HELP need support

[LeeMarie]

meercat - do you have someone watching out for you? a friend, a relative or anyone?

[taste the rainbow 30]

meercat - do you have someone watching out for you? a friend, a relative or anyone?

She has me she is staying with me has been for 12 weeks x

[meercat]

i do have taste the rainbow at arms lenght for support and she is fantastic and caring at all times with me no matter what place or mood im in 'im soo lucky !' been running around all day on tred mil and out walking only 800 calories burned today. now finally feeling drained out wounder how long it will last? fel liike iv actually run a frigging marithn now... wish my mind would agree with me. oh well ill have to tell the mirror to piss off and hope for the best tonight. not done anything producktive today and once again not done anything for anyone else. its taste the rainbows birthday on 7th and im sure a couple presants are shite doughting it when she opens them. emailed 'after adoption lady' today just worried about my children and want to know there happy and safe. got to wait for a replie. sigh's to herself. hope your all good tonnight? take care ~ meercat x

[meercat]

Eminem - Take Me Away 2012 (Leaked) - YouTube << just having a listern to this what do you think? i quite like eminem he is like the other half of my mind speaking

[meercat]

got some megga bad stomake cramps as well.. i keep takig an anti inflamatrie to subside the pain as it is really painfull :/ always swollen insides. sorry m rambling. just feel low and run down

[meercat]

i dunno if its just me but quite frankly im am sick to deth of seeing how many people come accross my thread and cant face to be a support? i am forever running around ere trying to find someone to help or just give a hug to. admins i find it wrong that we should see how many views we have had as like now if i am not in a good place i start to feel bad ect and just feel shit that i must not be excepted or my pain isnt relavent! i am in desprate need of advise or just a 'keep going' bit of insperation goes a long way! i aint bothering no more. im sure others are feeling this way and im sorry for you all to be if you are. HUGS GUYS stay srong ~ meercat xxx

[taste the rainbow 30]

i dunno if its just me but quite frankly im am sick to deth of seeing how many people come accross my thread and cant face to be a support? i am forever running around ere trying to find someone to help or just give a hug to. admins i find it wrong that we should see how many views we have had as like now if i am not in a good place i start to feel bad ect and just feel shit that i must not be excepted or my pain isnt relavent! i am in desprate need of advise or just a 'keep going' bit of insperation goes a long way! i aint bothering no more. im sure others are feeling this way and im sorry for you all to be if you are. HUGS GUYS stay srong ~ meercat xxx

Meercat its not just u I have seen a lot of posts with members saying they r not getting any replies. I have also seen new members with not even a warm welcome. I dont know whats happening to this forum but its not like it use to be. I feel its more take take take then any kind of giving, or supporting. I think there r to many chiefs and not enough idians as they say x

[LeeMarie]

I think sometimes someone will read a thread and they don't feel like they have the knowledge to help that person. I have many posts that no one replies to, but I know people have viewed. I don't take offense. Also I think people might feel that they could say the wrong thing to someone who is very distraught. Sometimes, for your own mental health, you can only be a spectator and not a participant. And, the good news is that your thread is 5 pages long . . . . a lot of people out there care and want to help.

[Gajolene]

Do you have a lot of threads on the go Meercat? Sometimes people aren't sure which thread to post on, I understand ED when it comes to anorexia but that was quite some time ago years back and not sure how to help with more sever cases of ED. Also seeing that Over-The-Rainbow has been a great support to you as well.

I understand when we panic sometimes we want instant help and attention when it isn't available, the panick consumes us and we get hypersensitive and desperate, and when we are deperate we can post things that sound confusing to readers. If you can focus a little more with what your needing help with you will get more replies.