I have been on this website for quiet a while now but never really stated what my MI is so here goes everybody.
I suffer with extreme paranoia,associated with BP I have horrible mood swings and terrible paranoid thoughts this has made my life sometime not worth living,,
My hubby is my main carer I have social phobia this is because of my paranoid thoughts so I very rarely go out and when I do go out my time is spent looking at the ground so I do not make eye contact with anyone outside I feel they talk,stare and judge me.
I also have bad psychotic episodes which can result in me SH to bad wounds.
My life is ruined with this illness it has taken control of it for too long and slowly killing me.
I mainly visit this website daily and try and give any support to anyone who is suffering as I feel for them and fully understand everything they type.
So this is my MI this is why I want to scream as I am going through a pretty tormented time at the mo with the break tomorrow I am not very well.
But I do know this is the RIGHT place to come to I do know people on here will know what I am tormented with