Dear Anonymous Z, I am worried about you. Angels of darkness can appear to be angels of light as I mentioned in this thread 3 days ago. Please read my blog http://hearing-voices-are-angels.blogspot.com/ Please read it. It will give you a better idea about Satan's angels.
Last edited by askjesustohelpyou; 28-06-12 at 01:06. Reason: This is for Anonymous Z
The time I asked the "voices" to say positive things was a totaly different time from the voices I posted in my earliest post. It was two years before that event, the first time I heard them actually. I mean no direspect, but I think you are seeing things in either white / black, day / night, all evil or holy. You should think of spirits like humans, they have their own personalities, their own tendencies, etc. All sort of spirits gravitates around you. If they were only evil ones, we would all be in slavery in some sort of hell. It ain't the case, because you can see it as a fight between "evil" and "good", the "positive" and the "negative". Basicly, we are being supported by good spirits and persecuted by evil ones. They are also more neutral spirits. It is much more complex than just "Satan" OR "God".
Dear askjesustohelpyou
tut tut
my my, apologies, i hvae not explained this very well... you see, there was a psychotic episode that happend to me (two big ones!) in the past 4 years... frist time round, that night, hallucinations and voices, i thought i had 'received my soul from God'... it was so beautiful...
but you see, I thought I was totally crazy, coz it is that real, and that strong, this beauty, my own voice, my lovers, my mothers!! and these visions, in my world around me!! I learnt to 'paint' with colours that my mind projects by my fingertips as a 'coping strategy' to all the visions... hallucinations...
they are msichievious in a sense yes, as i hear 'tones' of these voices, and mine, alot!! but half the time can't make out what they're saying... i don't hear anything bad or negative, the 'tone' is sometimes comforting, sometimes not... sometimes it's sharp, but i have also heard 'voices' and actual words and sentence inside these tones!! male and female!!
i go to church, and believe in Jesus, yes... or some form of him was present looooong time ago... and have been since i was a child... i read the bible, do 'angel' cards too... blessings every day on the card with colourful pictures... and say my prayers most nights
do not be mistaken, i do think this IS a gift from God!
just that sometimes... you 'learn' to love things, over time, say you body and mind did something totally unnatural for the first time ever! its new you don't really like it, but your body and your mind does it again and again and again and again and again does 40times in a hour every hour, again and again... what would you do? and doesn't stop... you'll 'learn' to love it eventually... coz your body and mind is you, and you love you no? coz i mean if you don't who will?? right...
so i don't know... God teaches me about love, but i didn't love it, to be honest, i hated it, i never knew hate existed until this!! but i 'learned' to love it... because i am thankful for this 'gift from God' and want more of this beautiful magic in my life!!!
yes, i'm on medication, there's a clear difference when i'm on medicaiton (i don't dream/hallucinate) and when i'm off it (i dream ALOT!!! and hallucinate and hear voices!!!) inside people! inside in my mind!! in my room!!! in my world!!!
regards
anonymous Z
i replied here, but seems to have gone...
I do believe this IS a gift from God, I've had two 'big psychotic trips' in the last 4 years involving the beauty of voices! sometimes i recognise the voice, the feeling, inside my energy, my lovers, myself, my mother's sometimes... or perhaps once my father's and brothers (i have hallucinated and dreamt of him in my life!! haha, but its real funny stuff!) and only them... they are the peopel that love me and i love these experiences, it is beautiful, the dreams and visions so real, and dreams, they sparkle... so life like!!
but other times, i hear ALOT of 'tones' the whole time, bouncing off the walls, out the windows, pushing my energy in my head around!! sometimes tho these 'tones' will be real voices, i don't recognise as these people... its a very inhibiting feeling... makes me all self conscious and what not... coz i don't know who it is or why i'm hearing it!!!
is it my mind playing unreality tricks on me or is it just really real? i don't know...
I believe in God, Jesus, and go to church, have been since I was a child... i fully believe that is with God grace that I see and experience this beauty in my life!!!
ur probably wondering "so whats the problem?" - well i'm on medication, coz these experiences can be so overwhelming, that for a little while I really thought i was crazy and self harmed because of it... family and i got scared, mum knew, and took me to GP, i saw early intervention team, and have been ever since
there is a clear difference when on my medication and off it; my dreaming: i don't dream on the meds or have hallucinations (visual or auditory)... i hear voices ALL THE TIME off the medication. tones of it, female and male, and sometimes sentences and words inside these tones, sometimes it's mine.... 'mine' i only recognise as something i have heard ALOT over the last 4 years, mind you for 21 years of my life, i did not hear ANYTHING! no tones, no 'mine' voice no nothing!
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NoName, I'm glad you see it as a gift... I think it's all about seeing what we got, our potential, in a positive perspective. I had been also using medication for social anxiety issues and just because I was bored of life and just wanted to dull myself and to sleep most of the time. Benzodiazepines (Lorazepam, Clonazepam...) killed my ability to dream and to lucid dream and I really hated this! I'm so happy that I have recovered the ability to consciously dream... to wander around the spiritual realms and meet people, speak with them, etc. I hope someday you can get off medication and reclaim this gift
Thank you for sharing your experiences!
Dear DemonSeed, You are right. I do see it as a fight between evil and good. I believe the spirits you describe as neutral are probably Satan trying to befriend you and lead you away from God. I believe that neutral people exist but not with spirits that are contacting us. We don't know their intentions and should be suspicious. If you don't believe they are good you are better off ignoring them to the best of your abilities. They might be playing a siren song to lead you to them as with your poem. As you said I believe it is Satan or God. It sounds simplistic but I believe it to be the truth!
Dear NoName, I believe the voices are real and I believe they are Satan's angels or their followers trying to befriend us andlead us towards them and away from God. It sounds like your experience is similar to mine although I don't halucinate. I still hear voices even though I am on medication. Having belief in God has helped me tremendously. When I need help I can turn to Him and ask Him for help in whatever situation I am facing. You should ask Him for help too! I am not sure if this "mine" voice is you as you didn't hear anything for 21 years. Please ask God to help you! Stick with God and don't befriend the voices. Keep asking God to help you until you find your way.
Dear askjesustohelpyou...
mmm... i believe it is a 'gift from God' though, this voice, is beautiful, it makes me feel like i've never felt or heard sound in the beauty of voices before... and i recognise sum of the voices sumtimes as moment as my mothers voice or my lovers.... this is also a gift from God, as i pray that one day these experiences live on after they have they gone from this earth, as i love them very dearly and true to my heart!"
so apologies, but i think you are mistaken, i don't have to ask jesus for help, he's helping me every day in a very strange little way with voices that he's here... in me.. .in the word... in my mind... and in my heart too...
xxx
We don't need to share the same opinion, so I won't argue my point again. I think you sound like an awesome person askjesustohelpyou, I highly respect faithful person, whenever they believe in Jesus, Allah, Buddha, Pachamama, the Comic Christ, etc.
NoName, it is really a gift! I always wished to have a gift like this... I have the ability to lucid dream, and last night, to my surprise, I went to bed, fell asleep, my body started to buzz, and vlam! I found myself in the astral world! THOSE GIFTS ARE INCREDIBLE, WORSHIP THEM, DEVELOP THEM! And it's all thanks to God
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