted. Unfortunately, it has a huge effect on me mentally and has had a huge impact on my life- despite me telling myself i wouldn't let it. Am in my last year of uni now and am struggling a lot with the work due to a lack of motivation and...
  14. D

    Looking for support......

    Hi all, Just wanted to say hi as I've been diagnosed with PTSD by my psychiatrist and am waiting for therapy to talk through several traumatic events from my past. Briefly, I was emotionally neglected by my mum for years(she still tries to do it now) physically assaulted by my dad on a regular...
  15. BabyButterfly

    hello

    Hi everyone im Gem-Louise.I have EUPD which stands for Emotionally unstable personality disorder I also selfharm and have suicidal tendencies. I am currently under a CMHT and have also been in the psych ward a few times.I find it hard to talk to people about how I feel as I cant find the right...
  16. M

    My husband bullying me

    Yesterday, for the first time, I was able to leave my house and grocery shop. I have family coming to town on Saturday. I also decorated my house for fall--mums, wreaths and the like and felt so proud of myself for doing it all! When my husband came home he started screaming at me over what I'd...
  17. J

    I feel so much sadness

    I've recently been diagnosed with bpd, and reactive depression. My name is jazz. I don't even know where to start. My childhood was very unstable, my mum has bipolar and had postnatal psychosis when I was born but her first mental breakdown was just after my uncle took his life and her...
  18. cloudberry

    Took an overdose yesterday, fallen off the edge.

    Totally fell off the edge yesterday, took 27 x 50mg of Tramadol plus quite a lot of lager. Cant believe it didnt work. Took it at lunchtime, fell asleep, woke up early evening still alive. John came over, i told him what I had done and refused an ambulance as i hoped to die in the night. he just...