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  1. prettyflower

    Emotional Abuse by Family?

    I am extremely depressed and anxious. My mom and older sister are controlling me and possibly emotionally abusive? I have been questioning my sexuality and gender identity since high school. A few years ago when I was in high school my older sister read my diary. She told my other sister what...
  2. A

    I can't do this anymore

    I'm so desperately unhappy. For the past while I've been feeling worse than usual, I hate myself, I'm convinced I do nothing but embarrass myself or annoy people. I haven't left the house in days because my chest gets so tight I can't breathe at the thought of being around people (I know that...
  3. R

    On going abuse

    I don't know what to do I'm abused by the female space ghost that owns this house meaning the earth, daily, sexually, emotionally and physically today she has been giving me pain in my leg so it hurts while walking and put her smegma discharge in my mouth. She kills us off after death up in the...
  4. InfiniteRectangles

    Abusive Ex is Telling Everyone I Abused Him

    I don't know what to do. My ex abused me when we dated, yet when I woke up this morning I found a Facebook post by him claiming that I hurt him. He was saying that I said/did stuff that I didn't say/do and trying to turn everyone against me. He never used my name, but he made it clear who he was...
  5. I

    I cannot get away from the abusive guy and I just keep suffering

    I was not allowed to sleep on bed. If I tried, he cursed me using the most horrible language, shouting at me with extreme anger and hatred in his eyes. Throwing things that were on bed to me. I had been forced to sleep on the floor for more than three years before I got enough money to pay him...
  6. S


    have any of you been sexually or physically abused within a mental health setting? i'll leave that one with you for this evening.
  7. R

    Sexual abuse by ghost

    The male spirit with the lump on his tummy keeps spunking up in my mouth over and over again. He has raped me. Has anyone else ever been sexually abused by spirits in their body?
  8. D

    I have a problem with people. Help!

    I have been diagnosed with ADHD and Asperger's syndrome which has recently been incorporated into HFA. I am a 19 year old college student studying Engineering, and living with my parents. I finished Calc 3 at age 17. I am not a stupid person. I do not have a speech impediment. I like to be...
  9. S

    spiritual abuse... messed me up way too much

    so i wanted to write how i have been spiritually abused .. i know this may sound like a strange term and not necessarily something people understand . But i have been through it , many bad things were attached to me for years without my real knowledge as to what was really happening .. long...
  10. F

    Forgotten memories?

    I ended up in prison last year and was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Impulsive Personality Disorder and Depersonalisation and Derealisation Syndrome. I went through a lot of therapy and saw five psychiatrists in the space of a year. I left prison in February and was referred to...
  11. S

    A bit of my life

    I didn't know where to put this, so I thought it would fit here best. know this post will sound like I am whinging but I don't know where else to go. It is the first time that I am going to tell this to anyone. It is how I am feeling. When I was a child I was bullied right through my school...
  12. L

    Had enough

    I am tired of living now. Been abused all my life and just want to sleep now
  13. J

    I am new here. Physically abused as a child but have a huge lack of emotion

    I am new here. Physically abused as a child but have a huge lack of emotion I was physically abused by my mother as a child an I am only now feeling the repercussions as a 33 year old woman. I feel nothing. For my children, my husband, family or my work. I feel empty. I don't know where to...
  14. P


    Hello, This is my first post and i'll be honest i am very scared. A lot has happened to me growing up and i don't remember all of it but, what i do is damning. I've been abused by both of my parents both physically and emotionally for as long i can remember until i left. My mother primarily...
  15. D

    surviving abuse

    unfortunately i am talking about a sexual abuse that happened when i was a kid. it is so strange to knowing that happened but not remembering a single thing about it. i know it happened. i start to cry when i picture my 4 old self feeling lonely and confused. How could anyone do that to a kid? i...
  16. I

    Forgiving your abusers (warning may trigger)

    As you know my mother was severely abusive to me when I was a child. She abused me in every way possible. I was bullied also as a child and had been jumped a lot of times by groups of people. Although it is very difficult, almost impossible, I feel it would be a good idea for me to FORGIVE them...
  17. C


    My life has been complete trash until I met my fiancé. I've been sexually abused 4 times, abused physically and mentally my whole life until now. I'm unable to tell my partner what's going on in my mind right now in fear that he won't understand. I've been hearing voices in my head constantly...
  18. F

    Childhood Trauma Predicts Risk of Violence in Psychosis

    Childhood Trauma Predicts Risk of Violence in Psychosis | Mad In America So if you are sexually abused you can then be further abused by being labelled as potentially violent? How does that help victims of abuse?
  19. M

    Fear of never recovering

    Hi, I was abused in many ways by my family. I've had many years of therapy though still struggle with various things. Someone remarked that when she walked in the same room as me I looked as if I wanted to disappear into the wall - it frightened me that people could still 'tell' that I was...
  20. B

    Past Coping With Voices

    I first started really hearing voices in 1997. I couldn't afford medication at the time because the help was not available. I sought help from witches, and it seemed to slowly diminish the voices for a few years. They came back permanently after the second time I tried to off myself. I'm...