You are contrasting your self mostlilkly becuase you are hurting. you say no one understands. You also have a face that says help. Therefore you want help but you might refuse to accept it. Maybe im wrong never the less ill get you fixed rate up ^_^. i wish :C. you know there is not easy out. I might understand if you gave me more to work off of. you say how you feel but you dont say whats going on. There for i can only understand your emotions which trust me everyone here felt the same emotions at one point unless there is a medical reason why they cant. Never the less i can. Most im sure. The fact that i too have depression and was feeling like killing my self proves it. anything to do anything irrational though. hunched over in pain spit driping on the floor becuase of the pain. Feels worse then the tendon i broke on my shoulder rofl. isolation Nope no letting you going grab you by the hair and drag you into the sun. sorry love. next umm you feel like you cant do do this any more you better prove me wrong by posting back too me. as for that yeah umm no your not aloud. Thats forbidden ^_*. Next uhm whats next...pathedic failure yep your RIGHT! WOOT! XD UG how many lies do you tell your self in the day. Well Let me tell you how it is. You have 500 plus more posts then me there for youre winning in pathedic failure posts ^_^ jk Truth is you fail becuase you say you fail. Both my roomates cant even get to this site becuase the suck with a computer. I guess they should go kill thems selves too. WRONG! xD next...what could be next. Ok your a jerk saying you would not have to be on here if you where well. What about meeee *snif* *snif* As for you tring i think i can i think i can cho cho...xD LOL i think your a freak. Most likely not in the same way xD your like the freaky person who accully going over come this all. Now if thats not freaky id hate to see the living dead. Then again i bet they look like me after all i am one xD wish you where some one else ^_^ i got a DEAL FOR YOU! i know this crack house with some priity hip people ^_^ eek so excited! as for a new start how much they cost ill buy 10 ^_^.
This all was not to make fun of you and your ordeals. I read somethng like that i see some one in pain i dont feel sorry for you becuase im the same its called pain. I do feel sympthedic becuae some times i want to give up. I want the pain to go anything but the pain. I shack i trun cold. i lose emotions. I self medicate. I wonder....why me. Then i sit back have a smoke (dont smoke bad habbit xD) and say why ask something i know already. Im here now so that means im to stay. god no god. must we find x or do we make x = what ever the fuck we want. mostlikely dont mean much but keep going for fuck sakes ^_^