On the 13th May I walked out of a well paid job as a supervisor. I worked hard for the promotion and put a lot of time and effort into the position.
I have a girlfriend, 10mth old daughter and house to support and £90 available in our bank (which is actually £-910)
I can't sign on due to resignation and my partner can't either due to resignation when my daughter was born.
My tax credits are stopping due to me not working 24hrs per week and the housing benefit I've been provided with is £100 less than the rent per month.
We now have an income which is less than the rent nevermind our other bills and living expenses such as food.
I just cannot hold a job. Once I build up a case in my head that the company is out to get me I walk.
I can't handle authority and won't take orders.
And as a result of my condition I'm now in a dire situation and not fulfilling my duty as a father and partner to my very supportive partner.
I literally don't know how I'm going to put food on the table and pay any bills. I'm in the process of finding another job but I will have to work a month in hand so will be without money for a long time.
I'm really struggling to cope with this situation. It's heart breaking and I've caused this. It's MY fault.
I've failed as a father and put my daughter at risk by not being able to provide for her.
I don't know what to do and I'm hurting.