You are not alone. I have huge problems with dissociation. I dissociated to save myself pain during my traumas, but this has lead me to experiencing all sorts of problems with what is a true memory and what is false.
I dissociated to survive, but now I dissociate just cos it is a habit I have got into.
Because my mind was not connected to my body things happen which make me question what is going on. I am only at my peace when I am fully connected.