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  1. GlitterAndTwisted

    Making/Keeping Friends...

    So does anyone else find that being a sufferer of BPD that it’s really hard to maintain friendships? I mean, I don’t know if it’s because of the paranoia in the sense of you always feel like such hard work or a burden and therefore must be difficult to be around and be friends with and because...
  2. frisas45

    I'm doomed to stay single for the rest of my life.

    I wasted my 20s not achieving what I want. All gone due to my paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. I want to fall in love with someone. I yearned for it for decades. Especially who likes to share hobbies with me (Anime, computers, etc.). I want to date with a girlfriend who loves...
  3. N

    This illness has ripped me apart

    I can't take it anymore. the police came to my house a few days ago because a support website thought i was going to hurt myself. they were wrong. I want to die not hurt myself. I just want it all to end. this is something that none of my friends family teachers, the police the therapists can...
  4. N

    I just wanted someone who chose to be with me and support me

    I feel alone all the time now, whether i am around family or friends, even when i go out. I feel so alone and unworthy of love. Girls have told me I'm handsome and charming, And yet None of them want me. She did and then she replaced me so quickly. I don't know how to feel attractiive or worthy...
  5. T

    7 years later

    I joined this forum in 2012 having been diagnosed with BPD and was frustrated about a further diagnosis of a functional disorder by a neurologist. It is 7 years later, I am now an old/er lady of 69 years of age. In those 7 years my life has transformed. I have completed DBT and my physical...
  6. U

    I don’t know what to do with my life

    I don’t know what to do I have nothing on the earth to live for anymore no one loves I hate myself no one needs me and I keep getting suicidal thoughts and I self harm I’m just alone. I don’t necessarily want to die but I don’t want to live if that makes sense to anyone
  7. L

    I’ve lost the will to live

    There are so many reasons, I could write a book. But that won’t work, and it’s one of the problems. I spent the day lying on the couch, with the occasional tear leaking from my eyes, despite the meds that used to work, preventing the ability to experience this type of relief. I’ve got no one...
  8. B

    Should I be concerned?

    So my mother's terminal illness, a brain tumor, is probably going to kill her very soon. Lately, Im wishing it was me dying, not her. I also wish I could die, so that I don't lose her. My life is a nightmare now. The only relative who understood me (whilst not getting everything right) is gone...
  9. I_Wish

    I feel nothing, and then too much.

    I've been laying in bed for almost 3 hours now, staring at the cieling. I don't know why I do this, why I just lay there doing nothing, thinking nothing, and feeling nothing. I have things to do, I'm a busy person and I'm still in school, but I can't bring myself to do anything, I don't want to...
  10. F

    Here to heal.

    Hi. I found this forum recently and didn't have the courage to join until today. I've set up a thread explaining my problem and the type of OCD I have. I'm essentially here to try and heal and come to terms with myself. Maybe even come to like myself again after so many weeks of stress and fear...
  11. notafollower

    I'm so scared of growing up

    So this might be a little long so I apologize. Please bear with me. Here's the thing. Recently I've been thinking about life and how I'm almost done with my first year of college. And honestly I realized how terrified I am of getting older. I feel like I'm stuck in this fantasy of wanting...
  12. N

    i am truly alone in this world

    I am afraid to ever love anything or be excited about anything ever again. in december i met a girl who i thought would be the love of my love, but she left me two months later. And now I'm crushed 3 months after it happened I still can't get over it. It's not the feeling of losing her alone...
  13. E

    New...

    Hello every one. This is my first time here. I am just seeking some support and some advice/intervention on how to deal with a paranoid partner. It is taking a toll on me mentally, emotionally and financially.
  14. Lottielove89

    Looking to make friends with bpd

    Hi, I’m new here. My whole life I’ve felt alone, like home isn’t really home for me. I was diagnosed with bpd a few years ago along with suffering with anxiety, depression and ocd since 11 years old. I’m now 29 and am bored of feeling alone, I have people, family, but no one really gets me...
  15. T

    i’m so lonely

    i honestly feel so pathetic saying this but the fact that my friends are all in relationships and have great friends and are away at uni or college living their lives makes me feel terrible. i’ll see their snapchat stories or hear about what they did on the weekend and how they are doing with...
  16. N

    Not finding support. All alone.

    I am still feeling really depressed. And it's a paralysing depression. I dont have the energy to study or work on my assignments anymore. I feel alone I. The world now. I made an appointment with the free therapist but that's only going to be once a month. My family are not a good source of...
  17. N

    I destroyed the best thing in my life

    My Girlfriend of only 2 months broke up with me 5 weeks ago. And it has wreaked havoc on my life. I am 23 years old and a student in his final year at university. I have been depressed all my life and I don't really have any happy memories in my life except for when i met her. When I met her I...
  18. M

    My story...idk

    Hey, so uhhhm English is not my first language so i apologize in advance for any weirdly structured sentences or grammar errors and also for the lenght of this post. My name is Matthew (english version of my name) and i'm a depressed, Bi teen from slovakia. I've been struggling with deppresion...
  19. blknbrdrline

    Peers with BPD

    Hello, I want to connect with people who have BPD. My hope is to better understand my condition and learn ways to manage/cope by talking to other people who may or may not have shared experiences. I have never met anyone else who has been diagnosed with BPD. Hoping that talking to someone...
  20. V

    Alone for the rest of my life

    Hello, it is weird that I want to be alone for the rest of my life? I got split with two of my friends in May last year and I don't want to come back to them because they're toxic af and one of them still sends me snaps about how wonderful her life is. After that all stuff that happened in my...
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