i hope this doesn't seem like a stupid question.. but ... i have a counseling session later.. and if i am being totally honest i am in that "leave me alone i want to be by myself and by that.. i mean i dont want a conversation" so should i phone up and say im ill? or do i go? and if i go.. what will he say? will i not just be wasting his time? ... i dont see the point in going..because i dont want him to think im being rude!