I have had quite a few hospital admissions in the last 6 years, but they seem to be gettin closer and closer together. I go high, happy then psycotic/ aggitated. then i come crashing down. it take ages to recover from this. then i used to have a period of normality. but now it seems it is like a nvr ending rollercoaster.
Manic in July 2011 hospital, depressed for months, started to feel normal but oh no back to being high and now feeling like shite.
There seems to be no reason for my episodes now either which is a worry.
Does anyone else find they are gettin more and more ups and down as they get older?