anger

  1. C

    Is There Something Wrong With Me?

    The past year or so I have been wanting to hurt someone or something. My anger has been getting way worse than it has in the past and the thought of hurting someone seems thrilling to me - the only reason I haven't hurt someone is because I'm afraid of the consequences of it. With wanting to...
  2. frisas45

    Good news!

    As some of ya'll remember me, she is taking pills regularly, and her symptoms are improving. She is calm, and she is helping out my grandmother. Despite this, I'm concerned. The doctor gave her a strong dose of Risperidal, but I hope she doesn't go into a relapse of symptoms. I don't want to see...
  3. Sadkittygirl1928

    My psychologist thinks I'm bipolar

    I don't know how to cope. I have become physically violent, I don't respond well to medication it is what made me have my first ever manic episode and violent behaviors. when I came off meds everything seemed fine and then the other day I self-harmed and hit my boyfriend in rage. I also have OCD...
  4. frisas45

    I'm fed up of this "work your ass off" crap. Almost led me to jail once.

    Bit of foul language here. And some of you will not understand this. I apologize for that. I was listening to Arnold Schwarzenegger giving his speech about "working your ass off". About how he had little money and he had to work in construction overtime to make ends meet, and working himself...
  5. A

    Trying to process my guilt and anger at friend with depression...

    I'm having trouble processing my guilt and anger. My bff has been upset at me and ignoring my messages most of the time. My friend has undiagnosed depression, but it's clear he has depression, as he's had thoughts of suicide. (I have tried to get him to get help, but he never does. Finally he...
  6. A

    Anger issues

    so i have rapid cycling bipolar disorder, ocd, anxiety, depression, and schizophrenia. i’ve been hospitalized before and i’m on medication. but recently. i’ve been very angry. all the time. and so they took me off my antidepressant. and now it’s worse and i’m having really intrusive thoughts and...
  7. L

    How do I manage my constant resentment and random anger?

    I'm having such a hard time with my depressive and anger episodes. I don't know how to control them. Does anyone have specific advice on this problem? My family refuses to try to comply and understand the mental stress that I go through on a daily basis. I feel stuck. What are some tactics that...
  8. G

    Anger or empathy

    Is it ever ok to be angry at someone who takes tablets as a cry for help
  9. G

    Is your iPhone/smartphone designed to make you angry

    Ok I'm a newbie with the modern apple products. I'm a 26 yr old who's only had an iPhone for a little less then a year. Before that I had a stone age 2002 phone that could only text and call. I notice a lot of people get angry at their phones and now I can see exactly why. It seems as though...
  10. M

    Drove my friend away

    So, today I drove away my only friend who was patient with me. I had one of my episodes and became angry with him about social media. Then I find I can no longer see his Twitter page. I panicked and thought he is angry with me. Then I finally confessed to him that I suffer from BPD. Then I went...
  11. Deadheading

    I'm angry, and I'm angry about accountability

    I knew for years that I'm an angry person before I was diagnosed with BPD this month. I am not going into my life story, but I am very justified for feeling angry, especially the way my life has been in the last 2 years. I've been under siege. What I don't want to hear is I need to be held...
  12. A

    Falling back into old patterns

    Not sure if this is the appropriate forum, but given my condition, I think it is. I'm a 26 year old guy. Last year I was diagnosed with type 1 bipolar with psychotic features, along with schizophrenia and pstd. I was in therapy and on medication. I was doing pretty good and my therapist said...
  13. G

    I feel like a horrible person

    I was diagnosed with bpd 4 years ago. On the inside I am very impatient and easily annoyed. I don't forgive people. I have not patience with people I think are stupid. I don't like many people. I have said rude things to people and some days just don't speak much. I cam be blunt and insult...
  14. Poopy Doll

    So much for Love Thy Neighbor

    We took the dogs for a run in the park and then left them in the car while we made a pit stop in the store. IT WAS NIGHT. It was not hot. Some dumb young woman came up to me and said, "I almost broke your window. You left the dogs in the car without cracking the windows." She even had them make...
  15. AllOfIt

    Inability to recall faces

    Hello, I'm new here and I have a question. So I have this thing which happens to me sometimes - I can't recall how my boyfriend looks like after I haven't seen him in several days. I mean, I know how he looks like, I'd be perfectly able to recognize him, but I just can't recall his face or...
  16. LexLoofer

    When you're not a morning person...

    I've never been a morning person. I like my sleep. But I've been going through some medication changes that have made sleep difficult and I've been waking up about 2 hours earlier than usual. This has made mornings hard for me. I wake up either irritable or sad. I start feeling anxious. I...
  17. E

    I hoped employment would help. It hasn't.

    I got hired for a fulltime position, at age 57. I hate the job. How ironic is that? I thought a regular income would improve my outlook, slightly. Pro's: Regular income. Nearly all the people are pleasant. Con's: Big learning curve. Physically strenuous work with concomitant aches and...
  18. W

    Difficult to continue relationship (inc. ghosting) with Dad

    Hi all - looking for some advice on a longstanding issue that I can never rationalise. I've always had a less than close relationship with my Dad. Although he had some moments of kindness, he was pretty detached from us growing up (in contrast with the rest of my family). I find this quite hard...
  19. fazza

    Anger to the point of combustion

    I did not drink last night as I thought it would help with thinking more clearer. I may have well drank the bottle On my way now to pick up some meds from the pharmacy. I have been give 10mg haloperidol and 5 mg diazepam. My anger issues are getting out of hand and I genuinely believe that...
  20. Anon_21

    Do antidepressants make BPD symptoms worse?

    Has anyone tried antidepressants for their depressive symptoms and discovered that it made other things worse? My moods are all over the place, and the last couple of days I've been SEVERELY anxious and filled with outrageous anger. Anger outbursts have always been a problem for me, wondering...